After clearing the table, Yun Junche and Han Xiye were obviously drunk and unconscious. Han Xiye wandered into the bedroom, and Yun Junche lay on the sofa and fell asleep.
Only Han Luoyin seemed to be able to maintain his sobriety. He walked up to me, his expression full of coldness.
Can't he just smile?
"You go and have a rest." As he said that, he turned and went to the bedroom on the second floor.
I also ran to the second floor and took a blanket and gently covered Yun Junche's body.
Seeing him sleeping soundly, I couldn't help but smile.
Fair skin, handsome face, black hair, plus a perfect figure, it is simply art!
Watching these three dazzling creatures looking at ordinary handsome boys in this villa every day, I feel that they are ugly, which is really depressing. If I set my sights too high in the future, I will definitely settle the score with them!
"Dream..." Yun Junche seemed to be talking in his sleep. Suddenly he reached out and held my wrist, and uttered a few small words from his two red lips: "I like you..."
I said he took the words "I like you" as a mantra, right??
Damn, you even forgot to say I like you while talking in your sleep, you playboy!
Shaking off his big hand, he went to the restaurant to make a cup of tea and brought it to Han Luoyin's room on the second floor: "Yin."
After opening the door, the shirt on his upper body was unbuttoned, revealing his plump muscles. Damn, it's so tempting.
"Here's your tea."
Enduring the throbbing in her heart, she reached out and handed a cup of tea into his hand.
However, I didn't leave for a long time.
"Do you have something to say?" He walked into the room with tea, and I followed him in.
Because I really have something to say to him: "Your dad..."
With a "bang" sound, he placed the tea bowl in his hand on the table.
I couldn't see his expression, his back was turned to me, but his fists were clenched as if he was very angry: "Go on." He uttered these words coldly.
I can feel that he is very sensitive to the word dad: "Mr. Han misses you very much. He has always cared about you. He said..."
Suddenly Han Luoyin turned his head, his sword-like eyes of hatred ignited again, he walked into me quickly, pressed my shoulder with one hand and pressed me hard against the cold
on the wall.
I didn't say a word for a long time. I didn't know what to say. Once I faced his intimidating pressure, I would feel flustered and at a loss.
"I tell you, my affairs have nothing to do with you!"
Listening to his cold and ruthless words, I feel so cold in my heart...
It's my fault, I'm too meddlesome, his affairs have nothing to do with me at all, why should I get involved in their family's affairs?
Who am I, who is Han Luoyin??
Who am I to him???
Ai Mengmeng, what's wrong with you? You used to have the attitude of not caring about your own affairs, so why are you so involved in other people's family affairs now?
Are you okay now? Did someone pour a basin of cold water on you?
Is it because there are more people and you feel better and you start to lose track of the direction? Have you forgotten everything?
"Sorry, don't be angry. I promise I will never ask anything about you again. I'm sorry." I smiled playfully at him, but his expression was a little frozen, and the hand holding my shoulders loosened little by little:
"Sorry, sorry." I bowed and nodded and walked out of his room, reaching out and closing the door to his room...
The moment the door closes...
Tears fell from my eyes...
No grievances, no, everyone has things they don’t want to mention, right?
But why do I cry? Why does my heart feel so cold when I hear his words, ‘My affairs have nothing to do with you’?
What am I expecting? Do I expect him to treat me as family?
Tsk, stop dreaming!
Is our relationship just friends? Can we develop into good friends at best in the future? A girl like me who is low-level, foul-mouthed, loves to fight, and is not pretty...
Damn it, I'm absolutely useless, I'm so rotten, hehe.
Yes, it’s not easy for him to treat me as a friend when I’m so bad. Men like him should like gentle and elegant ladies, right??
Ha, how will I react when Han Luoyin calls his girlfriend home?
Happy? Or...
It will hurt...
"Ugh——" The tears were like a waterfall that couldn't be stopped no matter how hard it was.
Maybe it's because I haven't cried for a long time, so I just let it go, let it go.
Smile, smile!
The tears swallowed into my stomach were bitter. I closed my mouth tightly and forced myself to smile. It turned out that it was so difficult to smile...
When I passed by Han Xiye's room, I saw him sleeping on the floor. He was so stupid. He probably drank too much and fell asleep before lying on the bed? He didn't even close the door.
I quietly walked into Han Xiye's room. Because I didn't dare to disturb him when he was sleeping, I pulled a quilt from the bed and gently covered him.
Suddenly, his eyes opened, and they were the same as they were on the rooftop last time and the night he attacked me.
fear……
It's so terrifying that it makes people tremble and suffocate unconsciously.
"Bitch!" He grabbed my arm and pushed me to the ground. He sat half-sitting on top of me and strangled my neck with both hands.
"Xi..." It was difficult to breathe, my mind was a little numb, and I couldn't help but step on my feet.
I grabbed his hands with both hands and tried to break them open. My strength was not as strong as his.
I'm dying, I'm really dying...
Who does Han Xiye hate? When he opened his eyes, the first thing he said was bitch, who was he calling??
My brain is swollen, the strength of my hands is gradually weakening, and the tapping frequency of my feet has also decreased. I know that if this continues, there will only be one ending...
"Yin..." I said this word unintentionally. I felt that calling his name might be able to save me at this time, or maybe I was expecting him to save me...
The strength of Han Xiye's hands holding my neck gradually weakened, until the fearful gleam in his eyes disappeared, and he let go of his hands.
"Cough, cough, cough..." It was as if I had regained my life. I coughed a few times and gasped for air. Tears flowed from my eyes when he pinched me. Maybe it was the tears that had not dried just now.
Bar.
"Meng..." He sat up from me as if he had regained his senses, pulled me up from the ground, and held me tightly in his arms: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
I understand why Han Luoyin didn't ask me to disturb Han Xiye while he was sleeping. That is because people are in a sleeping state and are prone to do irrational things. This phenomenon is also called sleepwalking, and Han Xiye's somnambulism is theoretically
Different from other people, just like my irritability, it may occur under certain circumstances, and it can also be restrained under certain circumstances.
"It doesn't matter." I felt like my body was exhausted, and the hand patting his back was so weak.
He held my hand very tightly and rested his head on my shoulder, his body trembling slightly: "When I was six years old, I saw that woman and two men in the house... Hanshang told me that women
They are all bitches, they are carnal animals. Once they have pleasure, they can have sex with any man. He said that I am a bastard. I don’t know who gave birth to me with that woman. Maybe my biological father is a beggar.
Maybe, I think that woman is so dirty and despicable, I think all women in the world are so dirty and despicable..."
He was so excited. I felt that he would reach the edge of collapse if he kept talking. Thinking about the 16-year-old me seeing Butler An, Uncle Han and Han Qiuche outside the house, I almost collapsed, not to mention the six-year-old
Han Xiye? What he saw was his biological mother.
I finally know when Han Xiye got sick, and how his gray eyes were formed.
He hated that woman, and the woman who hurt him was his mother!
The adults' bad deeds left indelible scars on six-year-old Han Xiye's psychology, but at the same time...
The adults are not taking the correct response measures, and is that Han Shang Uncle Han?
Why does he tell his children this? Why does he educate his children in this way?
If he had adopted the correct educational policy at that time, Han Xiye would never have become what he is now. What is a bastard? Uncle Han obviously said that he took Han Xiye as his own child, but why did he tell the six-year-old Han Xiye that he was his own child?
Is he a bastard? His father might be a beggar??
If Uncle Han hates Mrs. Han, he can divorce her. Why hurt Han Xiye?
Why is this? Why??
Is Uncle Han just pretending to be nice in front of me???
"Xiye...you know." I will only tell what I see with my eyes: "The woman you are talking about is your mother! The mother who gave birth to you in ten months of pregnancy!!!"
His hands clasped my shoulders tightly, and the trembling all over his body became even greater: "No, no! He is not mine..."
"Perhaps men don't know how painful it is for a woman to give birth to a child. After a woman gives birth to a child, her figure will be out of shape. Your mother is so beautiful, so beautiful! But she did not hesitate to sacrifice her figure to give birth to you. I feel
She loves you."
I don’t have much contact with Mrs. Han. I only know that she is very beautiful. A woman as beautiful as her is willing to give birth to this child instead of aborting it. This shows how kind-hearted she is? Thinking about it, if she really loves
As for playing, with ten months of life pregnant in her belly, who would she play with? Why didn’t she abort Han Xiye???
Because she knew that Han Xiye was a life, a little life in her belly. No matter who his father was, she was his mother.
"No, if she wanted to love me, she would not turn me into a bastard!"
"Xiye!!! That's a matter for adults!" Han Xiye was really like a child at this moment. Once he came into contact with the scars in his heart, he would turn into a child. I pushed him away and held his hands tightly.
Holding his shoulder: "Let me ask you, has your mother ever made you hungry? Has your mother ever beaten you? Has your mother ever called you a bastard? Has your mother ever cared about you? Those unbearable things
It's just your mother's private life. What she did was wrong, but she is your mother, and you shouldn't dislike her! Do you understand? Without her, you wouldn't be where you are now. Without her, you wouldn't know Yin.
, I don’t know Che, do you understand???”
Prostitutes also have children. Do they become prostitutes because they love this business? Is it because of irresponsible men? Or maybe these children go astray because they have no money to raise them? Should their children insult their mother?
Is she a prostitute who can do anything she wants? Then it’s the child who deserves to be struck by lightning!!!!
Han Xiye was silent...
His trembling body gradually calmed down, and he seemed to be immersed in his own world...
"Xiye, you know, your mother saved me when I ran away from the Han family. To thank her, I told your mother that Xiye was doing well. Your mother is really arrogant, but when I said
She cried when she finished that sentence... she cried for you, because you are her child..."
Suddenly, Han Xiye raised his head, and the darkness in his eyes gradually faded away. He was surprised: "She will cry??"
"Haha, why should I lie to you? Xiye, it's time for you to alleviate your dislike of women, and it's time to clarify the mother-child relationship between you and your mother!"
When I finished saying this, Han Xiye seemed to be thinking about something...
I was born in a wealthy family, and I was the young master of a wealthy family. Everyone took good care of me, but gradually, people around me began to look at me differently.
Crazy words kept invading my mind. Many people called me a bastard and began to alienate me slowly. The children who used to play with me began to laugh at me.
Except for one person, that is Han Luoyin.
No matter how powerful those rumors are, his relationship with me will never change, maybe because he has the same fate as me, maybe because he loves me very much.
Whenever someone scolds me, he will beat that person severely.
I admire Han Luoyin very much, but not to the extent of liking him. I just treat him as my brother.
As I grow up, I can often hear those dizzy sounds late at night. I feel so sick. These sounds make it impossible for me to fall asleep.
When I was six years old, I ran to sleep with my mother because it was thundering outside, but when I ran to the door, I heard the dizzy sound more clearly.
I was filled with anger and opened the door all of a sudden, but when the door opened, it completely changed the relationship between my mother and me...
My mother actually loves me very much. She has always been arrogant and only showed a gentle smile to me. Gradually, I also learned my mother's gentle smile.
But now, I feel so disgusted when I see a mother like this!!
I quickly ran out of my mother's room and happened to bump into Han Shang.
Han Shang is very bad. He would beat me every time he was drunk. Han Luoyin saved me every time, but at the same time he would beat Han Luoyin all over his body.
This time he was drunk again and said with a smile: "What? Did you see it?"
I ignored him and passed him quickly, but he reached out and grabbed my hair: "I tell you, women are bitches, and so is your mother. And you are not my son at all. In fact,
You are also a bastard, and your father may be a beggar!"
Hearing this bad news was like a bolt from the blue. I always regarded him as my father, but he said I was a bastard??
I can't accept it, I can't accept it!
He grabbed my hair, took me to my mother's door and told me to watch my mother have sex with other men, and then he kept leading me to watch him have sex with other women.
So disgusting, so disgusting.
Women are all bitches, they are all carnal animals, and so is my mother!
Only Han Luoyin, only he is the best, and he is a man, I like him!!!
After that incident, I fell in love with Han Luoyin...
Finally, Han Luoyin took me away from that den. I was free, completely free. I wanted to build a new home with Han Luoyin! Yun Junche also joined us. We lived a very happy life.
However, he always brings women into his home. Once I heard a woman talking while I was sleeping. The first thing I did when I opened my eyes was to kill that bitch!!
I really almost killed her. After that, Yun Junche moved out of our home, and Han Luoyin also knew that Han Shang had left me with the sequelae of hating women.
As I grew up, I kept a certain distance from all the women around me because I hated them!
until……
Her appearance!
I went to Japan to look for earrings. Because of my laziness, I chose to wait for death and lurked in the school where the earrings were hidden.
I am a somewhat autistic person and don't like talking to anyone, but those schools thought I was easy to bully.
On the first day I transferred to another school, I was besieged by several male classmates. In my eyes, they were just ants. When I was about to take action, she appeared in front of me and beat them all.
She showed an honest smile to me, like a heroine. It was the first time I saw such a girl, and I found it very interesting.
Later I found out her name and that she was Chinese. She would make delicious lunch boxes for me every day.
What is her purpose? Does she want me to give her pleasure?
No, I can tell from her words and deeds that she is not the kind of woman who seeks pleasure at all.
She took care of me like a big sister. I wanted to laugh, but I was helpless, but I still silently accepted her care. At the same time, my heart felt so warm...
Just like the warmth Hanluoyin gives me.
For the first time, I changed my view on women, and I felt very comfortable bringing her to China to chat with her, but Han Luoyin gradually became better and better towards her.
I'm a little jealous, I don't want Han Luoyin to be nice to her, because I hurt her with this selfish thought!
I was so happy when she came back. I was so happy that the only woman I could contact was back.
After taking care of her who was sick for a month, I feel so happy and hope...
Always take care of her like this!
When I almost strangled her to death, looking at her pale face, I was so scared, so scared that I would kill her like this...
She said many, many words, which are deeply imprinted in my mind.
Maybe I'm too paranoid and that's why I'm prejudiced against women.
She is right, it was my mother who gave me life, and my mother also cared about me very much. My mother had some irregularities in her private life, but she was really a good mother.