Part Four Chapter Thirty: Peach Blossoms Are Still Nothing
Maybe it was because of my narrow escape, but I found that I really let go of a lot of things.
He no longer blindly talks about others, and no longer looks strange whenever the word "Han Luoyin" is mentioned.
hehe……
Sometimes, it is easy to pick it up, but once you choose to let it go completely, you will be alone.
During the pregnancy period, I would occasionally go to the club during the day, chat online for a while at night, and then go to bed.
Han Xiye stayed in China for two months and then left. He went to Japan, where development seemed to be greater than in China.
Of course, this is definitely not admiration for foreigners, nor is it treason. We have to admit that Japan has many new technologies that we in China cannot access.
Once Japan's technology, which is superior to ours, is stolen back, why worry about China's slow development?
As the saying goes, learning from others’ strengths and making up for our shortcomings is the source of progress!
I don’t know if he is happy in Japan. Occasionally I will chat with Han Xiye on MSN.
In short, everything is dull. It seems that he and his wife Chiba Sayuri have not made any rapid progress. To paraphrase his words, just live a dull life. What is love or not? What is the end of life and death in love?
What to use?
It's right to think about it, what's the use of living and dying when it comes to an end?
Once Lao Yan is separated, it is each other who will be injured in the end...
As for Yun Junche, it seems that he has matured a lot. He and I are living alone. In order to avoid suspicion, he moved out of the villa and chose a house near the company.
There are very few opportunities for me to meet with him. At most, we occasionally talk on the phone every month to ask each other how we are doing.
Haha, I always feel that after Han Luoyin left, Yun Junche and I became a lot stranger...
Maybe, this would be good for both him and me.
Finally, I would like to mention Ping. After he left quietly that time, the entire European Pluto organization seemed to have disappeared. As a result, my Shenlongtang developed rapidly, and within half a year, it had traveled all over Europe.
Although I have never let go of my hatred for Ming, it is absolutely impossible to let go.
However, I finally chose to freeze this indelible hatred...
After all, if I hate him, I have to remember him, and I myself will suffer.
The only person who can leave a place in my heart is Han Luoyin, so why should I remember someone I shouldn't remember? Isn't it...
As my belly gets bigger day by day, I am already nine months pregnant.
Being alone, I completely stopped going out and handed over the work of Shenlong Hall to Brother Wei and Brother Wu.
As for me, I chose to stay at home and raise my baby with peace of mind. People say that it is not easy to conceive in ten months. It is indeed true. I know it well.
well……
Lying on the sofa in the empty living room, I suddenly felt that no matter how big the room was, there were still not many people there.
"Baby, after you are born, you must make the family lively, do you understand?"
Think about it, my good friend Murong Qiu chose to leave first.
After that, Murong Jing and Lu Manxue passed away.
After that, there was the death of Han Luoyin.
Han Xiye left for Japan, and Yun Junche gradually moved away from me.
Really, peach blossoms are still nothing like grass and trees...
"Ding dong" As the doorbell rang, I walked to open the door with my belly full.
To be honest, I haven’t had a guest at home for a long time. Who could it be?
The moment I opened the door, I was stunned...
"Well……"
"HI!" What came out of the blue was Yun Ruoxi, whom she hadn't seen for a long time!
She was wearing a long one-piece dress, and her black hair was much shorter.
The originally sharp eyes are now full of softness.
To be honest, I haven't seen her for about a year, and she has undergone a 360° change, and she exudes a full sense of femininity.
but……
He frowned slightly, very curious, how could she come?
Looking back, he saw a man standing behind Yun Ruoxi...
this……
At first glance, I really couldn't recognize who he was.
I really didn’t expect that Yun Junche, who I hadn’t seen for half a year, would change so much!
He was originally extremely charming, but now he exudes a full sense of manliness and a bit of elegance.
Those evil and seductive eyes, after being placed in a pair of eyes, changed his whole temperament into a completely different kind of person.
Just like that kind of gentle gentleman.
Look at the navy blue formal suit he is wearing, paired with a dark tie to make him look more calm.
Huhu...
Who would have thought that the steady, gentlemanly, elegant, and mature man in front of him would be Yun Junche, who was so careless half a year ago?
"Long time no see, Mengmeng..." Yun Junche showed a charming and steady smile and took the lead in greeting me.
After regaining consciousness, he nodded slightly and hurriedly greeted: "Ruoxi, Che, come in quickly..."
Yun Ruoxi smiled slightly, stretched out her hand and straddled Yun Junche's arm, and the two of them passed me by like a pair of golden boys and girls.
Haha, no need to ask, maybe they are in love?
Sure enough, men and women who are nourished by love will grow rapidly.
However……
There is an indescribable feeling in my heart, like I envy them, but also like...
"Why are you here so suddenly?" He walked towards the living room with a smile and reluctantly reached out and picked up a teapot.
"I'll do it." Yun Junche said, taking the teapot from my hand and pouring three cups.
"Thinking about you being pregnant for almost nine months, Junche is afraid..."
"Ahem..." Yun Junche suddenly tightened his throat, interrupted Yun Ruoxi's words, and then smiled slightly and said: "That's it, we were afraid that you would have no one to take care of you, so we came to see you, how about it? Everything
Are you ok?"
Looking at Yun Junche's frown and smile, I couldn't help but think of another person...
He is Han Luoyin.
I really want to know what he would be like if he were still alive now.
Will he be even better than Yun Junche?
"Mengmeng?"
Yun Ruoxi interrupted my thoughts. I paused for a moment, diluted the tears that were almost flowing out, and forced out a smile: "It's okay. I can eat and sleep. The baby is naughty every day.
Kick me." He reached out and touched his belly, showing a false smile of happiness.
Because what I just said is all false...
Due to pregnancy, my legs developed severe swelling two months ago.
Every step feels heavy.
Although the part-time worker at home would cook me some nutritious food every day, I didn't like to eat those foods at all.
You can eat whatever you want early in the morning.
Once when I went out for a physical examination, I saw a couple of happy men and women sitting at the door. I couldn't describe the sorrow in my heart with words.
Looking at the women with big bellies, they said to their husbands, "Honey, I want to eat pizza today."
‘Husband, I want to go shopping today’
Every time I see this kind of scene, I hide far away. I don’t want to compare myself with others, and I don’t want to be unhappy, so I can only choose to stay at home all day long, not smelling, not asking, even the TV
Don’t go and see…
Moreover, the baby in my belly was really naughty. It kept asking me questions all day long and kicked me so much that it hurt. Once, I even thought I was going to die. I crawled to the phone in embarrassment and just made a call.
, the labor pain suddenly disappeared. Alas...
(When I write this, I have basically cried. You can imagine how helpless a single mother feels when she is pregnant without her husband.
First of all, she is unhappy, has a bad temper, feels like vomiting when she looks at anything, and has an unstable temper. At this time, only her husband's love can calm the worries in the pregnant woman's heart.
After all, she just became a mother for the first time.
As your belly grows, you will experience swelling and difficulty walking. At this time, you still need your husband's comfort and assistance.
And she...
But Ai Mengmeng had nothing, and there was no one beside her. Even Yunjun let her go all night, maybe he had his own reasons...)
"Mengmeng." Yun Junche suddenly spoke, smiled lightly, and looked around: "I happen to have time today, let's go out to have a meal together."
"Uh..." A burst of ecstasy ignited in my heart, but in an instant, I reluctantly shook my head: "Haha, I won't go, you can go."
Suddenly I realized that I have never been out of the house, and now I am a little afraid of seeing people.
Seeing my refusal, Yun Junche touched Yun Ruoxi next to her. Seeing this, she hurriedly persuaded: "Let's go, Mengmeng, it's not easy for us to come here. We can't ask you to do it for us as a pregnant woman."
Let’s eat? And we are guests, do you have the heart to ask us to cook?”
"..." He smiled slightly and nodded helplessly: "Okay then..."
Not knowing how to describe her current mood, Yun Ruoxi stood up reluctantly. Yun Ruoxi was slightly stunned: "Mengmeng, why don't you go change clothes?"
All of a sudden...
My complexion quickly heated up, thinking that I probably haven't modified my appearance for a long time.
The part-time worker washes my clothes once a week, but because I'm pregnant now, I'm afraid of an accident in the bathroom, so I haven't washed them for a long time.
Looking at the two people who are changing better and better before their eyes, they look at themselves...
It can be described as "beyond all recognition".
"Ahem..." Yun Junche coughed softly, smiled awkwardly, put his hands in his pockets and stood up: "It doesn't matter, that's it, it's fine."
"Hehe...hehe...how about you wait for me to get off." He smiled nervously and walked quickly towards the second floor.
Yun Junche quickly followed me and grabbed my arm.
Turning around quickly, he was stunned for a moment, then let go of his hand in embarrassment, his expression was unnatural, and his eyes were erratic: "Um, Mengmeng, there is no need to dress up in any way, we are just having a simple meal.
.”
"Yeah...oh...I understand..." Yun Junche nodded slightly, feeling unnatural, which made me inexplicably nervous.
I really don’t understand why there was such a big gap between me and him after not seeing each other for half a year...
When I left the villa, the bright sunshine outside made me unable to open my eyes.
The weather in September is neither too cold nor too hot. It is really crisp and refreshing in autumn, and the air is pleasant.
Sitting in the car, looking at the fallen leaves on the roadside, I had a panoramic view of the autumn scene.
I just discovered that it is really good to come out once in a while after being kept at home for many years!
We randomly found a hotel nearby, and after Yun Junche parked the car, we entered this high-end hotel together.
The hotel door's adaptation is very respectful to Yun Junche. After all, he is now the CEO of a multinational company!
"Mr. Yun, the private room has been prepared for you."
After the waiter said politely, he opened the door of a high-end private room.
Yun Junche and Yun Junche sat across from me. He reached out and handed me the menu: "Mengmeng, just order whatever you want to eat."
Swallowing his saliva, he asked tentatively: "Is it appropriate for me to order?"
"of course."
I rummaged through the menu excitedly, my eyes shining like a "wolf". It had really been a long time since I had eaten my favorite dish.
I guess I ordered about twenty dishes in one go. The waiter was dumbfounded, and Yun Ruoxi also looked at me blankly.
Only Yun Junche kept smiling.
He nodded shyly and took a sip of water awkwardly: "Sorry, I..."
"Haha, it's okay. If you want to eat something else, you can order it again. Even if you don't eat it, it doesn't matter." Yun Junche's soft words showed gentleness and consideration.
My heart was inexplicably ignited, a throbbing I hadn't seen in a long time...
"Heh...hehe..." He smiled awkwardly and lowered his head with wandering eyes.
"Ring-----Ring------Ring" Suddenly, Yun Ruoxi's phone rang: "Sorry, I'm going out to take a call..."
"Oh..." Yun Junche was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't want her to leave.
When Yun Ruoxi left, only Yun Junche and I were left in the entire private room. The air seemed to be condensed, making it even more suffocating.
Suddenly I felt like, could it be that he and I would never have the same topic again?
"Dream……"
"thorough……"
We both spoke at the same time. We were stunned for a moment, then smiled awkwardly: "You go ahead and say it first."
"I..." Suddenly Yun Junche stood up and nodded a little shyly: "I'm going to the bathroom and will be back in a while."
I frowned and looked at his leaving back with confusion. I always felt that he seemed to be avoiding me...
No matter the way he looks at me, talks to me, or is alone with me, he seems to be afraid of having direct contact with me.
Ah……
I don’t understand what he is so embarrassed about?
Since it’s so unnatural to meet each other, why bother to meet each other????
Sitting in her seat, waiting quietly for them to come back, the time passed "tick tock...tick tock...", and suddenly the door of the private room opened. Yun Ruoxi looked guilty and walked in in a hurry: "I'm sorry, Mengmeng, I
It's a bit urgent, I need to leave, please come back and tell Junche..."
"Alas..." Before I could reply, Yun Ruoxi had already disappeared.
Probably less than 10 minutes after she left, Yun Junche finally came back.
He opened the door and looked inside the room, his eyes full of surprise: "Ruoxi hasn't come back yet?"
"No..." I shook my head and stood up with difficulty: "Che, if Xi has left beforehand..."
When I finished saying this, Yun Junche's brows knitted together for an instant.
She smiled awkwardly and walked slowly in his direction: "Che, I think... let's do this for today. I feel a little uncomfortable and want to go home first..."
"Well..." He nodded thoughtfully, and after a while he calmed down: "What? Mengmeng, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Well, it's a little bit, but it's nothing serious. That's it..."
"Then... why don't I take you back?" He looked embarrassed.
He smiled faintly and shook his head: "I just called the housekeeping, and I guess the nanny van they sent has already picked me up."
"Oh... okay then..." He nodded, and politely opened the door to the private room, with an awkward look on his face as to whether he should send me downstairs or ask me to go downstairs by myself.
Haha, he sighed helplessly, raised his hand and picked up the phone: "Hello, Xiao Zhang? Are you downstairs?"
"..."
"Please come into the hotel and pick me up. I'll be waiting for you at the elevator on the third floor." He hung up the phone and turned to look at Yun Junche: "I'm leaving now. See you next time."
Today, there is no connection point between me and him.
Taking care of me is a matter of friendship, not taking care of me is a duty, and I cannot cause any trouble to others.
Within the scope of my ability, I will try my best to put less burden on Yun Junche and make it less difficult for him. Therefore, for now, I only need to maintain a relationship of mutual acquaintance with him...
"See you next time..." He nodded slightly and smiled at me indifferently.
The moment I turned around...
There was a sourness in my nose for some reason, and the tears in my eyes finally couldn't help but fall.
Don't understand why you are crying?
Why are you crying???
Do pregnant women have high mood swings?
Maybe……
Maybe……
Now I realize what a wrong decision I made today!
"Miss Ai." Not far from the elevator, the housekeeping staff who picked me up was already waiting for me.
He took a deep breath, quickly wiped away his tears, and entered the elevator with her.
After pressing the symbol key for the first floor, the elevator door slowly closed, but at this moment...
A pair of hands blocked the elevator door from closing, and with a strong push, the originally closed elevator door opened again.
And the person who suddenly appeared was Yun Junche!
He was panting and looking at me, and his expression at this moment had an indescribable sense of familiarity.
It seems that I am longing for something and missing something...
"Mengmeng..." After calming down his panting breaths, he took off the glasses on his nose. It was as if the familiar and friendly Yun Junche from before was back.
It’s just that his appearance hasn’t changed, but what about his inside?
I waited puzzledly for him to continue speaking. After a while, he said in a slightly pleading tone: "If you can endure your uncomfortable 'body' until you finish this lunch, can you consider eating it with me?"
Where are the 20 dishes you ordered??”
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Dear friends, today’s posts add up to a total of 10,000 words.
To be honest, I didn’t even know how many times I cried when I was writing it. Anyway, I felt like I was crying all the time and felt very depressed.
In fact, I had already expected that this kind of sad feeling would appear, so I would update it in paragraphs, and then update it all at once.
If it were updated every day and everyone would feel uncomfortable every day, why bother?
The next update will be on June 5th and will be released to the end all at once.
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