No one can give Su Nuoan an answer about the mysterious flower sender. However, it is said that Lei Lige has begun a secret investigation.
This night, Han Xichen once again confessed to Su Nuoan: "An'an, I like you. Regardless of whether there are past memories or not, I will always be with you."
Su Nuoan was completely stunned and stood in the room. She was placing her hand on the curtain. She raised it slightly and froze. She forgot to put it down. She looked at Han Xichen's sincere eyes in shock and couldn't say a word for a long time.
Reply to him.
Her eyes are a little moist...
forever.
Han Xichen said the word "forever" to her.
It seems that Feng Qianyu, who is an activist, has never said anything to her. Feng Qianyu said many domineering and gentle words to her, but he never said forever.
The word forever has never been promised to Su Nuoan in her life. Her mother did not, her father did not, her brother did not, and Feng Qianyu did not. They were once the closest people to Su Nuoan in the world, but even
None of them promised her forever, but Han Xichen said it now.
I want warmth, I want to rely on, I want someone to be by my side and never leave. This has nothing to do with love, it's really because Su Nuoan is too lonely.
The curtains she held in her hands parted. Su Nuoan stepped forward and hugged the warm embrace with tears in her eyes. She said:
"Feng Qianyu, don't leave me."
——Yes, even Su Nuoan himself didn't realize that she was calling Feng Qianyu's name.
Han Xichen's back was stiff because of this, she was at a loss and felt very lost.
The next day when Su Nuoan was working, Han Xichen suddenly appeared. He took two movie tickets as excitedly as a child and asked Su Nuoan to watch a movie.
It was the community aunt who gave him the movie tickets, and it was the community aunt who taught him that couples should go to the movies on a date.
Su Nuoan felt that Han Xichen was pitiful, cute and ridiculous. There were still people dating in this way, and she no longer regarded him as a lover.
But she couldn't bear to see the disappointed look in his eyes, so Su Nuoan went to the cinema with him temporarily.
Su Nuoan has not been to the cinema for many years. At that time, everyone went to the cinema to watch movies. But now, people go to the cinema to fall in love.
Less than ten minutes after entering the venue, I saw at least three couples kissing passionately, sweet and selfless, maintaining the same movement for a long time without changing.
Han Xichen was a little shy and nervous at first, but after a while, she realized that the movie was really good. She stared at the screen with wide eyes and stayed still, no longer caring about the people beside her who were passionately in love.
"Harry Potter" was shown on the screen, and Su Nuoan had watched it a long time ago. She didn't like the unscrupulous couples around her who didn't care about anything. In fact, she was a little envious of these people in her heart.
If she had been braver and ignored everything, would she have been able to be happily together with Feng Qianyu?
Su Nuo'an felt like she had a lump in her throat and felt very uncomfortable. She started to make small moves. One moment she asked Han Xichen if he wanted to eat popcorn, and the next moment she asked him if he wanted to drink water. One moment she said it was very hot, and the next moment she said
It was so cold. Sometimes she felt the air was too stuffy and uncomfortable, and sometimes she felt the light in the room was too dark. In short, it was obvious that she didn't like the current atmosphere of the cinema and was in a bad mood.
So, because Su Nuoan moved too frequently, someone from behind knocked on the back of her chair and protested: "Please don't make noise in the cinema!"
Su Nuoan could only be speechless, sitting there sulking.
Han Xichen leaned over and said softly: "Come on, An'an, we won't watch anymore, let's go home."
Su Nuoan was surprised: "Didn't you enjoy watching it? Isn't the movie not over yet?"
Han Xichen looked at the screen again with some nostalgia and said very matter-of-factly: "But you will be bored here and in a bad mood, so I have to leave with you. Come on, let's go."
Just because she was bored and in a bad mood, he wanted to take me away from here.
——Su Nuoan lost her voice and paused. In the past, only Feng Qianyu would treat her pure complaints as true and treat her with caution and care like Han Xichen did.
He is naive and does not understand the world, but he is the best person in the world to her, Su Nuoan, besides Feng Qianyu. Maybe Han Xichen's illness has not been good, and their relationship will be more harmonious without love.
, there is no hatred, no disagreement, and no separation.
Han Xichen has become much more cheerful and positive than before.
He would take the initiative to take Su Nuoan for a walk, and would pester Su Nuoan to go shopping with him in the supermarket. Under the introduction of the community aunt, he would rent various old DVDs from the 1960s and 1970s, and relive the Anti-Japanese War with Su Nuoan at home.
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Su Nuoan rarely goes out to eat anymore, but Han Xichen cooks in person. Han Xichen is very smart, learns quickly, and has become very good at cooking.
Su Nuoan didn't know whether this was a good idea or not. It seemed that Han Xichen was becoming more and more personal now. He was no longer just like a silly big boy. His brain function was becoming more and more perfect. The book said this
It is a characteristic of memory recovery!
If he recovers his memory, will everything about peace and tranquility change again? Will it complicate their relationship again? Will they take advantage of each other again?
On this day, Han Xichen finally told Su Nuoan that he was going out to work.
Su Nuoan refused without thinking: "No, no, no, not allowed." She still didn't trust him.
I thought that Han Xichen would obediently give up the ridiculous idea of going out to work before the disease is cured, and would do as before, unconditionally do what Su Nuoan said and regard her words as an imperial edict. However, Han Xichen was unexpected this time.
Unexpectedly, Su Nuoan's determination has never been so firm!
When Su Nuo'an was not at home, he sneaked to the construction site to do temporary work, and did so for several weeks. Although Su Nuo'an felt that Han Xichen's face seemed paler than usual, he didn't notice anything unusual.
Until a week later, Han Xichen had an accident at the construction site. When she came home, her head was bandaged with gauze.
Su Nuoan was shocked, but Han Xichen smiled as innocently as a child, excitedly waving a wad of bills and told her that he had made seven hundred yuan.
This surprised Su Nuoan! After the surprise, anger followed!
For a mere seven hundred yuan, he actually went to the construction site to do such a dangerous thing!
Did he ever think that she would be worried? The little money he earned was not enough to pay for his medical expenses!
Seeing that Su Nuoan was very angry, Han Xichen, who had been silently acknowledging his mistake, suddenly looked up at Su Nuoan, his tone was more serious than ever before, and he said:
"An'an, I just want to make money to buy a house, but I don't know how to calculate yet. I don't know when I will be able to afford a big house with the rate of making money now, but An'an, I will work very hard. I know
You miss a person named Feng Qianyu very much. I know that person is in City A. You will read his name when you sleep in the middle of the night!
But, An'an, let's not go back, okay? I like it here very much, and I want to live here with you. Not temporarily, but permanently!
So, let’s not rent a house anymore, let’s buy a house and live there for a long time, okay?”
——After being hit by a car, Han Xichen had never spoken such a long sentence in one breath.
During this time, Su Nuoan has long been accustomed to his innocence, his simplicity, his short-circuiting, and his cluelessness in doing things. The fact that he said these words today shows that he has begun to think, to have desires, and to have a clear and innocent heart.
Being tainted by the world, he... is slowly recovering his memory!
The quiet angel Su Nuoan was slowly leaving her.
All the people and things she wants will always run counter to her and will always leave her at the last moment.
Even if what she wants now is not love, but friendship, can't she keep it even like this?
She didn't know when she started, but she really no longer wanted Han Xichen to regain his memory. She had not taken him to the hospital several times.
Is the man in front of me really going to be the same Han Xichen who always regarded Feng Qianyu as his enemy?
She doesn’t want to be like this. It was because she was stupid before and she didn’t think through this level! She doesn’t want it!
"Who told you to think about these things!" Su Nuoan yelled and lost her mind. She almost didn't know what she was talking about. She continued angrily, "Don't think about these things in the future! Don't think about anything! You
Did you hear me!"
Han Xichen paused for a long time, and then answered slowly:
"I know you prefer me when I'm an idiot."
Su Nuoan was speechless after hearing this and could not utter a word. All the words that reached her mouth disappeared. She only heard Han Xichen continue to say firmly:
"But, An'an, I just want to be with you now!" Han Xichen's eyes were as clear as water, clear and decisive, "I don't care what I was like in the past, I only love you now and in the future..."
Such firm and affectionate words made Su Nuoan run away in embarrassment!
On the way, Su Nuo'an thought crazily. It turned out that the people who were forgotten because of their bravery turned out to be the most honest in dreams!
It turns out that even Han Xichen knew that she fell asleep every night, with Feng Qianyu's shadow every night, calling his name every night, and crying every night!
Some people turn out to be deeply embedded in their souls and cannot be erased!
Even if you pretend to forget, even if you pretend to give up, it still exists in your heart!
Feng Qianyu... Feng Qianyu!
...Feng Qianyu!
Feng Qianyu, I see you every night, I see you smiling warmly at me every night.
Feng Qianyu, when I see you every night, your eyes are like the morning sun and warm like the sun.
When my pillow was wet with tears day and night, was there ever a time when you were thinking of me?