"We have tried our best to treat Madam's illness. Not only do we not have suitable bone marrow, but the degree of her heart failure has already caused lesions in other organs, so... it may not be achieved as expected, and it may be much earlier."
What the doctor said was true. Joe had said this to him before, but he thought God would be merciful and there would be...miracles. But he was wrong. Miracles would not come to him, let alone show mercy.
Otherwise, they wouldn't want to take her away from him alive!
"Where did your dean go?" Du Qiaochen asked. He was very curious that Qiao was not here at this time. He cared about Xia Qingge so much. Why was he missing in such a critical situation? You know, he was
He didn't hesitate to fall out with him in order to help her escape! Now that he was not around, he felt that it was not normal. He was busy taking care of Shazinger during this period, and he almost forgot about him. If the doctor hadn't suddenly mentioned it,
He really didn't have the heart to think about it.
"The dean said that he is temporarily busy and will be back in a while." The doctor told the truth. This is what the dean said when he left, as if he had guessed that Du Jiaochen would ask. When he left, he said: "If Mr. Du
If you ask me where I am, just say that I have something to do and won't be back for a while. However, by the time he thinks of me, I don't know how long it has been, and his mind is not with me now!" Sure enough, the dean guessed it right!
Well, after the dean had been gone for such a long time, Du Qiaochen remembered to ask about his whereabouts.
"Oh, that's what he said." Du Qiaochen raised his eyebrows. This brother really knew him and knew that he had already devoted all his attention to Xia Qingge. However, he still had a little complaint and left at this time.
, it’s too unfaithful!
"With her current physical condition, how long can she last?" The topic returned to Xia Qingge, and there was a bit of condensation and heavyness in the air. Du Jiechen looked past the white coat in front of him and his eyes stayed on Xia Qingge's
On the quiet sleeping face.
She has lost weight again, almost skin and bones. Her delicate and white face has lost its previous rosy luster and is as pale as a piece of white paper. Her originally pointed oval face is only the size of a palm, and her face is like water.
On the contrary, the autumn eyes looked even bigger, occupying most of the face. But those eyes lacked the former vitality and vitality, and added a bit of gray, a bit of loneliness and pain, which had long been tortured by illness.
The spirit of the past was so high! What remains is as gray as death!
He couldn't bear to look at her face anymore, so he turned away quickly and looked out the window at the rose garden in full bloom. He had brought her back when it was in full bloom. Now they were withering, and she was gone.
At the end of life, is everything determined? God let him find her, let her enjoy a season of romance, and then the fallen leaves return to their roots and disappear with the wind?
His thoughts wandered in this large rose garden. The flowers had already fallen into mud and ground into dust with the cold wind, showing a sad feeling of decadence and decline! His heart also trembled with the rose stems shaking in the cold wind.
!
"I want to take her out for a walk. She said she liked the house by the sea very much before. I want to take her there and leave when she wakes up." He suddenly no longer wanted to dwell on the issue of her staying time. He was more concerned about it.
Yes, in the remaining few months, maybe weeks, or days, hours, minutes and seconds, he wants her to be happy! He wants to see her smile, see her satisfied smile,
Always remember the profile of her smiling face, always remember it!
He didn't think about anything else, and didn't care about anything else. It seemed that nothing was more important than her, nothing, nothing!
"I didn't take her there at that time for fear that she would not be able to bear it. Although she never mentioned it again, I knew she wanted to go again because there were beautiful memories of us being together there. She remembered us lying on the deck and counting the stars.
I also remember that I personally cooked a delicious dinner for her, and she held my hand and said, thank me, because she is very happy because of me. It turns out that she is a person who is easily satisfied, but why didn’t I
You know, if I had been nicer to her during the years we were together, if I knew I would love her like this now, if..." His voice suddenly became extremely depressed and choked, choked.
I was so blocked that I couldn't say anything else.
But there are no ifs, there are no more ifs. Why did I just lose her when I worked so hard to know that I fell in love with someone and planned to stay with her for the rest of my life, and watched her gradually disappear? What he said
, if there is really any retribution, it must be on his head. If he really wants to go to hell, then he can endure it alone. Why is she the last person to leave, leaving him alone?
This punishment is worse than sending him to hell or hell!
"Mr. Du..., please don't be like this. If she has any unfulfilled wishes, let her realize them as much as possible!" There is really nothing they can do. Even treatment will have no effect in the remaining time.
, her current body can only survive one day at a time, and the rest is unknown. He doesn't know how to comfort the man in front of him who is strategizing. He only feels that at this moment, this man who has always been strong is as fragile as a child, and he
I don't know what else to say except get out of here.
Let's leave. The sad atmosphere in this place was so strong that he couldn't help but feel sad. This man might need to be alone for a while. The fragility in his eyes made people unable to believe that he was the all-powerful Du Yuchen!
The man in the white coat lowered his head and walked past him. At the same time, what he just said was almost a death sentence for Xia Qingge! It is no longer important whether he is treated or not, does that mean that the time to leave has really arrived! Thinking of this
My eyes felt wet and hot, and my heart felt overwhelmingly uncomfortable. It was like a bolt of lightning struck me, and my brain went blank for a moment.
He didn't know what he wanted to do, and he didn't know what he could do. He numbly picked up the cigarette on the table, took a puff, then threw it under his feet and stamped it out. His suppressed fist fell on the coffee table, and his veins popped out, and he was injured.
His eyes were full of sadness.
She said she wouldn't let him smoke, and he would do what she said. But, but, his eyes fell on her thin cheeks with her eyes closed tightly, but if you are not here, who will supervise me in the future? If you just do that
If you leave easily, I will destroy my body severely. Anyway, you don't feel bad anymore. Otherwise, how could you have the heart to leave me and leave me?
You don't feel bad anymore, why do I need such a good body? If you can't bear to see me destroy myself, you must hold on, hold on, don't leave me! The funny thing is that he didn't know until she left.
How reluctant he is to leave her, how unable to leave her! He loves her to the core of his blood!
When she woke up again, Xia Qingge thought she was still in a dream. She had just dreamed that she was trapped in a huge black whirlpool and could not get out no matter how she walked. There was no light or anyone. She was extremely scared.
She was so scared. She ran forward desperately and unknowingly reached the edge of a cliff. At this time, she didn't know where the extremely terrifying laughter came from. No, it should be the terrifying laughter all around. She
Standing on the edge of the cliff with my ears covered, my laughter got louder and louder!
In the end, she couldn't stand the torture anymore. She almost collapsed and approached the edge of the cliff. When she jumped, she heard Du Jiaochen's sad voice. He was calling her, "Xia Qingge, Xia Qingge, come back, wake up."
, Wake up, she searched for his figure in the dark, and finally saw him looking at her with a hurt face. He looked at her with such sad eyes, and kept looking at him. He was so fragile that she felt distressed. Her
Her heart ached so much. When she was in pain, she slowly opened her dazed eyes and looked feebly at the scene around her.
This is their bedroom, which is her favorite color pink. His boss was not willing to decorate it because it was originally his bedroom, and he always preferred black things. She wanted to turn it into a warm pink color.
For this reason, he and she had a cold war all night, and finally let her win with the sentence "If you don't want to pull me down, I want to go back to my room."
She just wants to warm up his heart and make him feel warm and no longer cold, because she will always be by his side!
Thinking about it now, even these trivial quarrels and cold wars were so sweet that she wanted to shed tears! She blinked and warm liquid actually slid across her cheeks, fell on the pillow, and hit her heart.
She remembered that she didn't see Du Yuochen after she woke up, and then she wanted to go out of the room to find her. When she walked to the door, she felt weak. She struggled for a long time without any results. Her stomach couldn't help turning, and she leaned over and vomited for a while.
, until her mouth felt fishy and sweet, there was a pool of blood on the ground, and finally her vision turned black, she fell to the ground and passed out!
The second before she passed out, she was still thinking about dying like this. She hadn't seen him for the last time, and she wasn't willing to do it! She wanted to see him, she wanted to see him crazily, but unfortunately, she couldn't help it, so she just stayed like that.
passed out and died on the ground.
Is she really about to die? If it was two years ago, and she knew that she was terminally ill and was about to die, she would not have any attachment, or even be too sad, because at that time she had no chance to survive.
Courage, the child's departure, Du Yuochen's ruthlessness and confinement, and the news of Shen Yake's death had already made her lose the joy of living. At that time, she really felt that living would be worse than dying, because she felt that living at that time was a kind of torture.
It is worse than the suffering of death.
But things are different now. This man exchanged his life for her trust and her forgiveness, and also gave him his meticulous love and undying love. She was not willing to leave him at all, because she knew he would be sad.
Yes, very sad. During this time, she knew that once she really left, he might go crazy and collapse! She wanted him to live well, and even if she was gone, he would live well alone.
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If God really has never favored them, then taking back her life is not terrible. She has only one wish, let him whom she loves live well, go on strong, and don't get depressed because of her leaving.
God, the believer Xia Qingge is here to sincerely pray that there will be no haze, no pain and death, no separation and loss in his future life, and that the spring will be warm and the flowers will bloom!
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