"Xia Qingge, it would be great if you didn't appear in my sight, then at least I wouldn't feel sad and heartache because of seeing you sad. Du Jiaochen has lived in this world for so many years, and he never thought that he would
When I met you, I thought that a person like me should be alone and die alone. But now I have become greedy. Because of you, I am becoming more and more greedy!"
"Du Caochen." Qingge murmured softly, lying in his arms, sticking out his little head, looking at Du Caochen affectionately at this moment.
She suddenly wanted to hold him tightly like this, and hold his hand tightly tonight. Praying to God not to let tonight pass too quickly, because she was afraid that when she opened her eyes tomorrow morning, someone would tell her this
It was just a sweet dream she had last night. When she woke up from the dream, Du Yuechen was still as cold and gloomy as ever, making people fearful for no reason.
So let's save it for tonight. She suddenly felt that Du Yuochen was pitiful and fragile at this moment. His tall body was trembling slightly when he said these love words. Qingge almost thought that he was drunk from the red wine tonight.
Too much would make her stand unsteady, so she had to use her petite body to let him lean on her as much as possible.
"You know what? Everyone says how harsh, vicious and unreasonable Du Caochen's methods are. In fact, they treat me the same way. Will they be grateful to me if I treat others kindly? No.
Yes, not only will they not appreciate me, they will stab me in the back."
"If I'm not sharp and cruel, then the person who will die is either them or me. Haven't you ever thought about stabbing me in the chest when I'm not paying attention, and then you can leave this hellish place unscrupulously?
Woman, don't tell me, you haven't thought about it?" His tone suddenly turned cold.
Qingge looked at the man who held her in his arms like a baby in disbelief. She even wondered if her ears had become deaf for a moment. Or, did what she said just now really come from this man's mouth?
Just now, she was immersed in his tender words and couldn't extricate herself. Did the cold and stiff words really come from his mouth now? Then, this man was too scary. A second ago, she thought she was living in a wonderful paradise.
The next second, without any warning, he fell from heaven into an eternal hell. He was so terrible!
Qingge pushed him away hard, broke away from his arms, and retreated a few steps away from him. She deliberately made herself look calm, suppressed the bitterness in her heart, and said lightly: "I never thought about inserting a knife into it.
Your chest, even though I used to hate you so much."
Hearing the word "hate" clearly passed into his mind from her mouth, his heart was like tens of thousands of ants biting at the same time, a feeling called heartbreaking spread throughout his body, and he suddenly felt
Tonight is the coldest day this winter, because he really feels chilled to the bone!
Sure enough, I hate him! I really hate him!
"Du Yuochen, when you ruined what I thought was happiness, when you locked me up like an animal, when you wanted me regardless of my feelings, I hated you, and even thought that
I will hate you forever, hate you forever! But when you rescued me from the kidnappers, when you carefully took care of me who was injected with drugs, when you said "go home" to me in the car,
When you were willing to get hurt in the dark alley to protect me, when you did everything for me, I no longer know how to hate someone!"
"So much so, that every time I want to hate you, all I think of is your goodness and my gratitude to you! Is this really despicable?" Qingge sniffed and couldn't stop the tears.
"If you are still worried, I can...leave immediately and will not take away anything here. Mr. Du, please don't worry, I will disappear in front of you immediately and I will go and clean up." She suddenly decided.
Turning around, he looked at the lantern he had just hung up in front of the door, and looked at his embarrassed back with a smile.
Xia Qingge is so funny! It’s so funny that he would ask for something that doesn’t belong to him! Haha, he laughed and then started to cry. He burst into tears and ran behind him like crazy. I saw, one by one.
The snowman she had just piled was thrown far away by her in a rage, and fell apart.
There is a kind of broken poignancy!
Du Liaochen turned around and hugged back the excited Qingge. The two of them slowly slid down, and finally sat down awkwardly on the cold snow, hugging each other, the two of them so close.
"Xia Qingge, are you crazy? What are you crazy about? As long as I don't allow it, don't think about leaving, ever! You are mine, you can only be mine, no matter it is your body or your heart, I want it
." He restrained her body domineeringly.
"Du Qiaochen, are you happy to see me in such an embarrassing state? Are you satisfied to see my dignity being casually thrown to the ground by you and trampled on? Seeing my body, my heart gradually surrenders to you. You must feel
Xia Qingge must be very despicable. Since your vanity and arrogance have been greatly satisfied, why can't you let me go?"
"Just think that you, Du Yuechen, have pity on me. You have already seen my painful appearance, so why not let me go!" She opened her eyes wide and looked at the sky motionlessly. There was no moon tonight. The white snowflakes were flowing along the way.
Tears rolled down her cheeks and rolled down her eyes, unstoppable.
"Xia Qingge, don't even think about it, I won't let you go! Even if you die, you can only die by my side." He didn't know what he said would happen in the future, when she decided to leave.
At that time, he was so sad that he almost wanted to kill himself.
"Why bother? I don't know how many women will throw themselves at you as long as you, Du Caochen, hook your fingers. Why would you let someone who you think will kill you at any time be your pillow?" She smiled bitterly, and he
Since you don't trust her, why do you have to keep her by your side? It's still the closest relationship!
"I know you won't kill me, I know that. Didn't you say that you would think of my kindness to you? Didn't you think of all the gratitude you have for me? Didn't you say that you just hated me? Then, I
I will continue to be good to you until you no longer have the idea of hating me, until you are willing to stay by my side, until you can't live without me. But, can you tell me, Shazinger? I still have a chance to make amends with you.
Are you hurt?" His tone paused: "Do I still have a chance to be nice to you?"
His arm suddenly pulled her body, making her look directly into his eyes and asked word for word. Qingge neither nodded nor shook his head, buried his head deeply in his arms, and closed his eyes tightly.
, I wonder what she is thinking?
"Xia Qingge, if you don't get up, I will freeze to death." Qingge blushed and hurriedly got up from him. It turned out that when the two of them sat on the ground just now, Du Yuochen's legs
It was a warm sofa cushion. No wonder he didn't feel cold. It turned out that he was still cushioning it under it.
"Look, there are fireworks going off," Qingge said, his tone unconcealable excitement in his eyes, his watery black eyes sparkling, extremely beautiful.
"I seem to have fallen in love with you." Du Qiaochen suddenly said.
Bang, in an instant, fireworks filled the night sky, lighting up the sky and the earth. Almost at the moment he spoke his words, his confession was drowned in the huge explosion of fireworks.
"What did you say?" Qingge looked at the gorgeous fireworks in the sky and turned his head inadvertently to ask him. What did he just say? Why was his cheeks burning and his heart beating so hard.
"It's nothing, I didn't say anything." He pretended to speak naturally, as if the words really had nothing to do with him. Fortunately, she didn't hear it, otherwise she would have been really embarrassed.
"Ouch." He said in a voice: "My legs are numb." Then he took Qingge's hand and held it tightly in his hand, and led her to the house with an exaggerated limp.
When he walked to the door, he looked up at the two red lanterns hanging at the door: "Did you hang them?"
Zinge thought he was angry because Abang said that their boss didn't like these trivial things and would probably get angry if he saw it, so he also advised her not to seek death and anger her boss.
"It's quite festive." Qingge didn't expect him to say such words. He looked blankly at the smile on his lips and couldn't recover for a moment. Oh my god, not only was he not angry, he wasn't weird either.
She made her own decision and even said that the thing she chose was quite festive. Now, she was very brave.
Let him sit on the sofa, put the candies, peanuts, etc. that you prepared early in the morning, one by one on the plate, bring them to him, stand there as if waiting for his praise, look at him with a small face eagerly
he.
He was a little funny and a little helpless. This little woman was really good at pushing the envelope. It seemed that she couldn't spoil him too much in the future, and she couldn't climb on his head to shit in the future.
He smiled and picked up a piece of candy and put it into his mouth. Well, the milky aroma was strong and melted in his mouth. It was good. Even he, who never eats candy, thought it was good. It seemed that this little woman was quite discerning.
"Not bad, I chose it, 100% pure milk candy." Seeing the admiring expression on Du Songchen's face, she became even more bold, opening and closing her little mouth, and kept talking: "Today is the day.
On New Year's Eve, we usually eat dumplings." She deliberately acted coquettishly in order to let Du Yuechen make dumplings for her. He was such a good cook, so he would definitely make dumplings, and he was a second-hand swordsman.
Don't understand at all.
"There's some in the refrigerator, I'll cook some later." He had already guessed her intention and deliberately joked.
"Those don't taste good." She deliberately pretended to be a little lonely, and stopped looking into Du Liaochen's eyes, sitting on the sofa alone, looking pitiful.
Sure enough, when Du Yuochen saw her pitiful appearance, he couldn't bear to continue teasing her. He thought she was homesick and remembered her past New Year celebrations. He asked her to lean on his shoulder docilely: "Okay,
Okay, we’ll wrap it up together later.”
"This is my maximum limit. Don't say you can't do it."
"Okay, but I really don't know how!" Qingge said innocently.
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