Qingge stood up from behind Shen Yake as if he were an outsider. Shen Yake was about to speak but Ling Mei held her arm tightly. It seemed that she had no choice but to let her be the outsider.
"Master, congratulations. You can accept this. I don't have anything valuable to give you." She stretched out her hand, and a few red marks were obvious. Maybe it was because she clenched it too tightly, and there were obvious bruises on her palm. The edges and corners were particularly vivid in her white hands, which made people shocked and distressed.
She pretended to be calm and stuffed the thing in Shen Yake's tightly clenched fist. "Miss Ling, the young master is a good man. You must be the happiest bride!" Her words were addressed to Ling Mei. In the end, it was Shen Yake who was watching.
There was always a faint blessing smile hanging in the corner of her eyes, but the moment she turned around, Du Jiaochen saw her heartbroken face and hot tears, big drops falling into the clothes she was wearing. She put on her woolen coat. She walked towards the door on her own, ignoring Du Jiaochen next to her and ignoring Shen Yake's voice calling her behind her.
She walked with difficulty but was extremely determined. She should have known that from the moment she was taken away by Du Caochen, from the time she was firmly held in Du Caochen's hands like a doll, she and her There will never be anything between the two young masters, there will never be anything again, everything before was just her fantasy, but now she wakes up from the dream, but she refuses to wake up.
She was so stupid that she actually thought that Du Caochen really gave her a chance to let her go. It turned out that he was humiliating himself. How could he be so kind and let her live? In the end, she still had to be her caged bird.
She was too stupid, too stupid! There was a kind of pain that made her want to scratch Du Jiaochen's scornful face and tear off his hypocritical mask. It seemed that only in this way could she relieve her anger and stop herself from being in so much pain! But she didn't know that Du Liaochen's heart was hurting just as much as hers at the moment, the pain was unbearable and extremely difficult.
"Qingge?" Just one sentence seemed to hold a thousand words in her chest, indescribable indescribable grief, but Qingge pretended that she didn't hear it, that she had never heard it before, and a door separated her from Shen Yake behind her. Sight.
With a bang, the door closed tightly. She was outside and he was inside. The wall seemed as far away as a century.
From now on, she really can't see him anymore, and it's good for everyone. Du Yuochen followed her silently, and wanted to go over and pull her thin body into his arms several times. But when he saw her sad back, he held back. He just wanted her to give up, to stop having illusions, and to have her stay by his side without any distractions. Is this wrong?
Did he hurt her again? Did he make her sad again and make her cry? God testifies, how much I don’t want to see her tears, but I push her into the whirlpool of sadness, crying and despair again and again. ,Inextricable!
Is it really wrong again? He just doesn't know that giving someone hope that is clearly impossible to hope for is far more hurtful, more uncomfortable and despairing than never giving her hope!
He just never said he loved her. He didn't understand it before, but he doesn't dare to do it now. But in the future, who knows, they are both children who only talk about liking and not easily talk about love. It is clear that the only one who wants to die is stubborn. It's terrible. He is such a stubborn child, afraid of even a little bit of harm.
The overwhelming sadness swept over her, and she didn't know whether it was her heart or his heart that was exaggerated by such sad emotions, so that the whole place where she could see was filled with a white and sad world.
Du Qiaochen, you are really damned. You know what she is sensitive to and what she cares about, yet you unscrupulously use these things to hurt her. Knowing that she is no match for you and cannot escape your sight, you keep attacking her again and again.
There were wounds in my heart. Is this what you call being good to her? What you call love? Then I even started to look down on myself.
How pathetic and ridiculous!
"Xia Qingge, don't leave." He held her hands on her shoulders that were shivering in the snow, and stopped in front of her.
What kind of expression was that? Resentment, disdain, disgust, determination, sadness. Are her eyes telling him that she hates him? Oh my god, his eyes were burned by her eyes. He was shocked, she actually hated him.
?
"What's that expression on your face? You're not allowed to look at me like that." Du Qiaochen shook her shoulders violently, her body swaying like fallen leaves in the wind. "Did you hear that? Did you hear that? No
You must look at me with those damn eyes." As he was shaking violently, Qingge closed his eyes in despair, but suddenly cried out, and the feelings he had suppressed for a long time were out of control. He closed his eyes,
Crying loudly.
She had never cried like this in front of him. In her memory, she was always so cautious when crying, with her eyes wide open and shedding tears silently, no matter how wronged she was. I had never seen her cry like this.
Helpless child.
His heart tightened, and he stood there in a daze, not knowing how to react. The strength in his hands loosened, and her body fell straight into the snow like a helpless duckweed.
Her tears were like broken beads, hitting the snow one by one and melting into a small piece. The snow water mixed with tears gathered into a small ravine and flowed by his feet.
"Du Qiaochen, why don't you let me go? Why do you force me again and again?" She yelled at him hoarsely, her voice hoarse and her lips trembling. "As long as you hook your fingers, you will have a lot of money."
You throw yourself into the arms of a woman, why are you unwilling to let go of someone whose heart is not with you? Why? Tell me, why are you unwilling to let me go?
I should have paid off everything I owe you. I have thanked you for your risklessness and for sacrificing your life to save me. But I have stayed by your side for such a long time. I should have paid off everything, right? If it is not possible yet, then
Do you want my life? How about I return my life to you too? That’s okay, so I really don’t owe you anything, right? That knife, the knife you took for me, is also
It should be paid off, right?
"The heart is not in me, haha, the heart is not in me." Du Qingchen recited Qingge's words over and over again, almost going crazy. "Haha, the heart is not in me. I have done so much for you, but you never
You haven't been touched, never? Is your heart a cold and hard stone? You haven't felt any warmth at all around me?"
A sense of frustration is building up in my heart. I have done so much, but all I get from you is your words that your heart is not with me. Then there are so many memories we have had, which I think are good memories.
, is it just worthless garbage in your eyes? The church where we made a wish together, the alley where I was stabbed but happily rejoiced that you were safe and sound, the bracelet you still wore on your wrist, the sky full of fireworks on the snowy night
On New Year's Eve, the glass greenhouse that was built overnight, everything, to you, is it just perfunctory, is it all me forcing you, can't it be taken seriously?
"Warm, hehe, warm." Qingge smiled infatuatedly, covering his face with his hands and burying them in his knees, "Warm? Do you believe it or not? I hate you."
A naked sentence of hating you was like a thunderbolt that struck Du Jiaochen in place, so stiff that he could not speak.
"I hate that you have warmed me and moved me time and time again, but I hate myself even more for being moved, expected, and reluctant to let go by your warmth and tenderness again and again.
I hate myself so much."
Did he hear it right? She said that she was moved by him and couldn't bear to leave. Is this true? If he was still wandering on the edge of hell just now, then he must be in the most beautiful and benevolent paradise pasture at this moment. Otherwise, how could he be so kind?
Feeling elated?
He lowered his body in disbelief, carefully held her little face that was pale from crying, and looked at each other. The only image in their eyes was each other, and there was no room for anything else.
"You mean you have feelings for me, right? Oh my god, I'm not dreaming, is this real?" Du Yuechen jumped for joy like a child, more like a child who has found his beloved.
Candy. Only when the tip of his tongue touched the slightly cold lips could he believe that this was really not a dream, this was real!
His kiss was not as fierce and uninhibited as in the past, but cautious, gentle and affectionate, with a little pity. Time seemed to be frozen in a moment, Qingge's heart exploded into a flower with a bang, and he continued to be intoxicated.
Shenzui. Her heart trembled because of his words. He said, I tried so hard to make up for the harm I caused you, but I am a person who doesn’t know how to love. I thought that if I keep you by my side, you will
Won't leave.
Can you tell me what I should do so that you won't leave and will take me into your heart?
She was touched and addicted to it. She was as proud as him and as arrogant as him, but he could still say a request to her in a low voice. He was actually begging her not to leave, not to shut him out of her heart.
Some people don’t want to leave, but they are reluctant to leave. Do you understand, Du Yuechen? A long time ago, when you said to me, Qingge, let’s go home, I was already reluctant to leave. At that time, I even
You can lie to yourself and say that this is just your gentle lie, but now, I can't even bear to deceive myself anymore. I really can't bear it anymore.
No matter how hard I try to escape, I will always think of your goodness and your gentleness when I dream back at midnight. You look at me with that kind of focused eyes. Whenever I think of these, my heart is struggling and uneasy.
You must not know, right? You are a superior person. I have never forgotten this!
So now, the sky is the witness, the white snow is the witness, Du Yuochen, is what you said true?
The love words "You want to love Xia Qingge" really existed, right? Xia Qingge's head was pressed tightly against his chest, where a hot heart was beating with incomparable determination and enthusiasm!
Xia Qingge smiled, his smile as bright as a flower!
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