"She doesn't know she's sick yet, right? You didn't tell her!" Qiao was very sure that Du Qiaochen didn't tell her her true condition, otherwise how could she be so safe?
"Well, I don't know how to tell her. She has been very sleepy during this period. I thought she was just too tired to pay attention. It wasn't until she suddenly fainted while watering the flowers two days ago that I knew.
She is sick, a very serious illness, and I may lose her. But I dare not tell her, even I can't accept it myself, I'm afraid she will suffer even more! I don't know what to do, I have been thinking about it these two days
I wonder, what should I do if I really lose her?" He said sadly, and Qiao heard it desolately!
"Chen, don't be like this. She will know sooner or later. You should try to tell her that the condition cannot be hidden from others. It is impossible for her to not notice the series of examinations such as chemotherapy in the near future, or...
"Tell her, it's much better to say it yourself than what she hears from other people's mouths. Don't give up, don't underestimate her, she is a strong girl and will not be knocked down easily!" Yes, she is
A strong and even somewhat stubborn woman will not fall down so easily!
But God, you are too unfair. What did she do? You want to torture her like this, torture this couple who have gone through many hardships. Haven't they experienced enough hardships? Enough, really enough...
.
"If the child is still there, maybe we can have her, but... Judging from her last miscarriage, the probability of her getting pregnant is not high. Even if she has your child now, it's too late.
..."
"Is there really no way out? No, no, you have worked so hard to get together, there must be a way!" Qiao comforted Du Liaochen, seeming to comfort himself again, he refused
To believe such a cruel fact!
"But the blood cancer is in the late stage. The doctor said that she can live for up to half a year. During these six months, her heart will still be beating. Do you know that her heart is failing little by little? I want to watch her little by little.
My son disappeared from my life."
There was a crisp sound of "pop", and the result of the collision between the glass and the marble floor was that the glass was shattered to pieces without any suspense. But what frightened Du Liaochen more than being shattered to pieces was that behind the door, Xia Qingge's face was so pale that it was transparent.
.
"Xia Qingge?" His voice was trembling. Looking at her blank eyes, he just wanted to hold her in his arms and tell her that what she just heard was a dream. She was dreaming and had a nightmare.
, and he also had the same nightmare!
The words struck Xia Qingge's ears like a thunderbolt from the blue! "What did you say?" She turned her blank eyes and head to Du Caochen beside her, her face full of astonishment and disbelief. Du Caochen quickly looked away.
Go and hang his head, he doesn't know how to tell her, even if this is an unchangeable fact!
"Du Caochen" she stood on tiptoes, held his face in her hands, and forced him to raise his head: "Tell me, what happened? I want you to tell me yourself!" He said nothing, just looked at her deeply.
, there was deep pain in his eyes, his breath gradually became uneven, and the pain in his eyes deeply burned Xia Qingge's eyes!
She opened her innocent watery eyes: "No, it's impossible, it's impossible!" As if she had been sentenced to death, her little hands drooped down, and her slender body kept retreating.
Du Liaochen raised his big hand and brought Xia Qingge's slender body to his side with a strong force. He embraced it with his big hand and hugged it firmly into his arms. "Don't do this!" His tone was full of pleading,
He doesn't want to see her like this!
"Am I going to die?" she said sadly, with tears in her eyes.
"No, I won't let you die. No, there will be a way, there will be!" Du Jiechen said resolutely, but even he couldn't believe the choking and pause in his tone!
"So you've been up every night for the past few days, staying by the computer because you knew I was sick and wanted to help me find a cure? So that's why you've been so distracted these past two days?" She hung up.
Her tearful eyes stared at him for a moment. The pain in his eyes was no less than hers, because he had done a lot because of her, and he had to bear too much alone!
Seeing him nodding slowly, her tears suddenly fell down and she couldn't stop them. "It's none of my business if you don't go to the company for so many days and you collapse!" She wanted to calm down her mood playfully, but who?
After saying this, I cried harder.
His hands tightened and he pressed her into his arms without any space, and his chin rested on the top of her head. How he wished that this moment would last forever! They could always be so close to each other's hearts and listen to each other's breathing,
continue on!
Joe withdrew in time, leaving space for the two people inside. They should have a lot to say, right? The appraisal report in his hand was held tightly by him, almost crushing it. What should he do now? Never
There has never been such a conflict... to save her, or not to save her! If he doesn't save her, she is in trouble, can he really turn a blind eye? Struggling in the whirlpool of ice and fire...
Four months later, time always comes and goes quietly, early in the morning.
"Little Pig, it's time to get up. Get up quickly." The calm and pale face next to her showed no signs of waking up. Du Yuechen patiently leaned into her ear and called her over and over again: "Little Pig"
Ah, you are so sleepy, get up quickly, let's go bask in the sun, baby, baby?" Seeing that she still didn't respond, his anxious voice came.
Living in a day when he could lose her at any time, his heart had already become fragile and vulnerable. As long as he couldn't wake her up in the morning, he would feel more terrifying than anything else, as if the sky was falling and the earth was falling.
!
"Xia Qingge? Xia Qingge?" He shook her shoulders and saw her slowly waking up. She smiled at him with her pale cheeks, but the smile was too pale and weak, which made him feel sour in his heart. But finally,
It’s time to wake up, just wake up!
"I want to sleep a little longer, I'm so sleepy." She said, her eyelids were closed, obviously she didn't sleep enough. She was so sleepy and tired. She had obviously slept all night, but she still didn't feel any strength at all.
No.
Last night, she started to have nosebleeds again for no reason. She couldn't count how many times this happened. He took gauze to stop the bleeding for her in a serious manner. You must know that from the first time she had a nosebleed, he was in a hurry.
She was at a loss, but now she was able to do it skillfully. But she still saw little glimmers of water in his handsome eyebrows!
Recently, she feels extremely tired. Sometimes she can fall asleep while sitting on a mountain of chairs or on the sofa, watching TV or reading newspapers. Does she really have no time...
But she couldn't let him go, not at all, so when she was awake now, she always stayed in his arms greedily. His body smelled so good that she couldn't get enough of it!
"Be good, get up, let's go out to bask in the sun, be good." She didn't want to get up, she just didn't have the strength, and it was extremely difficult to open her eyes. "I want to sleep for a while, just for a while." Xiaqingge came closer to him.
She found a comfortable place next to him in his arms and began to close her eyes again.
He also wanted to let her sleep a little longer. Seeing her tired and weak look hurt him more than anyone else, but there was no way. She had already increased her sleep from eight hours at the beginning to nine and a half. The doctor said she couldn't sleep any more.
This was almost the limit. He couldn't let her sleep any longer. Cruelly, he lifted the quilt, but she just screamed and didn't even have the strength to move.
He got out of bed and took out her clothes from the closet, returned to the bed, turned her body over, quickly took off her pajamas, and put on new clothes, a light pink silk jacket, which made her pale.
The face became a little rosy.
In her dazed look, he picked her up as if no one was watching and said, "It's time to have breakfast!" Then he carried her downstairs.
She finally woke up a little bit, and when he put her on the dining table, he put her on the chair. He didn't leave, but squatted down, and wrapped his big hands tightly around her little hands: "I feel like today."
How's it going?" He spoke softly, like a prince in a fairy tale, but she would rather he was still the Du Yuochen he was before, cold, unruly, and arrogant! But she didn't want to, from the bottom of her heart, because she didn't want to.
This means that when she leaves, he will be sad, very sad, and she does not want him to be sad for her. She wants him to work hard to live and live well!
"Well, it's much better. I want to eat that, that, and this." She pointed at the dishes and said like a greedy cat.
Du Qiaochen turned away, pain deeply crawling on his handsome face. How could he not know that she was just trying to cheer up to avoid breaking his heart! She couldn't bear it at all.
There was so much, and every time he ate it, he would vomit out every bit of it. The sight of his eyes filled with tears from vomiting made him heartbroken.
"Okay, I'll give it all to you, little greedy cat." He pretended to be relaxed, but he couldn't bear to let her down.
"Du Caochen" Xia Qingge had tears in her eyes, but the most beautiful smile appeared on her lips. She felt that her throat was also blocked, looking at him who was obviously uncomfortable but patient.
Du Liaochen's slender fingers caressed her cheek tremblingly. She was really the most difficult treasure in his heart to part with. How could God be so cruel? Why can't they finish this life together like other lovers?
What unforgivable thing did Du Yuchen do? He must let his most beloved person slowly disappear in his life, must take away his most difficult treasure to part with? If he really turned over the unforgivable
The fault should be borne by him alone and has nothing to do with her. He would rather all the misfortunes and pains be retributive on him!
Don't let her suffer anymore, please God, let her go!
Thinking of the chemotherapy he was going to have soon, he felt a heart-wrenching pain. He asked the doctor, and the doctor asked him back, "It's like a broken bone. Do you think it hurts?" He was confused at the time, listening to her heartbreak.
The shouting of the lungs makes the whole person feel like falling into an ice cave!
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