Part Two, Chapter 48: Save Me, I'm Afraid of Death
The black night sky, the silent road, it seemed like you could hear the slightest movement around you very clearly.
But my heart is so confused.
Han Luoyin and Yun Junche held my hands tightly, with no intention of letting go.
The burning on the cheeks, the throbbing in the heart, are these all because of who among them??
I looked up at Yun Junche, stared at his face, and looked at our tightly held hands. I could only appreciate the friendship.
When I met him, I didn't have a good impression of him. I always felt that he was too frivolous about love, but I have to admit that he is really serious about friendship. I really have no regrets about knowing him as a friend.
Regretful, hope he does too.
Looking at Han Luoyin on the other side...
His cold face almost made me panic, but once I saw his gentle look, I would become confused and the beating of my heart could not be suppressed at all.
I lowered my head and glanced at our tightly held hands. What I experienced this time was different from the feeling of holding hands with Yun Junche...
Why? Why is it that Yun Junche and Han Luoyin are both my friends, but I feel different feelings from them. I can understand that I have friendship with Yun Junche, but Han Luoyin? Is it a closer friendship?
?
"Where are we going?" I asked them curiously.
"Tooth filling!" Han Luoyin answered my question coldly. His gentleness and smile were really very, very little. It would be nice if he could smile more?
"No need, you'll have to lose it in the next fight, and if you make up for it, it will be in vain." Basically, why spend that wasted money?
"My dear, you don't plan to wait until all your teeth are polished and have them filled in, right?"
Listening to Yun Junche's sarcastic words, I frowned and looked at him with dissatisfaction: "Do you think I'm that weak? I'm just for beatings, not for beating others? You just saw how many men I beat.
? Those men are taller and stronger than me, why do you always look down on me??"
"Don't be angry, don't be angry. I know you are good. I know you are good, okay? Then you have to get your teeth filled in first, right? Your two teeth are out of work, and your bite is not as good as others."
Listening to Yun Junche's funny words, I jumped up and down with joy, but Han Luoyin always had a cold expression.
Although I'm used to him being like this, he should smile in this atmosphere now, right?
"Yin? What's wrong?" I asked Han Luoyin curiously.
He was silent for a moment, and a sharp light flashed through his cold eyes: "Stop fighting with others."
"I have never found fault with others, it's all others who find fault with me! And I'm not afraid of death, so it doesn't matter." After I said this, Han Luoyin stopped.
Yun Junche and I all turned to look at him. His cold expression was full of dark clouds: "Aren't you afraid of death?"
"Yeah, I don't have anything anyway."
He frowned and pulled me over from Yun Junche's hand: "Then let me see how unafraid you are of death!" After saying that, he put me on his shoulder.
At this moment, I can feel that he is very, very angry. I don't even know what he is angry about.
"Yin..." Yun Junche dissuaded Han Luoyin in a panic.
"Che! This is none of your business!!" In my memory, it was the first time that Han Luoyin got so angry with Yun Junche.
Yun Junche did not continue talking, but looked at me nervously.
"Yin, put me down." I said commandingly, but he ignored me at all and took me straight into a nearby building.
Yun Junche followed closely behind us.
The elevator went straight to the top floor of the building. Han Luoyin carried me to the rooftop of the building and placed me on the wall of the rooftop: "This building is 50 stories high. What will happen if you fall?"
His cold and flat tone made my hair stand on end. I looked at him in confusion, but he pushed hard...
"Silver!!!" Yun Junche shouted in panic and ran to the edge of the rooftop.
And I...
The whole person was hanging in the air, Han Luoyin grabbed my arm and stared at me coldly.
"Yin, La Mengmeng, come up." Yun Junche's tone was full of pleading. Han Luoyin ignored him and stared at me coldly.
Looking downstairs, at the ant-like cars and the sense of emptiness in the sky, my heart is trembling...
Once Han Luoyin lets go, I will be shattered to pieces. The autumn wind blows my long hair, and my dull expression gradually turns to panic.
"Do you know how important life is? Some people are terminally ill and want to live without it, but some people just don't cherish life and choose to commit suicide..." Han Luoyin's cold eyes showed sadness.
Is it because his mother committed suicide, so he particularly hates those who don't cherish life?
And what about me?
Am I the one who doesn’t value life?
"Don't you understand why your parents threw you under the bus?"
His question reached my ears, and my heart trembled.
Dad, why did mom throw me off the bus halfway??
Why??
My mother said that she wants me to live well and feel life well. Life is beautiful.
Dad and mom’s actions are just to hope that I can survive, not to accompany them!!!
Why haven’t I thought about this??
Why do I have to think about dying again and again to accompany my parents and gain their love? If I die, will my parents be happy?
Why am I irritable and depressed? Doesn’t my mother want me to be happy?
Sorry, sorry, I have always been too selfish and always thought life was worthless.
Sorry, dad, mom.
sorry……
Yin, Che, Xiye, Xiaoqiu, Jingjing, Xuexue...
"It's easy to die, but it's harder to live..."
Yes, Han Luoyin is right, don't I want revenge? Don't I want to avenge my parents? Then I must protect my life!! Death is a symbol of cowardice, I don't want to die, I don't want it.
The lowered head was raised slightly, and the tears in my eyes had blurred my eyes: "Yin, save me..." This is the first time in my life to ask for help, the first time I will murmur for help to others...
Han Luoyin showed a wise smile and pulled me back to the rooftop. He hugged me tightly. I could feel my body twitching. I was too ignorant, too ignorant. Life is precious.
I didn't understand until this moment...
Thank you, Han Luoyin.
"You don't have nothing, you know? You still have me, Yin, Xiye, and your friends. You are very important in our hearts and no one can replace you!" Yun Junche's voice was very loud.
Qingrou, his gentleness at this moment does not have any evil feeling, but is serious.
Listening to his words, my heart feels so warm. Thank you, Yun Junche.
In fact, Yin, Che, Xiye and everyone are irreplaceable in my mind...
"kindness!"
"Let's go." Han Luoyin released his hands holding me, and the three of us were preparing to leave the rooftop, but...
"Why is the door locked??" Yun Junche pulled the large iron door on the rooftop.
"You can't pull it away even if you have the strength, right? Just spend the night here." Han Luoyin shook his head helplessly, turned around and chose a sheltered place, and threw his suit jacket on the ground.
Yun Junche and Han Luoyin sat on the ground, but I still didn't know where I should sit.
"Sit down." Han Luoyin and Yun Junche moved their bodies out of a small space.
I showed a happy smile and quickly squeezed into the middle of them. The two of them fell to both sides with force. Yun Junche took off his suit jacket and covered the three of us, and then we hugged each other closely.
They huddled together to keep each other warm.
On this rooftop with the rustling autumn wind, I really don’t feel cold at all. I even feel very hot, so hot...