On a midsummer night in 1990, downstairs of a residential area next to a certain **, Wu Bingbing, a young and lively fifteen-year-old, waved goodbye to Yiyi, a male classmate who sent her back.
Seeing her male classmate walking away, Wu Bingbing looked at her watch under the dim street light. It was exactly eleven o'clock. She quickly turned around and ran towards the building.
This scene happened to be seen by my mother Hu Guizhi who was waiting anxiously on the balcony.
Wu Bingbing quietly opened the door of her house with the key, and then walked quietly to the door of her room. As soon as she opened the door, a stern low voice sounded from behind her: "Where did you go so crazy? You came back so late!"
"Mom." Wu Bingbing frowned, "Didn't I tell you about my classmate's birthday? There are no classes during the summer vacation, so why can't we play later?"
"Play and play, just play and study without studying!" Hu Guizhi drank impatiently, "Tell me, who sent you back just now?"
"Classmate." Wu Bingbing sat on the bed and shrugged.
"Male classmate or female classmate?"
"Mom!" Wu Bingbing was disgusted, "Are you interrogating prisoners?"
"Still talking back!" Mother Hu Guizhi's face darkened, "Aunt Li downstairs said that at the end of last semester, I often saw a male classmate sending you home after studying in the evening. You also deliberately made excuses to disagree with the people in the compound next to you.
Jingjing and the others came back together, right? What is your relationship with that male classmate?"
"What's the relationship?" Wu Bingbing pouted, "I'm just a classmate."
"Is the class reunion just so good? I send you back every night? You are a girl who is only a freshman in high school. You must know how to respect yourself and love yourself, and you cannot fall in love randomly!"
"Who is in love, who is in love?" Wu Bingbing was anxious, "Do you think everyone is like you, finding a first love in high school?" The reason why Wu Bingbing said this is because in this era, even college students are
It is forbidden to fall in love.
"You..." Hu Guizhi was furious.
When she was in high school, she had a good male classmate. Unfortunately, she was separated by her parents and was forced to marry a stupid son who was gay - Wu Bingbing's father.
When Wu Bingbing was a child, when Hu Guizhi took her daughter back to her parents' home, she met her first love. The two rekindled their old relationship, and Wu Bingbing discovered the clues.
At first, when she was only a few years old, she didn't understand much. But as she grew older, and later her mother would secretly stuff money and stuff to the man when she went back to her grandmother's house, Wu Bingbing guessed something. She started to understand her mother.
Not very respectful. She even suspected that she was the illegitimate daughter of her mother and her lover.
"What's wrong with me? I didn't do anything shameful!" Wu Bingbing mocked.
"Pah!" A clear slap sounded. Wu Bingbing covered her burning face: "You...you dare to hit me? Ask yourself, have you set a good example as a mother?"
"Shut up!" Hu Guizhi was also very angry, "Who taught you to act like this?"
"That's you!" Wu Bingbing pointed at her mother, "Aren't you afraid that it won't sound good if I yell? My brother hasn't come back from college yet; my father is a fool, and he won't wake up even if the sky falls when he falls asleep. Who can hear me?
?Otherwise, how dare you give birth to a scoundrel like me? Don’t think I don’t know. I didn’t fall asleep at all during your tryst. The man even asked me if I was okay;
You, right? I was young and didn’t quite understand. But I understand now. I am the illegitimate daughter of you two, right? You make me feel so depressed! You make me feel inferior!"
"Pah!" Hu Guizhi was probably going crazy. He raised his trembling hand and slapped her again, "Evil! Why did I give birth to such an insignificant, nonsensical evil like you? Get out of here!"
"Get out!" Wu Bingbing covered her red and swollen face and turned around and ran away. "This home doesn't belong to me anyway! It makes me ashamed and suffocates me!"
When the door slammed shut, Hu Guizhi suddenly woke up. She felt that she had lost her mind and said the wrong thing. Where could a girl go in the middle of the night? She quickly chased out the door: "Bingbing! Bingbing!" Wu Bingbing
Didn't even look back.
"Bingbing, come back! Mom is wrong, mom is wrong!" Hu Guizhi chased Wu Bingbing downstairs and lost sight of her. She saw only dim street lights and swaying trees all over the street, but there was no trace of Bingbing's unruly figure. She left and right
After a quick look, he chose the direction Wu Bingbing was going to school and chased after her anxiously.
Wu Bingbing ran several kilometers in one breath, then collapsed under a tree and gasped for air.
The evening breeze was blowing, which was quite chilly. She was sweating profusely and her clothes were wet. Wu Bingbing folded her arms and curled up together. The swaying shadows of the trees made her feel a little scared amidst the murmur of summer insects.
.
Suddenly, she heard her mother's call. First she was excited, and she subconsciously wanted to answer her mother. But then she frowned: "No, we can't just go back. She can beat her if she wants to, and let me go if she wants to."
It’s so cheap!”
She thought: It's summer vacation anyway, so she doesn't have to go to school, so she will run away from home to scare her mother so that she will never dare to beat or scold her or mind her own business again.
Wu Bingbing came to the train station and got on a train bound for her grandmother's house. At dawn, she was stopped by the train at a small station.
When I arrived outside the courtyard of my grandmother's house in the ancient town, my grandmother seemed to have just gotten up and hadn't combed her hair yet. She was feeding chickens in the yard with an unkempt appearance. Wu Bingbing was just about to call her grandmother, but she couldn't think of it. Wouldn't her mother be found soon?
Then, she ducked back again.
Strolling along the ancient alley paved with bluestone slabs, she came to the door of her mother's lover before she knew it. She saw the man, his son and his daughter, watering the newly planted vegetable seedlings on a small vegetable patch in front of the door.
The vicissitudes of the years and the hardships of life have made the man's handsomeness no longer exist. On the contrary, the girl who is two or three years younger than Wu Bingbing is pretty and lovely. Wu Bingbing feels that she looks somewhat similar to him. It's like the girl can sense it.
He looked up at her, his eyes were dark and clear.
When a woman's voice calling for dinner came from the low and dilapidated house, Wu Bingbing left in boredom.
Wu Bingbing was homeless in a city. When she was penniless and her stomach was growling, a man asked her if she could find a job. She thought about finding a job for a few months until her mother went crazy and went looking for someone.
It would be nice to find the notice.
So, she followed the man to a small restaurant, ate a bowl of noodle soup, and fell asleep in a daze.
This sleep seemed to be a long one. When she woke up, she was already in a stretch of mountainous area, her mouth was stuffed with rags, and her hands and feet were weak. There were two girls with their hands and feet tied around her. Wu Bingbing was stunned for a few seconds and understood:
Damn it, I met a human trafficker! However, no matter how anxious and regretful I am at this moment, I can't do anything about it.
She was sold to a mountain man's home. The man was a mountain man in his late thirties. That night, the mountain man raped her while she was struggling fiercely, crying for help from the heavens and the earth.
From then on, he locked her in a dilapidated room made of wood and stones every day, and gave her something she couldn't eat every day. She was so hungry during the day that she was dizzy, and she had to be beaten by the rough man at night.
Tortured. And being chained in the room all day long, I couldn’t die even if I wanted to!
In this hellish life where there are no humans or ghosts, she sometimes thinks of the male classmate who sent her home that night. They do have a crush on each other, but they just don't dare to express their vague feelings.
Exit. But now, all the good things are broken.
Later, Wu Bingbing discovered that something seemed to be jumping around in her stomach. Although she couldn't understand the language, she finally understood when she saw the happy faces of the man and his family and their hands and feet that she was pregnant and was about to become a mother inexplicably.
Got it!
Wu Bingbing didn't know whether she was sad, happy or worried. She was almost numb, like a walking zombie.
A few months later, after a day and night of torment, she gave birth to a boy. The boy was dark, thin, and obviously malnourished. Wu Bingbing was filled with pity and guilt for the child.
I have to find a way to escape!
Because she was in the late stages of delivery, the family no longer tied her up, and sometimes let her walk around in front of the door to move around. So she kept thinking: I have to get well and escape with the baby in my arms! I can't
Stay here like a pig or a dog for the rest of your life. Let alone let this poor child live such an ignorant and barbaric life!
He should live the life I had before: eating delicious food, wearing beautiful clothes, going to key schools, being led by his mother to play in the park on Sundays... It's all my fault that I was too willful, too ignorant, and didn't know how to cherish happy days;
Talking to my mother like that hurts her heart. I want to go home! Even if I am afraid of being beaten to death by my mother, I want my children to grow up happily and happily like the children in the city!
During confinement, no matter how hard it was, she would get some wild game to replenish her health. Wu Bingbing didn’t care about the taste and would eat as soon as it was brought to her. In addition, during this month, the man’s mother drove the man away and stayed in the house to help her.
The child, so she really grew up a lot, and there was a long-lost rosiness on her face. She couldn't help but feel that hope was right in front of her.
However, on the night of the full moon, the man couldn't help but start torturing her again. As a result, her lower body was wet and wet all the time. She begged and begged, but the rough man wouldn't let her go. She quickly lost weight again.
And because of abdominal pain, the lower body has been unclean for a long time, and the person is almost skin and bones!
At this time, the family bought another girl to be the wife of the eldest brother of the rough man. There are four brothers and sisters in the rough man. The younger sister is the third and got married early. Her betrothal gift plus the family’s savings for many years bought her
It’s Wu Bingbing.
This eldest brother has been adopted as a son by his uncle who has been a bachelor all his life. When his uncle was dying not long ago, he took out the money he had saved all his life to prepare for a wife and told his brother and sister-in-law to buy a wife for his son as soon as possible. Of course this brother and sister-in-law
Try your best to comply - after all, he is also their second son.
It was already evening when the girl came in, and Wu Bingbing didn't look at her because of her poor health. However, after the girl screamed a few times that night, there was no more noise. It seemed that the honest eldest brother was much gentler than the rough man.
A few days later, the girl was led into her room by the man's mother. Wu Bingbing was dumbfounded when she saw those bright black eyes: this little and pretty girl turned out to be her half-sister!
When she asked, the girl was also stunned. Because she was speaking the girl's hometown dialect! It was like meeting an old friend in a foreign land. The girl felt like meeting her relatives, and she threw herself into her arms with tears in her eyes.
They told each other how they had been abducted. Because of her excitement, Wu Bingbing took her suspicions as fact and told the girl directly that she was her half-sister. Her body was getting weaker and weaker, and she probably would not be able to escape in this life.
She is counting on it. She hopes that the girl will treat her child well for the sake of her closest relatives. If there is a chance in the future, she will take her out of the mountains.
Not long after, Wu Bingbing died of bleeding due to yet another brutal torture by the rude man. This girl, who was only sixteen years old, was a bud waiting to bloom, and was so ruthlessly tortured that she withered miserably.
The child she left behind was deliberately nicknamed "Goudan" by a rough man's family in order to make a living.
Flowers fade and bloom, spring passes and autumn comes, time glides by with its eternal attitude. In the blink of an eye, Little Dog Dan is already eighteen years old, and his scientific name is Lan Feiyang...