But when he heard the words Yin Zexi from Jin Taotao's mouth again, he no longer seemed so calm and calm. He felt that there must be something between him and her.
An inexplicable panic quietly arose in Lu Zichuan's heart.
Jin Taotao paused, not holding on because Lu Zichuan's face instantly darkened. Since he had to face it, he might as well face it thoroughly at once.
"Rather than saying that I met Yin Zexi after entering B.L., it would be better to say that we met five years ago. Five years ago, God made a very boring joke, causing me to fall into the trap of relatives when I first entered society.
The trap he laid, ended up involving Yin Zexi, and he also had a child - he is Xiao Yi."
At this point, Jin Taotao raised her eyes in shame and turned her gaze to Lu Zichuan. When she finished speaking, she lamented what she relied on to tell this story. Perhaps, the person who deserved the most pain and sorrow was
It's not him, but Lu Zichuan. He is the real victim and the one who has been kept in the dark.
And what Jin Taotao said was like a needle pricking into Lu Zichuan's heart, leaving countless pinholes, but not a trace of bright red.
His hand on the sofa became tighter and tighter, and soon, several irregular marks appeared under his palm. Even though he comforted himself countless times before Jin Taotao spoke, no matter how serious something happened, he would still
Stay calm, keep smiling, and keep your heart full of passion for her.
Because this opportunity came so hard, he wished he could hold Jin Taotao in his hands, so how could he be willing to give up what he cherished most because of external reasons?
However, he finally admitted that he was not great enough, and an indescribable impulse was ready to move in his body, as if it was about to explode at the next moment.
The two of them were silent like this, but they could still feel the helplessness and despair from each other. Jin Taotao was also mentally prepared. No matter what choice Lu Zichuan would make, give up or persist, haha, persistence may no longer exist.
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She will accept it with a smile.
After all, Lu Zichuan was Lu Zichuan, not Yin Zexi, and he didn't do things so thoughtlessly. Even though he was in so much pain at the moment, his heart was filled with one thing, leaving no room for any other emotion, and it was Jin Taotao.
Now all actions are controlled by her, not to mention, if you really love her, you should trust her and comfort her when she encounters misfortune or dies.
Thinking of this, Lu Zichuan's face finally cleared up and the moon appeared, and a smile so beautiful that even women were jealous hung on the corner of his mouth as always.
The sincere eyes are looking at Jin Taotao firmly, and there is something that you can't say: "It doesn't matter, I don't care about this, the important thing is that I can always accompany you in the future!" The sincere eyes are looking at Jin Taotao firmly,
There is an indescribable persistence.
In the end, he still chose his heart. So what about five years ago, what about God's joke, and what about the complicated relationship with Yin Zexi now?
Jin Taotao's head that had been buried low suddenly raised, her almond-shaped eyes flashed with astonishment, "What did you just say?"
Did you hear that right? In imagination, Lu Zichuan should have slammed the door and left. More seriously, he would never come here again, and he would not even see him again.
The smile on Lu Zichuan's lips deepened. He probably liked Jin Taotao like this. He seemed to be prepared to wrap Jin Taotao's hand in his palm.
"Miss Jin Taotao, please listen clearly. I don't care about what happened to you before. What I love is your person, not what happened to you. Let alone five years ago, it was ten years ago. Two
Ten years ago, you were still you! This cannot be changed!"
Lu Zichuan secretly made up his mind that he would never let Jin Taotao, who had already been desperate once, despair again because of him. Everything was in the past, and no one had the obligation to pay for what happened in the past.
He only hopes that he and she will have a new beginning.
This time Jin Taotao finally no longer had to doubt his ears, and this man did not disappoint him. The problem he had been struggling with seemed so simple to him.
Although Lu Zichuan looked very disapproving on the surface, she knew better that underneath the comfortable smile was an indescribable pain. She also knew that all this was just because he loved her deeply.
"No! Zichuan! It's me who's sorry for you. It's me who deceived you in the beginning. It's me who's too selfish. Please don't put up with my fault any more!"
Jin Taotao jerked her hand back, and now she realized that she was such a bad woman, and he was so handsome, so tall, so wise, so elegant, and such a considerate man.
Maybe, before him, countless women who were hundreds of times better than him had pursued him, but he had never even glanced at her, and now he was trapped in such a bad woman. Maybe, it was still too late to let go.
There was a trace of expectation and pleading in Jin Taotao's tone, Zichuan, leave me!
Lu Zichuan looked at Jin Taotao in surprise at first. The Jin Taotao he knew was a positive, optimistic and lively girl. He had never seen her give up on herself like this. This was really not like her, and he didn't like her like this either.
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Lu Zichuan's heart ached with pain when he saw Jin Taotao looking upset and guilty, even a little sad that someone was rubbing salt on the wound.
How could he bear to see her sad?
None of this was her intention at all, and she was the victim many times from the beginning to the end of this story. If she had to give up on this relationship that had just begun because of this incident, then the deep love she had for her would be meaningless.
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When Lu Zichuan's thoughts slowly cooled down, he felt how great, how strong, and how lovely the woman sitting in front of him was.
Naturally, Lu Zichuan hugged Jin Taotao into his arms without any preparation. This was also the first time the two of them had such close contact after graduation.
It was also this "first time" that Lu Zichuan's face showed an unnoticeable nervousness and shyness. If he hadn't felt his own heartbeat, he might have thought that all this was an illusion.
The smile on the corner of her mouth looked happy and satisfied. This was love. Although he knew that Jin Taotao might not have him in her heart for the time being, he believed that one day, there would be a place for him there.
"Taotao, don't think about what happened before, okay? The only thing you have to do now is to happily enjoy our happiness together. Please don't deprive me of this right again!"
Lu Zichuan said it so gently and so naturally. What was originally a very bad thing sounded like the right thing to do. Of course Jin Taotao understood that this was just Lu Zichuan not letting himself be troubled by it.
He can actually do this, so why can't he let go? Do he want to push such a man away again? He can't do it!
After finishing speaking, Lu Zichuan's hand around Jin Taotao's waist became a little tighter, and he could even vaguely feel the beating of Jin Taotao's heart, as well as his body temperature, and a fragrance that he had never smelled before.
It turned out that being close to her was such a wonderful feeling, and Lu Zichuan couldn't help but be intoxicated by it. If possible, he hoped to freeze this moment.
"Taotao!" Lu Zichuan called softly.
"Huh?" Jin Taotao raised her head in surprise and cast her eyes on him.
"Are you really willing to leave Xiaoyi with Yin Zexi?" Of course Lu Zichuan knew the pain of losing a child, and he believed even more that all this was because Jin Taotao couldn't help himself.
Jin Taotao glanced to one side with some resentment, which made her feel permanent pain in her heart. If possible, she would of course be willing to guard Jin Xiaoyi all the time, but... "Zichuan, many things are related to the body."
I can't help but, if Xiaoyi can live a better life, what if I, the mother, give up?"
It seemed that Jin Taotao said it so easily, but who knew that when this matter was mentioned, she would be the most hurt?
At this point, Lu Zichuan had already understood. Those eyes that were always gentle and affectionate burst out with frightening gleams, which seemed to be different from his past.
This is the woman he loves most in his arms. If he really loves her, then he should do something for her.
Turning the camera, Yin Zexi's slender legs walked out of Tianli Company with long strides. Along the way, he always attracted the peeping eyes of various female employees of the company. In the past, anyone discovered by Yin Zexi would always be ruthlessly persuaded.
retreat.
But today, due to the arrival of Yin Anran, Yin Zexi seemed to be in a good mood, so he just turned a blind eye and passed by.
According to Yin Anran's promise, he would definitely help Yin Zexi handle this matter, so he naturally imagined that his sister would tie him up and deal with Jin Taotao?
When he just opened the car door, a strange but still freshly remembered voice came from behind him.
"President Yin!"
Yin Zexi turned around, and sure enough, the person who appeared in front of him was Lu Zichuan, a man who made him jealous whenever he mentioned it.
"Lu Zichuan?" He frowned slightly, with a hint of suspicion and impatience. Apart from strong competition, there didn't seem to be any special relationship between him and him?
Could it be because;;;;; Lu Zichuan smiled politely and seemed confident, "I am Lu Zichuan. Although President Yin and I have met on many occasions, this time is our real meeting.
, I wonder if we can have a cup of tea together when you have time?"