Part Four: Chapter 29: Get Back Up and Prepare Paper Towels
Han Luoyin's funeral was held in a very low-key manner in China.
On the day of the funeral, I didn't go.
hehe……
It's not that I don't dare to face Han Luoyin's death.
Just because, in my heart, I don't want to make the final "separation" with him.
On the first day without his company, I felt depressed in my room and lived by my memories.
I recall meeting him in that alley, recalling him raising his fists and feet to deal with the Yamaguchi-gumi attack, and recalling his silver-haired appearance...
Tired, sleepy, I'm going to sleep...
When the morning light of the second day shines into the room where I am, I hug the other half of the cold bed sideways, haha...
empty……
My mind couldn't help but follow the memory of yesterday, remembering that the first kiss he and I had was in a bar.
I still remember that the way he cared about me at first was very interesting.
My silver hair turned black, we raced together and lived together under the same roof.
I thought I had established an unforgettable friendship with him, but with the arrival of his father, I realized that I had already fallen in love...
Day is gradually replaced by night, another day has passed, it’s time for me to rest...
Until the third, fourth, and fifth days came, I recalled every bit of my time with Han Luoyin.
However, when darkness came on the fifth day, I was afraid...
Because, how should I spend the sixth day? What should I think about? What should I recall???
I don’t know! I don’t know!!!
On the fifth day after he left, I suffered from insomnia. Sitting on the bed, tears fell down inadvertently. I didn't cry in five days. It was only because the memories were exhausted that I shed tears.
I really can’t understand why it only took me five days to recall the days I spent with him?
On the morning of the sixth day, I got out of bed, turned on the computer, and decided to write down every moment of meeting, getting to know, and falling in love with Han Luoyin.
In this case, I can spend my days looking at our memories over and over again...
"Mengmeng..." There was a knock on the door. Yun Junche has been delivering meals to me regularly these days.
"Please come in."
"Eat more for dinner..." Every time he came in, he would tell me as usual and then leave.
Every time after he leaves, I will...
Throw the food away!
I know this is a waste of Yun Junche's hard work, but I can't eat it, I really can't eat it.
A few days ago, I tried to swallow it by force. No matter how much I ate, I would vomit. It was so painful. It was really painful. It would be better to eat nothing.
After twenty days of long writing, I compiled every bit of my time with Han Luoyin into a novel, and the ending of the novel is perfect.
It tells that Han Luoyin and I successfully conquered the world and lived a happy life together, just like Feng Jingchen and Su Rui in our previous life.
However……
It's a pity that I didn't feel satisfied with such a virtual ending, but felt endless emptiness.
Every girl has a "dream", and the novel only fulfills the girl's impossible "dream". When the "dream" is fulfilled, although I feel happy, when I return to reality, I feel empty and boring...
That's not as good as...
Let’s face it calmly and face everything that reality gives us!
When the twentieth day came, I finally took the initiative to step out of the door...
"Mengmeng!"
The moment he opened the door, Yun Junche was standing outside.
"Haha..." He smiled weakly and looked around at all the familiar scenes, only to realize that this home...
Still so cold!
Why can’t the heat last?
Why did Han Luoyin really leave us?
Why can't he be resurrected and stay with me?
Why……
Why……
There are too many questions that I can't get from them. I only know that I am now...
So lonely, so lonely...
"Mengmeng!!!" Yun Junche exclaimed, and Ai Mengmeng fell helplessly into his arms.
With a frown on his face, he picked her up and ran to the hospital.
For twenty days, he actually knew everything about Ai Mengmeng.
I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to care, I just hope that she can stand up again in pain!!
If outsiders tried to pull her out of the pain, they would only be treating the symptoms but not the root cause.
But, this wait lasts for twenty days!
In the past twenty days, Yun Junche was actually more miserable than she was...
Not only do you have to bear the pain of your brother's departure, but you also have to worry all day long about whether the beloved woman is slowly freeing herself?
The three short encounters every day are extremely happy for Yun Junche.
Just looking at her and saying a word to her is enough for Yu Yuan.
In the remaining time, in addition to being busy with the company's affairs, I also have to take care of the club for Ai Mengmeng. In the remaining time, that is...
Leaning outside her door, waiting quietly for her to appear.
For twenty days, he never stopped waiting outside her door.
Only a door separates us, but it seems like we are so far away from each other in so many lifetimes.
I often think about it, how wonderful it would be if I was the one who died that day?
This will not only end his own pain, but also allow Ai Mengmeng and Han Luoyin to grow old together...
"Alas..." Yun Junche sighed quietly, his expression was so painful.
He ran to the hospital and rushed Ai Mengmeng to the emergency room without having time to rest: "Doctor! Now the patient has a child in his belly, you have to make sure that the mother and child are safe no matter what!!!"
"I understand, sir." The doctor raised his hand and closed the snow-white curtain.
With a "plop", Yun Junche collapsed on the chair tiredly, anxiously praying for their safety...
"Haha, thank you Junche..." A white phantom appeared next to Yun Junche.
He gently patted Yun Junche's shoulder and showed a grateful smile.
However, Yun Junche seemed to be unable to see him...
"Junche, you have worked hard these days. I will ask Mengmeng to hurry up and get back on your feet." This illusory figure finished speaking calmly, and without waiting for Yun Junche's reply, he turned towards
Went to the emergency room.
Because "he" knows...
Yun Junche couldn't hear him at all!
Looking at the doctors working desperately to treat Ai Mengmeng in the emergency room, this illusory figure showed a faint smile.
Slowly approaching, looking at Ai Mengmeng who had her eyes closed: "Mengmeng... Mengmeng... wake up..."
There were a few faint murmurs, and the doctors around him couldn't see him or hear his voice at all, but...
Ai Mengmeng, who was lying on the bed, slowly opened her eyes: "Yin!!!!" With an excited exclamation, she looked at the welcome in front of her in disbelief: "Yin, is it really you? It's really you.
You?"
"Yes, it's me..."
This illusory figure is none other than Han Luoyin, who has been away from this world for more than twenty days!
"Yin..." Tears fell like a fountain, and Ai Mengmeng threw herself into his arms excitedly.
But why can't I feel his body temperature?
Turning his peripheral vision around, he was surprised to find that the doctors couldn't see him and Han Luoyin embracing each other at all.
His eyes gradually shifted, and he suddenly discovered that a woman exactly like him was lying peacefully on the bed!
Her heart tightened, and within a moment, Ai Mengmeng suddenly realized.
Understood!
Understood!
It must be Han Luoyin who came to pick him up, great! Great!
He smiled excitedly, diluted his tears, and said, "Yin, are you here to pick me up?"
"Mengmeng..." Caressing her cold cheek with his big hand, Han Luoyin showed a charming smile: "I really want to pick you up, but... what about our child?"
That’s right, kid!
And kids!
Angry shook his head and stood up quickly: "It's okay Yin, take our child with you."
"Mengmeng..." sighed, Han Luoyin looked helpless: "Our child is only a few months old and has not yet taken shape. If we take him away like this, he will not be able to survive in heaven in the next life.
After reincarnation, it’s too selfish for us to do this, isn’t it?
"Should we tell our children to see the world? Should we tell our children to feel the beautiful home that you, Tohru, and Ye have created together with your efforts?"
"Yin..." Gradually, her excited expression showed a hint of loss: "You...can you really let me go?"
"If you can't let it go, you have to let it go, but you know what, Mengmeng..."
"What?"
"I'm so happy!"
"happy?"
"Well..." nodded, Han Luoyin's soft eyes ignited with endless satisfaction: "I tell you, in the last life, we made an agreement before we died."
He was stunned for a moment and asked excitedly: "What agreement?"
"That is, we must love each other no matter what in this life, no process, no ending, we must love each other!"
He frowned in confusion, no need for the process, no need for the ending, we must love each other...
"But this is so painful!!"
"No, Mengmeng. In fact, it's not painful..." With a slight smile, Han Luoyin sat next to her: "In the last life, I seemed to have already determined the ending of this life. I originally planned not to love you, so I just
There will be no pain. However, you suddenly regret it. When you go to heaven, you will love each other life and death. Even if it is painful, the moment you love each other is not good."
"But who would have known that in this life, after the memory of the previous life is washed away, everything will be as you wish..."
"The plan I originally made was to hurt you, deceive your feelings, and make you give up on love, but I unknowingly fell into this love trap and couldn't extricate myself. A strange combination of circumstances
, fulfilled your wish in your previous life, and also gave birth to a child, haha..." She shook her head helplessly, stretched out her hand and gently touched the flesh in her belly: "Maybe it is this little one who is rising up.
Only life can revive you!"
Looking at Ai Mengmeng's abdomen, Han Luoyin's eyes were full of guilt: "Baby, I'm sorry, dad can't see you born..."
Her heart tightened, Ai Mengmeng clearly felt...
"Yin, do you want to leave??!" Ai Mengmeng firmly grabbed Han Luoyin's wrist and had no intention of letting go.
"Mengmeng, I don't have much time. If I want to continue to love you in the next life, then I must be alone before you and experience life for once!"
"Yin...I...love...you..." Opening his arms, the two phantoms gradually weakened.
Who is more miserable, Ai Mengmeng or Han Luoyin?
In fact, the one who is really suffering is Han Luoyin'a!!!
In the next life, he will go through reincarnation alone, wandering alone in the world.
I don’t know who I am looking for, so I can only walk aimlessly in this vast world, just because...
My other half is still living in the experience of this life.
A tear streaked across the corner of Han Luoyin's eyes, and in an instant, the entire ward glowed inexplicably...
"Silver!!!" With a reluctant murmur, Ai Mengmeng got up from the bed.
The doctors showed joyful expressions: "Great! Great, both mother and child are alive!"
Ai Mengmeng was obviously confused by the happy cheers. It seemed that she had just seen something but had forgotten something. She only knew that after experiencing this test of life and death, she seemed to have let go of the man who left...
…
"Mengmeng..." Tears kept welling up. Han Luoyin could only see everyone's happy smiles, but no one knew his pain and sadness.
"Mengmeng..."
"Mengmeng..."
He called over and over again, knowing that Ai Mengmeng would never be heard no matter what.
Wiping away the crystal clear tears with one hand.
Han Luoyin looked at Yun Junche who just walked in...
He ran over quickly, and with a collision, his illusory figure impacted into Yun Junche's body.
"Mengmeng..." Walking quickly, Han Luoyin used Yun Junche's body to hug Ai Mengmeng, but his lips fell on hers...
'Good brother, Che, my beloved Mengmeng has been left to you. Please help me take good care of her. Farewell...' After the murmur in my heart ended.
Han Luoyin suddenly turned into a breeze and left this reluctant land forever.
But Yun Junche's lips were still tightly attached to Ai Mengmeng's lips...
"Well..." With a hard push, Ai Mengmeng pushed his body away, looking at him in confusion and embarrassment.
My mind went blank, wondering why I suddenly and unknowingly kissed Ai Mengmeng??
and……
Touching his heart with one hand, he always felt like there was water flowing in his heart.
What happened just now??
"Meng... Meng..." Yun Junche smiled awkwardly. Although he didn't know what happened, but he kissed Ai Mengmeng forcefully, so he could only apologize: "Sorry, I may be too excited...
"
The frown on her brow slowly eased, Ai Mengmeng sighed, and said with an unhappy look: "Forget it, I'm hungry, go buy me something to eat!"
"Okay! Okay!" After receiving the imperial edict, Yun Junche ran out of the ward like Fei.
The doctors around him suddenly looked envious: "Your husband is really nice to you."
"Yeah yeah."
Shaking her head helplessly, Han Yi'er feebly walked out of bed and smiled faintly at the doctor: "He is not my husband, my husband has passed away..."
After saying these words, all the doctors looked guilty.
But Ai Mengmeng still maintained an indifferent smile and slowly left the ward...
"Haha... Baby, I'm sorry..." She stroked her belly with one hand, her expression full of endless motherly love: "Mom will never abuse you again in the future. I believe mom, you will definitely see more after you become director."
Beautiful world, at the same time..." His eyes gradually drifted out of the corridor window.
There were white clouds hanging in the sky above the exhibition. She breathed a sigh of relief and said quietly: "Dad will bless us in heaven to be happy forever..."