Why am I so weak and selfish? Why can't I face the reality and bravely follow the escort procession to send her to the Xiao clan? That way, I will save her even if I risk my own life!
Then at least she wouldn't have been tortured like this and put under such a heinous talisman test. She might have lived happily with Xiao Yong for the rest of her life and had a brood of children.
But now...what power do I have to eliminate this disaster like her?
Lan Zi blamed himself, anger in his heart, his eyes darkened and he fainted...
In the west bedroom on the third floor of Guo Anni's luxurious villa, Lan Feiyang suddenly woke up in shock and sat up suddenly. But he still felt unbearable pain in his heart.
He looked around in panic, and then realized that he was in a modern luxury room.
"What's going on? Am I Lan or Lan Feiyang?" Lan Feiyang asked himself blankly, wiping the cold sweat dripping from his forehead.
"You are Lan, and you are also Lan Feiyang." A faint light flashed on his chest, and the young boy Lao Xue suddenly appeared in front of him.
"Master, master?" Lan Feiyang was surprised. "Yes." The young boy Laoxue nodded, "Boy, I guess you are lucky, but you have saved a small life."
"But, what happened in the past few years?" Lan Feiyang was still puzzled. It seemed that the period of ignorance and plankton before entering the palace had passed for many years, and then he practiced in the palace for ten more years before breaking through the palace door.
And after he was born, he really grew up to the age of seventeen and a half.
"Those stories I just wrote were your experiences in your previous life. You accidentally broke into the space belonging to the realm of Nirvana, so you started that reincarnation experience." Although the young boy Laoxue didn't know all his dreams, he knew what happened behind him.
This experience, so I couldn't help but explain it slowly.
"Then is my Sister Lian the Lotus Master from the previous life?" Lan Feiyang asked carefully. Remembering that he had similar dreams in the past, he accepted the explanation given by Young Tong Laoxue.
"Yes." The young boy Laoxue nodded seriously, "It is guaranteed to be genuine."
"Ah? Then isn't this playing tricks on people?" Lan Feiyang was filled with grief, anger and helplessness, "She was my aunt in her previous life, and she is my aunt in this life. Is this how God created things to trick people?!"
"You are content. At least you have owned her completely for two periods of time in this life, and no one except you and me knows the true relationship between you."
"But, I want to be with her forever!" Lan Feiyang said persistently, perhaps continuing the pain of losing Lian in the real virtual world. Who would want to miss her again if we meet again suddenly after losing her?
"It's not impossible. But you have to work hard on your own." The corner of the young child's mouth raised an attractive arc.
"How to work hard?" Lan Feiyang frowned, "Can practicing kung fu also change blood relationships?"
"Hehe, of course!" The young boy and Laoxue thought in an unfathomable way: What should I do? You have no blood relationship with her at all in this life!
"Nonsense!" Lan Feiyang couldn't believe it.
"If you really want her, marry her as Yang Lan." Young Tong Laoxue said seductively, "If that doesn't work, you can use your avatar to control Ye Fan and seize her directly. Then, marry her as Ye Fan."
Can."
"..." Lan Feiyang was completely speechless. Using Yang Lan's identity as himself, wouldn't this be deceiving others? He couldn't accept using someone else's body to be intimate with his lover!
"Sister Lian." Seeing Lan Feiyang suddenly standing in front of her with a smile in her eyes, Guo Anni was shocked.
"Feiyang." She rushed forward excitedly and hugged him directly, "Are you completely awake? It's great to see you standing in front of me alive again!"
"Sister Lian, I'm completely awake. This period of time has frightened you." Lan Feiyang said, patting Guo Anni's back.
"That doesn't matter, as long as you can be alive and kicking again." Guo Anni suddenly let go of him with tears in her eyes, "You are such a big young man, just think about it and I won't hug you all the time. By the way, you lie down
It lasted more than a month, and something happened during that time."
"What's the matter?" Lan Feiyang asked unconsciously. The master didn't tell him anything. However, he didn't have time to ask.
"First of all, Song Jiajia is dead..."
"What?!" Lan Feiyang grabbed Guo Anni's arm with both hands in shock. Only then did he remember that he had a woman. Then, everything related to it suddenly appeared. "What's going on?"
Guo Anni briefly recounted: "The lift on her father's construction site suddenly broke, killing four workers and injuring two more. In order to avoid criminal liability, her mother forced her to date Zeng Shaoqing, the son of the provincial political and legal secretary. As a result, the verdict was announced
That night, when Song Jiajia saw that her father was fine, she cut her wrists and committed suicide in her room..."
"I'm sorry, I didn't know anything at first. I didn't hear about it until Song Jiajia committed suicide."
"How long has it been?" Lan Feiyang asked sadly. He had missed something again!
"The case happened as soon as you fell into coma. Song Jiajia committed suicide seven or eight days ago. She has been cremated and buried now." Guo Anni patted his shoulder, "Don't blame yourself too much. You didn't do anything even if you were awake.
Method. Your uncle, who is a relatively fair official, will not help you with this kind of favoritism and perversion of the law. Besides, he doesn’t want you to make friends with Song Jiajia in the first place. There is nothing you can do about it, unless you elope with Song Jiajia.
.But what should we do after we elope?”
Yes, according to normal thinking, it is absolutely impossible for him to leave everything here and elope with Song Jiajia. No matter how hard he tries, the final development may still lead to Song Jiajia to this point. The question is: why is she so stupid?
?Why would you choose to end such a young and beautiful life?
Lan Feiyang went straight to P University to find Liu Yan, and then asked her to take him to Song Jiajia's grave.
Because Song Jiajia's simple funeral did not allow Lan Feiyang to attend, Liu Yan could understand. "Lan Feiyang, I have always wanted to ask you: Did you not treat her well enough in the end? Otherwise, how could Song Jiajia do this?
Suicide out of despair?”
Lan Feiyang thought about it and realized that it was possible. After all, Tingfeng couldn't be too affectionate towards Song Jiajia. "Yes. Since my cousin has been in a coma for a long time, I may not be in a very good mood. Besides, she left me and went with someone else.
, how do you want me to treat her well?"
"Hey..." Liu Yan sighed, "That's right. Even if she doesn't commit suicide, she can only be Zeng Shaoqing's fiancée. From now on, she will have nothing to do with you, otherwise Mr. Zeng will not let her go."
"She became Zeng Shaoqing's woman?" Lan Feiyang asked heartbrokenly.
"That's right." Liu Yan nodded, "For this reason, she even went to Shanghai to have some repair surgery. I guess it would be hard to explain to Mr. Zeng if he knew she had been with you."
Liu Yan always felt that Lan Feiyang was a little different in the first time, and now he seemed to have returned to normal. But she couldn't tell what was different. However, she planned to listen to Song Jiajia's advice: she would no longer have any feelings for Lan Feiyang.
What a fantasy, but to accept Yin Shaojie who really likes him.
After all, Lan Feiyang already has someone in her heart. Even Song Jiajia can't get in, so what else can she expect?
"But why did she commit suicide? Since she chose to be with Zeng Shaoqing, she should stay with him." Lan Feiyang was very puzzled.
"But what she really loved was you. Maybe she couldn't bear to be with a man she didn't love. So after the sentencing, she felt there was no need to continue and decided to end her life."
Liu Yan sighed slightly, "The students didn't understand it at first, but after the case came out, many people admired Song Jiajia. She was not as worldly as most people nowadays, who only follow officialdom, power, and money. She just wanted to
If you insist on your pure ideal love and fail to achieve your goal, you are willing to end your life."
Every word struck Lan Feiyang's heart, and he said sadly: "I am not lucky enough to let her down."
"I can't blame you. It was her parents and Zeng Shaoqing who forced her to go to a dead end." Liu Yan consoled her.
"But I am really not qualified as a boyfriend..." Lan Feiyang closed his eyes in pain.
Yes, for a long period of time, I deliberately kept a distance from her, and only had Yu Hanxin in my heart. But now that she left in such a hurry, how could I make up for it?! If I could be nicer to her, I would stay longer.
With some beautiful memories, maybe she was reluctant to commit suicide.
Because of this kind of mood, Lan Feiyang felt that he should cherish Guo Anni even more. What's more, she was so kind to him that she had nothing to say.
But, what should I do if I can't marry her? Really as Yang Lan?
From now on, it’s okay for my identity as Lan Feiyang not to find anyone else. However, she and I can’t have children. Do I really give up on not having children in this life? Besides, I am the only boy in our family. Can my uncle and uncle agree that I am blue?
Don’t get married if you have a flying status?
Hey, it would be great if Sister Lian and I were not related by blood!
The postgraduate examination was going to be held the next day. Lan Feiyang had to put aside all his worries and make up for his cultural classes.
Tingfeng copied all the essence of the month's lectures and the key points of reading the electronic textbooks to the computer, and Lan Feiyang browsed through them like a vortex. He just wanted to remember it and see if he could digest it. Then he would see how he performed on the spot.
If not, you can only retake the exam next year as your own identity.
After taking the exam on the first day, Lan Feiyang felt okay; but on the second day, he felt not so good.
Although he has entered the realm of transformation and his memory is even more amazing. He has memorized everything Tingfeng copied to the computer in one day, but after all, he still lacks understanding and practice in using it flexibly. So it feels very difficult. Can he pass the P exam?
It's hard to tell whether a graduate student is a major or a doctoral student.
Just after leaving the school gate of the examination room, Yu Hanxin's call came in. Lan Feiyang, who was driving, quickly put on the communication ear buckle. "Hi, Lan Feiyang, congratulations on your recovery!" Yu Hanxin's joyful voice came.
"Thank you! At the same time, thank you for keeping it a secret for me and not letting my uncle and Nana know about it." Lan Feiyang said politely. After passing through the reincarnation realm, he had almost put Yu Hanxin down.