Time seems to have frozen, and the only things that move are the memories of the past.

He looked at me, and I looked at him. Our eyes met, but neither of us spoke. We let time run wild, and we didn’t even know when Ming left the room...

It can be felt that Yun Junche is in pain, and his heart is constantly struggling and dissociating.

I once remembered that a female researcher said that a man will have more than two women in his life.

Women will have two men in their lives, one is their first love and the other is their husband. Only in this way can they enjoy true love and become a complete woman.

And my first love is Han Luoyin, so my future husband seems to be Yun Junche, but it's a pity...

I have transcended this category.

Being between three men, then a woman like me can be called a slut...

Since he doesn't speak, it's up to me to say: "Che, I've thought about it carefully and we still don't want to be together."

I don’t know what kind of expression I used to say these words. When the words fell, Yun Junche didn’t say anything or had any expression. He just stood quietly.

And I changed back into my clothes, sat on the edge of the bed, and stared at the blue sky in a daze...

An hour has passed...

Two hours have passed...

Since I said that, we still haven't had any communication.

Sometimes I wonder if he is struggling to convince himself and reluctantly accept me?

Or maybe he really can't accept me but doesn't know how to speak?

unknown……

I really can't figure out his thoughts this time...

"Ding dong" Suddenly, there was a doorbell ringing outside the door, and he and I were stunned at the same time.

It seems that the hypothesis we predicted before has really come true.

Han Luoyin, you really delivered it, my birthday gift this year!!!

"Mengmeng!" At this time, Yun Junche suddenly called me. This was the first time he spoke, but it was not because of the future between the two of us, but...

Standing up, he and I rushed out of the door at the same time...

The moment you open the door...

"What's wrong! Ming took action first!" The postman who delivered the package was already lying in a pool of blood. The package in his hand was also opened wantonly, but the contents were missing...

"Buzz... buzz..." The sound of a car starting came from the courtyard. Yun Junche and I looked at each other and ran towards the car quickly.

Unexpectedly, before he could arrive, Ming's car had already started.

"Come!" Yun Junche said anxiously, pulling me into another car quickly, starting the car quickly, and chasing Ming's car as he left.

Sitting next to him, looking at Yun Junche's angry and anxious expression, it seemed that he couldn't see through the real thoughts in his heart at the moment...

[Switch, Yun Junche's thoughts]

When I opened the door of Mengmeng's bedroom and saw everything in the house, my whole heart instantly became shattered...

I fell in love with her a year and a half ago, but she chose my good friend Han Luoyin.

I really never thought that even so, I could persist in loving her.

Even if there is no result, even if only one person reaches old age, he will only end up with an unattainable ending, I still haven't given up my love for her.

Sometimes, I complain and complain that Han Luoyin takes away the path I should take again and again. The path I want to take is obviously me who fell in love with Mengmeng first, but he got the advantage instead. Why is this?

I even complained, why am I not Han Luoyin, and Han Luoyin is not me?

We were born on the same day, and my mother also said that we happened to be in the same hospital when we were born, but why are our lives so different?!

If we changed our identities, then it should be me who is with Mengmeng.

However……

When Han Luoyin passed away, I still held this thought. If I were Han Luoyin, I could die for him, and he could continue to be with Mengmeng...

But as time passed, Mengmeng and I lived under the same roof after Han Luoyin left.

In this world where there will be no Han Luoyin, I feel that I can no longer control the opportunities, but evade them again and again.

I didn’t take the initiative to cater to Mengmeng and tell her...

I want to take care of her and love her for the rest of my life, but it seems that I have been waiting for Mengmeng to ask for me.

Although I understand that if I don't work hard, I will never be able to wait for her to choose me.

That day, Ming's words completely made me reflect!

I know it's time for me to work hard and take action. Han Luoyin is no longer here and I shouldn't be in passive mode anymore!!!

That day, Mengmeng talked to me and begged me to leave her.

At that time, no one could understand the pain in my heart.

But I didn’t say anything, I just held her quietly all night, and chose to travel far away alone with a suitcase on my back...

Because, I know, sooner or later, I will come back, and when I come back, Mengmeng will definitely become my woman!!

A few days before leaving, I had been in a closed state, keeping myself firmly in a claustrophobic state.

Living in a sparsely populated rural area, watching the sunrise and sunset.

It is strange that an old couple would walk hand in hand every time they arrive at sunset.

Finally I couldn't help but chat with them, and found out that love is not a momentary heartbeat, but a long-lasting dependence...

And Han Luoyin is exactly what Mengmeng's heart beats at that moment. As for me...

Since she is always dependent on each other!

In comparison, I'm glad I didn't take Han Luoyin's path, otherwise I would have been heartbroken at that moment, but he would have been dependent on me forever...

When we get together again, I must tell her that I love her and will wait for her forever! Be her permanent dependence! No matter what happens...

Yes, no matter what happens...

I don't mind, she and Han Luoyin have a past, who hasn't?

If we were to investigate, how terrible would my past be? Didn’t Mengmeng not pursue it?

Men and women are actually equal...

However, when I saw the scene between her and Ming, my heart seemed to be torn into pieces.

Silence doesn't mean that I can't accept her, but...

I can't accept myself!

Why is he so incompetent and unable to protect the woman he loves, and the woman he loves is bullied by other men, but he sleeps leisurely outside the house?

Ashamed, I couldn't answer Mengmeng's words. It was because I failed to protect her. Even if we were separated, it was not her fault.

I think……

I still don’t have the ability to make the woman I love happy.

I was too eager to achieve everything with Mengmeng. Now think about it, should I calm down enough to settle everything and say "I love you" when I can confirm that I can give Mengmeng lasting happiness?

* * * *

Thinking of this, Yun Junche suddenly increased the accelerator, and with a hint of resentment, he passed Ming's motorcycle on the highway at a very fast speed.

"Mengmeng!"

Ai Mengmeng next to her was stunned by the sudden words: "What?"

"If I kill Ming, will you marry me?"

At this moment, Ai Mengmeng was stunned...

She could not have imagined that Yun Junche, who had been silent for so long, would give such an answer?!

Can he still accept that he finds an unclean woman?

Can I still love myself?

Why was this what he was thinking about until this moment?

Kill Ming...

Are you taking revenge for yourself and Yin?

Are you trying to wash away your own shame?

However, my own shame has already seeped into my heart, so why did I have to untie my knot because of Ming's death?

Shaking her head, smiling faintly, she responded: "Just talking..."

At this moment, Yun Junche took action, because in front of him was a broken bridge!

With a "Zila" sound, the car stopped quickly at the end of the broken bridge. Because the speed of the car was too fast, Yun Junche blocked Ai Mengmeng from flying out of the car with one hand, while he himself broke through the seat belt, and the whole person flew out of the car.
To be continued...