I know that I have done crazy things again. When I was 15 years old, I almost beat someone to death while drinking, and I was almost sent to a Japanese labor camp.
I don’t know why, but since my parents died, whenever I touch alcohol, I will enter another state. I want to kill people, curse people, and vent. I look like a devil.
Looking at the injury on Han Luoyin's forehead in front of me, I knew it must be me.
Although……
I really want to beat him, but I feel bad if I beat him without knowing it. (Sister, do you really want to repent?)
He slowly walked towards me and took the cloth away from my mouth.
I lowered my head guiltily: "I'm sorry." I said I wanted to beat him, but he really didn't do anything too extreme to me. I shouldn't hurt people like this for no reason. Today I am facing Han Luoyin
, he has the skills to subdue me, but what if he meets someone who is powerless? Will I kill them?
I will never drink again in the future, I will never drink again.
But this was Han Luoyin's own fault. It was really depressing to give me something with alcohol in it when he brought me a drink.
"Are you... having a violent disorder?"
"Yes." He nodded slightly: "Under normal circumstances, it is normal. It will be exposed a little when you see blood, but it will be completely exposed after drinking alcohol."
My irritability is gradually increasing. The more I can't control my mind, the more I want to hurt people. When I'm drunk, I can basically be classified as a dangerous person.
He gently loosened the ropes that tied my wrists and feet, and pulled my wrists that were bruised from being tied. I saw...
His eyes were very gentle, a gentleness I had never seen before. The coldness was gone, the hatred was gone, and they were replaced by gentleness.
When he is with his girlfriend, he also shows such a gentle expression, right? No wonder Luo Xinran becomes his girlfriend.
“What causes outbursts?”
Haha, what's the reason? I said that the irritability caused by the death of my parents was just a single side. I have never told anyone about the real side...