Maybe it was because of my narrow escape, but I found that I really let go of a lot of things.

He no longer blindly talks about others, and no longer looks strange whenever the word "Han Luoyin" is mentioned.

hehe……

Sometimes, it is easy to pick it up, but once you choose to let it go completely, you will be alone.

During the pregnancy period, I would occasionally go to the club during the day, chat online for a while at night, and then go to bed.

Han Xiye stayed in China for two months and then left. He went to Japan, where development seemed to be greater than in China.

Of course, this is definitely not admiration for foreigners, nor is it treason. We have to admit that Japan has many new technologies that we in China cannot access.

Once Japan's technology, which is superior to ours, is stolen back, why worry about China's slow development?

As the saying goes, learning from others’ strengths and making up for our shortcomings is the source of progress!

I don’t know if he is happy in Japan. Occasionally I will chat with Han Xiye on MSN.

In short, everything is dull. It seems that he and his wife Chiba Sayuri have not made any rapid progress. To paraphrase his words, just live a dull life. What is love or not? What is the end of life and death in love?

What to use?

It's right to think about it, what's the use of living and dying when it comes to an end?

Once Lao Yan is separated, it is each other who will be injured in the end...

As for Yun Junche, it seems that he has matured a lot. He and I are living alone. In order to avoid suspicion, he moved out of the villa and chose a house near the company.

There are very few opportunities for me to meet with him. At most, we occasionally talk on the phone every month to ask each other how we are doing.

Haha, I always feel that after Han Luoyin left, Yun Junche and I became a lot stranger...

Maybe, this would be good for both him and me.

Finally, I would like to mention Ping. After he left quietly that time, the entire European Pluto organization seemed to have disappeared. As a result, my Shenlongtang developed rapidly, and within half a year, it had traveled all over Europe.

Although I have never let go of my hatred for Ming, it is absolutely impossible to let go.

However, I finally chose to freeze this indelible hatred...

After all, if I hate him, I have to remember him, and I myself will suffer.

The only person who can leave a place in my heart is Han Luoyin, so why should I remember someone I shouldn't remember? Isn't it...

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As my belly gets bigger day by day, I am already nine months pregnant.

Being alone, I completely stopped going out and handed over the work of Shenlong Hall to Brother Wei and Brother Wu.

As for me, I chose to stay at home and raise my baby with peace of mind. People say that it is not easy to conceive in ten months. It is indeed true. I know it well.

well……

Lying on the sofa in the empty living room, I suddenly felt that no matter how big the room was, there were still not many people there.

"Baby, after you are born, you must make the family lively, do you understand?"

Think about it, my good friend Murong Qiu chose to leave first.

After that, Murong Jing and Lu Manxue passed away.

After that, there was the death of Han Luoyin.

Han Xiye left for Japan, and Yun Junche gradually moved away from me.

Really, peach blossoms are still nothing like grass and trees...

"Ding dong" As the doorbell rang, I walked to open the door with my belly full.

To be honest, I haven’t had a guest at home for a long time. Who could it be?

The moment I opened the door, I was stunned...

"Well……"

"HI!" What came out of the blue was Yun Ruoxi, whom she hadn't seen for a long time!

She was wearing a long one-piece dress, and her black hair was much shorter.

The originally sharp eyes are now full of softness.

To be honest, I haven't seen her for about a year, and she has undergone a 360° change, and she exudes a full sense of femininity.

but……

He frowned slightly, very curious, how could she come?

Looking back, he saw a man standing behind Yun Ruoxi...

this……

At first glance, I really couldn't recognize who he was.

I really didn’t expect that Yun Junche, who I hadn’t seen for half a year, would change so much!

He was originally extremely charming, but now he exudes a full sense of manliness and a bit of elegance.

Those evil and seductive eyes, after being placed in a pair of eyes, changed his whole temperament into a completely different kind of person.

Just like that kind of gentle gentleman.

Look at the navy blue formal suit he is wearing, paired with a dark tie to make him look more calm.

Huhu...

Who would have thought that the steady, gentlemanly, elegant, and mature man in front of him would be Yun Junche, who was so careless half a year ago?

"Long time no see, Mengmeng..." Yun Junche showed a charming and steady smile and took the lead in greeting me.

After regaining consciousness, he nodded slightly and hurriedly greeted: "Ruoxi, Che, come in quickly..."

Yun Ruoxi smiled slightly, stretched out her hand and straddled Yun Junche's arm, and the two of them passed me by like a pair of golden boys and girls.

Haha, no need to ask, maybe they are in love?

Sure enough, men and women who are nourished by love will grow rapidly.

However……

There is an indescribable feeling in my heart, like I envy them, but also like...

"Why are you here so suddenly?" He walked towards the living room with a smile and reluctantly reached out and picked up a teapot.

"I'll do it." Yun Junche said, taking the teapot from my hand and pouring three cups.

"Thinking about you being pregnant for almost nine months, Junche is afraid..."

"Ahem..." Yun Junche suddenly tightened his throat, interrupted Yun Ruoxi's words, and then smiled slightly and said: "That's it, we were afraid that you would have no one to take care of you, so we came to see you, how about it? Everything

Are you ok?"

Looking at Yun Junche's frown and smile, I couldn't help but think of another person...

He is Han Luoyin.

I really want to know what he would be like if he were still alive now.

Will he be even better than Yun Junche?

"Mengmeng?"

Yun Ruoxi interrupted my thoughts. I paused for a moment, diluted the tears that were almost flowing out, and forced out a smile: "It's okay. I can eat and sleep. The baby is naughty every day.

Kick me." He reached out and touched his belly, showing a false smile of happiness.

Because what I just said is all false...

Due to pregnancy, my legs developed severe swelling two months ago.

Every step feels heavy.

Although the part-time worker at home would cook me some nutritious food every day, I didn't like to eat those foods at all.

You can eat whatever you want early in the morning.

Once when I went out for a physical examination, I saw a couple of happy men and women sitting at the door. I couldn't describe the sorrow in my heart with words.

Looking at the women with big bellies, they said to their husbands, "Honey, I want to eat pizza today."

‘Husband, I want to go shopping today’

Every time I see this kind of scene, I hide far away. I don’t want to compare myself with others, and I don’t want to be unhappy, so I can only choose to stay at home all day long, not smelling, not asking, even the TV

Don’t go and see…

Moreover, the baby in my belly was really naughty. It kept asking me questions all day long and kicked me so much that it hurt. Once, I even thought I was going to die. I crawled to the phone in embarrassment and just made a call.

, the labor pain suddenly disappeared. Alas...

(When I write this, I have basically cried. You can imagine how helpless a single mother feels when she is pregnant without her husband.
To be continued...