"Sister-in-law Zhang, have you seen my little pudding? My little pudding is missing." Early in the morning, Qingge was so anxious that she didn't have time to wash up. Her little pudding was missing. She searched all over the room but still couldn't find it.
.Every morning as soon as she wakes up, the little guy will be squatting in front of her bed, whining.
It was as if she really gave her something to eat, and she screamed pitifully. In fact, the little thing was a glutton. He got hungry without much trouble and had a great appetite. But this morning she searched all over the place.
Little Pudding likes to go to places where he still can't find him, and he doesn't respond when he calls. This is really annoying. Where can he go?
Mrs. Zhang didn't even see little pudding, so where would it go? She had never taken it out except here. No, she also took it to the nearby beach. Maybe, it would go there?
Thinking of this, Qingge ran out in a hurry. She had to go to the beach to look for it, otherwise she would not feel at ease. Little Pudding was her friend and had been with her for so long. She couldn't just lose it.
cannot.
Xia Qingge ran in such a hurry that she didn't notice the calculating look upstairs that followed her all the time. However, she didn't notice that the woman had been standing there for a long time, looking at Xia Qingge as if she was watching a play.
Qingge looked anxious.
Xia Qingge did not take the car. She thought that the little pudding was too small and could not be seen clearly in the car, so she simply walked all the way to the seaside so that she could look for it while walking. Maybe the little pudding would run into the grass.
Where to play?
What Xia Qingge didn't expect was that when she arrived at the beach, what she saw was not the desolate winter scene she had imagined, but instead it was very lively. There were quite a lot of people at the beach, and there was not much difference from the last time she came. She
It's been a long time since she's been here, and recent events have made her so anxious that she's not even in the mood to go out and play.
But now, standing on the soft beach, facing the sea, her mood is not as dull as when she was at Du's house. It has become a little more open, with a hint of sadness, and there is always a light touch in her eyebrows.
The sadness is exaggerated.
Where did her little pudding go? She searched bit by bit along the seaside, sometimes looking up into the distance, sometimes lowering her head to think, more like a dancing elf inhabiting a landscape painting. Unknowingly, she had already walked around the seaside.
There was a big circle, but not even the shadow of Little Pudding was seen. She sat on the beach in despair, neither talking nor moving, looking very tired.
Yes, she is indeed tired. She has exhausted all her energy after searching for so long, and she has not eaten anything in the morning. She is tired, very tired, very tired, not only her body but also her heart. She is really
She was so useless that she couldn't even watch a puppy and lost it. The piano that Du Caochen gave her was broken, and the dog that Du Caochen gave her was lost. She was really useless.
She felt that the bond between herself and Du Liaochen was getting less and less, as if they would soon disappear one by one.
The more she thought about it, the sadder she felt. She buried her head low, for fear that others would accidentally see her cowardly look. She was not afraid of being laughed at, but she just didn't want to see sympathetic eyes or let others see her.
Timid and cowardly.
She didn't know how long she had been sitting here, and she didn't know what she was thinking. Her mind was getting more and more confused recently, and she was becoming less and less able to control herself. She even wondered if she was sick. Otherwise, why would she be so uncomfortable and depressed all the time?
was speechless.
Last night she dreamed of Du Yuochen. He stood in the snow and said to her with infinite doting and flattery, "Okay, okay, my snowman is ugly, yours is beautiful, yours is the most beautiful." She looked at that one and said
Not as beautiful as the snowman, she burst into tears and laughed. She knew clearly that he was coaxing her and lying, but she still smiled, and she was very happy.
The snowman he built was so beautiful and had a carrot nose, but hers were just two snowballs of different sizes. He even praised her beauty. At that moment, her heart was as warm as glass.
The next second, he seemed to be a different person. She was trapped in the dungeon, and he appeared like a ghost, not to save her, but to push her hard and humiliate her hard.
.In the dream, she burst into tears because he said it with his own mouth and she heard it with her own ears. He said, "I believe it unless you die." He also said that he hated her. He had never hated a person so much in his life. Shaqingge
, you did it! He said that he was going to destroy everything related to her!
Every word was like a pearl, and it broke her heart. When she woke up, she was breathing heavily, and for a time she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. Such a dream seemed to have really happened, and her heart was pounding violently.
Ups and downs, in the dark room, she could even hear her own heavy breathing, with subtle choking.
I was extremely scared and flustered, and this uneasy feeling followed me like a nightmare.
Du Liaochen, Du Liaochen, do you know how painful you have made me live? If this is what you want, then congratulations, you did it. I am already in such pain. Is everything in the past an illusion?
If this is really the case, your acting skills are so good that I can't extricate myself from it, but you left me decisively when I was happiest...
A pair of leather shoes stopped in front of her. Xia Qingge thought it was just someone passing by accidentally, but she didn't expect that after waiting for a long time, the leather shoes in front of her still did not disappear.
The light and shadow overlap, and all the brilliance is condensed into the woman's head raised, her quiet orchid face, the initial confusion is fleeting, replaced by surprise, sadness, and incredible...
Xia Qingge didn't know why he felt so sad when he saw him, and wanted to tell him all the grievances in his heart.
"I was wondering when you noticed me, or if you couldn't sense me even if I stood in front of you." He said something a little lonely and sad. After hearing this, Xia Qingge was slightly startled for a moment, because she didn't know a person clearly.
Why would a man whom she had met several times say such sensational and affectionate words to her?
His brown gemstone eyes were full of tenderness and care, so intense that she almost didn't dare to look at him directly. She turned her head slightly. Such an awkward atmosphere made her feel panicked and embarrassed. What on earth did this man want to say?
Mu Lixu held her face with both hands and said very naturally: "I am Mu Lixu, do you remember? I love you." This sentence lingered in his heart for a long time and burned for a long time. At this moment, he
Finally said it.
His confession shocked Xia Qingge. For a long time, she was in a blank state, her head was buzzing, and she was dumbfounded, unable to see or hear clearly.
Everything around.
After a long time, she said in disbelief: "Mr. Mu, what are you talking about?"
"Mu Lixu, I am Mu Lixu. I am not the stranger Mr. Mu you call me. Did you hear it? Did you hear it? I am Mu Lixu." His hands clasped her shoulders in excitement and shook her violently.
, as if he wanted to shake her awake.
Suddenly, as if he realized his gaffe, he let go of her thin shoulders and apologized softly in annoyance: "I'm sorry, I... I just... ugh..." He didn't know what to say to make up for it.
, when facing her, he was more nervous than ever before. Her sad eyes and frown were enough to touch his heart.
But how was he going to tell her that he was her brother Xu when she was a child? She seemed to have forgotten that there was a person like him in her life. He asked the doctor and said that she might have selective amnesia due to some kind of stimulation. Then he
What should she do to awaken her memories that have been dormant for so many years?
"We met when we were children, do you still remember?" Mu Lixu asked unwillingly. He didn't believe that she could really forget him so completely, so completely, what she said about being a little bride.
, she also forgot?
Xia Qingge looked at his heart-ache eyes in confusion. For a moment, she suddenly felt sorry for the sadness and expectation in his eyes. She wanted to say that she remembered it, but in fact, there was no one named Mu Lixu in her childhood memories.
This person is even less likely to be his so-called childhood sweetheart. Although there is a memory, she is missing and incomplete.
But her family members told her that there was nothing important in that memory. She was just an eight or nine-year-old child who had just been seriously ill. They believed it, and they believe it to this day. Gradually, she began to understand the missing blank.
She gradually stopped touching the memory. She probably just had a minor illness and then forgot some insignificant things.
Just a child? Is there anything that needs to be remembered? Playing is their nature!
Xia Qingge couldn't bear to shatter the expectations in his eyes, but she really couldn't remember. In the end, she shook her head and honestly expressed her thoughts, although she couldn't bear it.
Sure enough, Mu Lixu saw her shaking her head, and the disappointment in her brown eyes deepened. After a while, she seemed to think of something again and became firm. "It doesn't matter, if you can't remember it, I will tell you slowly." He
Once such a man becomes stubborn, he is like a child who has not grown up and will not give up.
He pulled Xia Qingge up from the beach and sat down on a rock on the side. He took off his coat and laid it flat on the rock before pulling her to sit down. He noticed her slightly frowning and looked at her carefully.
His feet were limping, probably because of the sand.
He looked at her delicate little face that was wrinkled warmly and amusedly. He helped her take off her shoes very naturally, poured out the sand, put them on, and said with a hint of complaint and reproach: "Such a big person.
Don’t you know you’re feeling uncomfortable? You still don’t know how to take care of yourself.” After hearing her words, Xiaqingge blushed, stuck out her little tongue naughtily, and made a face at him.
"Why are you here?" She was a little belated, and only now did she remember to ask him the reason for appearing here.
"I've always been here." He pointed to the small white western-style building not far away, which was very close to the sea. "Well, that's where I live now." This sea is a tourism project developed by Mu's
, of course he has to choose the best location, so there is nothing surprising about living here.
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