His slightly clumsy movements still woke up Xia Qingge from her sleep. She slowly woke up, and before her eyes were fully opened, she subconsciously asked: "Where are we now?" She blurted out, thinking that they were still there.
On the plane. After saying that, he opened his eyes suddenly, looked at the surrounding furnishings, and saw Du Caochen standing by the bed holding her coat. He sat up and moved into the bed: "So come back.
Already."
Du Liaochen was not angry because of her deliberate alienation just now. Instead, he sat beside her bed, looked at her sideways face, and looked out the window in concentration.
I don't know when it began to snow heavily outside, and soon the thick white snow covered the roof and tree branches. Sitting here, under the dim street light, she could even see her favorite swing covered in heavy snow.
Covered and shaken by the wind.
Every time she sits on the swing, thinking or in a daze, she always thinks of this sentence: Inside the wall, the swing is outside the wall. Pedestrians outside the wall, and beautiful women inside the wall laugh. The laughter gradually disappears and becomes quieter, and the passionate people are ruthlessly annoyed.
.
Passionate? But annoyed by ruthlessness!
Her eyes fell back on the handsome but slightly tired face of the man in front of her, and she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. It must be because of him that she could sleep so peacefully on the plane! Why could he always get rid of it so easily?
Just when her heart was wavering, she was about to deviate.
Just like the swing he made with his own hands, it swayed with her heart.
Zinge looked past him to the opposite wall. The red button on the air conditioner stung her eyes. No wonder it was snowing outside the window, but she didn't feel the slightest chill in the room even though she was wearing a thin dress. It turned out that,
It's him!
Qingge suddenly stretched out his hand and touched Du Jiaochen's handsome face, his heart like water trembling slightly.
She had never been so proactively close to his body, not to mention the tenderness in her eyes at the moment, which could not be melted away.
Du Liaochen's body visibly stiffened, when he felt the warmth of her palms, when he saw the tenderness in her eyes, when he heard her faint whisper: "Du Liaochen, don't be so nice to me."
Stop being so nice to me. This will make me mistakenly think that I am really inseparable from you. I will mistakenly think that a cold person like you will give me your only warmth, but I see
Not even a trace of light. So don’t be so nice to me. I would rather you just treat me as a purchased woman like before and bring me harm without any scruples.
Don't you like to see my expression of pain when I'm injured? Don't you enjoy the pain you bring me? Why do you want to overturn my knowledge again and again now? Why do so many people tell me that you want me?
Always smiling!
Maybe only my body was injured, but my heart was intact. But now, every time I face you, my heart aches, because I know that if one day you really do what you said
You threw me away without any hesitation, I will definitely not say it with gritted teeth like when I hated you at the beginning, I hate you and wish you to die.
Such decisive and firm words!
So don't force me to lose my body and my heart gradually, otherwise I will only be worse off than dead.
It's not that the cruelest way to treat a person is to gradually make her unable to live without you and make her fall in love with you regardless of everything. Then when she is the happiest, abandon her ruthlessly. Could it be? Du Yuochen, you are doing it again
You have found a new way to torture me. Just because I left that indelible scar on your noble body, do you hate me and loathe me like this?
I wish that my body and my heart would be broken into pieces because of you!
"That's enough, don't be so cruel. I also have flesh and blood and feelings. I will be hurt and heartbroken. Why can't you be more kind? Why?" Don't touch my soul with your pretended gentle heart. I'm far worse than you think. Even though he is so strong, he cannot withstand the wind and rain.
So, just like you said to me indifferently: "Don't ask for anything from me that doesn't belong to you. I'm just interested in your body. Don't think about leaving until I'm not disgusted. Until, I say At the end, maybe for the sake of you pleasing me in bed, I will give you a sum of money to ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life."
"Perhaps after you leave me, you can climb up to the top of Shen Yake again with your appearance, but with the clean family background, I am afraid that the Shen family will not want an unclean woman as their daughter-in-law." At that time, he deliberately increased his tone, just to see her desperate and miserable expression, just to remind her of her unbearable condition!
"Bitch, why are you pretending to be a chaste martyr? A frivolous bitch like you has been fucked by Shen Yake so many times. Why do you pretend to be so pure? In my eyes, you are even the lowest prostitute." Not as good as...!"
These cold words were like sharp knives, torturing her when she dreamed back in the middle of the night. She had difficulty breathing and burst into tears! When he was gentle and affectionate, she couldn't tell the truth from the lie.
She shook her head, suddenly retracted her hand, and looked at him with fear and uncertainty. Her eyes were obviously tender, but she seemed to be extremely scared.
Du Qiaochen had quick eyes and quick hands. One hand grabbed the hand she wanted to take back, and the other hand pressed on her shoulder to stop her from retreating: "What are you afraid of? And why don't you be nice to you? You are here What are you afraid of?" Du Qiaochen pressed hard, his words almost drove Qingge into a dead end, she just shook her head, looked at him, and backed away.
"Are you afraid that you will fall in love with me? Or are you afraid that I will hurt you?" Du Jiaochen pressed forward step by step, watching Qingge's confusion.
Qingge looked at Du Liaochen with panic eyes. She suddenly pushed Du Liaochen away desperately and ran out of bed quickly: "Stop talking, don't say it, don't force me anymore." She was only wearing a thin dress. , running and shouting, his voice hoarse.
Just when she was about to escape from this oppressive room, as soon as she opened the door, a chill invaded her body. She shivered, but she still had the courage to rush out. If she continued to stay here, she was afraid that her thoughts would be lost easily. She was afraid that she would never have any secrets left, and she was even more afraid that she would fall completely.
Her body did not fall into the cold as she imagined, but fell into a warm embrace: "Okay, okay, I won't force you, I won't force you anymore, let's take our time, take our time..." Du Yuochen The moment she opened the door, the moment she was about to face the cold, her body was firmly in front of Qingge, protecting her from the biting chill.
There was coldness behind Du Yuchen, and warmth behind Xia Qingge under the warmth of the air conditioner. The coldness and warmth collided fiercely on this ice-snowy night. Just like the hearts of the two people embracing each other at this moment, the fierce Colliding.
I don’t know when the snow outside the window became heavier, and the world covered in silver was filled with fairy tales.
The snow comes to compare colors. Smile at Danran and stop playing the flute. Don’t blame Guangping, who has a heart of stone for Yi Zhe.
It's just that three flowers and two stamens will last forever, and they are talented people.
I still remember that I was drunk and lying in the East Garden, with the sky and the ground as my mat. Looking back, the past is silent. The rain is dark and the fog is dim, and all kinds of sorrows have accumulated.
The road to Jinjiang is quiet, and the news of the matchmaker's recruitment is so deep that we can both remember it.
In the end, it is a bamboo house with thatched eaves, which is hard to hope for, and the smoke is golden and green.
I am haggard, and in the Qiang Guan, who can I blame?
Gradually, Qingge calmed down in his arms and let him hold her in his arms motionless.
"I put the bath water in. It's just hot now. Since you're awake, go take a bath first and then come back to sleep." He moved slightly away from the two of them.
After saying that, he took the large bath towel, wrapped it around Qingge's neck, and pushed the stunned Qingge into the bathroom.
Separated by a door, two people each had their own thoughts. Separated by a wall, two people were leaning on each other, back to back.
After a while, the sound of running water came from the bathroom, and Du Caochen gradually came back to his senses from his meditation. What are you afraid of? What are you thinking about? Don't let me force you, okay, then I will do what you want. I hope I won’t force you anymore. Anyway, we have plenty of time, so take your time, take your time.
Zinge turned the water on to the maximum in the bathroom. The warm water just covered her thin body. Under the soaking of hot water, her back felt itchy and tight. She knew that the scabbed wound on her back was again. When I had an attack, I didn't expect it to be so uncomfortable just because it was rubbed against the wall and my skin was scratched.
So, what about Du Yuochen? His back was slashed. She had seen the wound before. Before it was completely healed, it opened again because of her recklessness, and the blood flowed all over the floor. . She was frightened at the time, although Du Yuchen kept telling her that it was okay, told her that it didn't hurt, comforted her, and even diverted her attention.
She was still frightened. When she wrapped him with gauze, the blood hole seemed to be endless, staining the gauze in her hand red layer by layer.
How painful was it for Du Yuechen at that time? It must have hurt several times more than the wound on her back.
Qingge suddenly remembered that when she was kidnapped by wild wolves, he had no hesitation. When she was almost raped in a dark alley, he was so desperate. Even when the knife was about to fall on her, he didn't even hesitate. He was protecting her body. Because at that moment, even if he hesitated for a second, the knife should have scratched her body instead of cutting his back.
She stood up suddenly, and the water in the bathtub splashed to the ground due to her sudden movement.
When Qingge opened the bathroom door, Du Chaochen was already asleep on her bed, and the sound of even breathing reached Qingge's ears. He didn't go back to the room, but slept in his own room? Qingge slowly walked to Beside the bed, I looked at his quiet and slightly tired face. It turns out that he can be tired too! Qingge always thought that he was an invincible iron man who had no emotions and did not know how to get tired.
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