I am Lu Xuening, the only descendant of the cult Ice Moon Palace. When I was a child, I lived a simple and happy life. Although Ice Moon Palace is regarded as a cult by the decent people in the world, I know that in our Ice Moon Palace, we are all simple and innocent women. Those so-called decent people
, is a sanctimonious hypocrite.
They are doing dirty things in the name of justice. Well, I don't look down on them at all.
But later, the mistress of the Ice Moon Palace, who was my aunt, fell in love with someone she shouldn't have loved - Zhu Lang, the second emperor of the imperial court.
Zhulang was suave, handsome, ruthless, and my aunt was deeply infatuated with him when she first saw him.
Unfortunately, Zhulang's heart belongs to someone else. He only loves the woman who is sick all day long and is said to be his biological sister, Zhuli. Even though her aunt knew it was impossible, she still didn't want to let go of Zhulang, so she did something stupid. She went
She hurt the woman she loved the most and cared about the most.
She gave her "Red Lady" to drink, so that she would never be able to have children again, and she would never be able to have the most intimate relationship with Zhulang for the rest of her life, because a woman who took "Red Lady" could no longer have sex with a man.
, sexual intercourse will be painful intolerable.
In a rage, Zhulang actually killed his aunt with his own hands.
The Ice Moon Palace lost its owner, and the upright people in the world took the opportunity to destroy the Ice Moon Palace, but the five-year-old me was lucky enough to survive.
I was rescued by the Lord of Mingjiabao in the Southern Tang Dynasty, and he accepted me as his disciple. Although I stayed in Mingjiabao for ten years, I have never forgotten what my aunt said to me before she died -
"Xue Ning, when you grow up, you must avenge your aunt and kill all the people who have anything to do with Zhulang Zhuli. Otherwise, your aunt will never die in peace."
"Okay, aunt, I will."
I nodded.
So, later I left Mingjiabao, performed a realistic play by myself, came to Zhulang's side, and worshiped him as my teacher.
I began to fulfill my aunt's last wish, which was to kill everyone who had anything to do with Zhulang Zhuli.
So, I tried my best to follow Zhulang to Yaojing Palace.
However, on the first day I entered the palace, I encountered the catastrophe of my life - chasing Emperor Yao.
He is the emperor of the Ri Yao Dynasty. He is indifferent, gentle, firm, aloof and unreachable.
He looks gentle and calm. He takes many things very lightly, with careless indulgence. He often hides his restrained charm between his tired brows. People feel his gentleness; but for what he wants, his approach is very difficult.
But it is decisively strong.
Often when you raise your eyes or raise your eyebrows inadvertently, you will reveal a completely different and powerful demeanor.
He is a born king and the center of everyone.
Zhu Minglie and Zhu Yetong, the most ruthless and domineering people in the Ri Yao Dynasty, would bow their heads when they saw him.
He is always calm and unhurried, with an elegant and unparalleled face, and the aloofness and nobility contained in it gives him a fairy-like appearance that I want to ride away in the wind, just like his name, Zhu Yaohuang, extremely powerful.
The first time I saw him, I fell deeply in love.
It's a pity that there is already a woman beside him. That woman is not the most beautiful. In my opinion, she is even a little stupid and stupid.
However, Emperor Zhuyao only had eyes for her. He never looked at other women except her.
When he loves someone, he will give that person the greatest sense of security, a strong sense of security.
He is tall and majestic, she is pretty and agile, he is the emperor, she is the queen, they know each other and love each other, they seem to be the most beautiful couple in the world.
That woman is so enviable. Emperor Zhuyao was very strict and even indifferent to everyone. He even kept a distance from women.
But when he looked at her, his eyes were so intense, as if he was not the Zhuyao Emperor who was the most respected person in the world.
He doted on her, loved her, hugged her, held her in his hands for fear of falling, and held her in his mouth for fear of melting. Apart from her, any woman was just a cloud in his eyes.
They also have a daughter, Zhu Qiluo, whom everyone can't help but love. That little girl has the intelligence of Emperor Zhu Yao and the agility of that woman.
Emperor Zhuyao's love for that woman can be described as indestructible.
Even if the mountains have no edges and the heaven and the earth merge, his love for her will not change at all. Even I, a woman who is deeply infatuated with Emperor Zhuyao, think so, because his eyes are firm and clear, and he is full of love for her.
The overflowing love can no longer be hidden.
In this life, he will never let her down!
This kind of him makes me more and more obsessed with him.
As I watched them hugging each other, millions of ants were gnawing at me in my heart. I finally understood what my aunt's pain was at that time.
But I know that I will never get the attention of Emperor Zhuyao in my life.
But……
Perhaps, because Emperor Zhuyao was so perfect that even God wanted to take back some things, he was actually trapped by the curse of "dying young".
Perhaps, God has begun to favor me, and this method of governing Emperor Zhuyao actually has to go through me, because there is an extinct method in Bingyue Palace that only I know.
I was very excited. Finally, I had a chance. Emperor Zhuyao would look at me and pay attention to me.
That woman is surprisingly strong and trusts Emperor Zhuyao. I never thought that she would take the initiative to beg me and beg me to save the man she loves most. In order to give me an explanation, she persuaded Emperor Zhuyao to grant me the title.
As a concubine.
This fool! Why does she trust me so much?
This idiot! I love Zhu Yaohuang so much, even though I know I shouldn't take advantage of her kindness, but deep in love, I can't control it.
She gave me three years to get along with Emperor Zhuyao. Didn't she think that I might steal her love?
Just when I was conflicted, Emperor Zhuyao poured cold water on me. He said that the only person in the world who could save him was Liusu.
I understood. What he meant was that if it weren't for Liusu, he would not be afraid of death. He would not accept being separated from Liusu and living with me day and night for four years.
However, because Liusu wanted him to live, to grow old with him and watch the sunset holding hands, so he was willing.
His words took me out of the role of savior and also warned me.
Haha, he really thought about everything for Liusu. He even thought about the possibility that I might use my identity as a savior to ask Liusu for help, and gave up on my idea early on.
I finally understood that my so-called concubine was not granted the title by Emperor Yao, but by the Queen.
If it weren't for Liusu, I wouldn't have been his concubine.
Later, we set off and arrived at the ancient tomb, where we began to spend three years together day and night.
He and I were honest and practiced together, but he always had a tasseled cherry blossom hairpin beside him.
During the practice, he kept his eyes closed and never looked at me. We practiced for a whole year and he never saw me without clothes.
His determination is amazing. I know it's not that I'm not good enough, but that his love for Liusu is too firm and he won't hurt her in the slightest.
This makes me feel so embarrassed for someone who spends time with him day and night.
However, I didn't dare to seduce him, nor did I dare to do anything deviant. I could only keep my duty in front of him and not think about seducing him, because he was not another man, he was Zhu Yao.
He has a kind of innate power that makes people dare not mess with him.
Moreover, I know that if I do these things, he will probably come out of the ancient tomb immediately, consign me to death, and then run away to Liusu.
Therefore, I can only endure the strong love and watch him draw the portrait of Tassel every day, and watch him always hold the cherry blossom hairpin in his hand.
I am just a tool, no, I am not even a tool, because he said the person who can save him is Liusu, so I am just the humblest existence.
In the second year, I suddenly found the unique Jueqing San of Bingyue Palace in the ancient tomb. The women who entered Bingyue Palace were all women who had been hurt by love. The first thing they did when entering the palace was to take Jueqing San.
In the entire Ice Moon Palace, only my aunt and I have not taken it.
I discovered that there is another way to use the Jueqing Powder, which is to put it in an incense candle with a candle and spread the undetectable smell into the air, which can make that person feel unfeeling.
The person who applies Jueqingsan will not be ruthless, but it can make the person to whom it is applied fall in love with her.
So, being carried away by love, I cast Jueqingsan on Emperor Zhuyao.
Two years later, when we walked out of the ancient tomb, Emperor Zhu Yao saw the words left by Tassel on the stone wall, "My heart has made a promise, and it will remain unchanged in this life; the heaven and the earth are the witnesses, and the sun and the moon are the mirror." He didn't even think that this should be written by Tassel.
I lied at the time and said it was my writing. He seemed to believe it, but he didn't seem to believe it.
But he printed these sixteen words and put them in his chest. Is this a subconscious expression of his love for Liusu? Isn't he still unfeeling for Liusu?
I feel very uneasy. After three years of being together, I have fallen deeply into it and cannot extricate myself.
After returning to the palace, I discovered that Emperor Zhuyao was really unfeeling towards Liusu.
He began to care about me lightly and occasionally.
The strong love in his heart has dissipated completely. The way he looks at her is no longer passionate, and he is no longer gentle when he speaks to her. He has no intention of treating other women.
He reacted indifferently to their three-year agreement. He was not moved by Liusu's planting of more than a thousand cherry blossom trees and didn't say a word.
I'm so happy, I finally have a chance.
However, I discovered that although Emperor Zhuyao occasionally cared about me, the way he looked at me was never passionate. It was so different from the way he looked at Liusu before. When he talked to me, his eyes never changed.
Don't look at me.
This was not the case when he talked to Liusu before. He would always look at her with a smile, and that smile was full of indulgent doting. Liusu, the idiot, didn't notice it and still talked and joked with him stupidly, but the people around him
I felt it all, and that look made me go crazy with jealousy.
He also did not allow me to speak before him, and was scolded for speaking first.
He was not like this when he was with Liusu before. Liusu could say anything, break the rules, and act randomly. He would help her clean up all the messes. He just wanted to make her happy and make her happy.
Why, even though he has clearly lost his love, he still doesn’t fall passionately in love with me, the person who has given up his love?
Don't you love me as much as you love Tassel?
When I was being teased by Zhubuhui and Liusu, he clearly saw it and saw that I was being bullied. He did not follow me to comfort me, but he left behind a strange relationship with a woman who was not even three years old.
What frightened me even more was that I discovered another fact that made me restless——
Tonight, when I made cakes and sent them to Emperor Zhuyao, I happened to meet Qin Liusu, who was fooling around with Zhuye Tong, and they were very close to each other.
I know that they are good friends, good friends who share weal and woe. It would be great if I had a friend like Hitomi Zhuye by my side who would stand up for me in everything.
When the arrogant and overbearing Zhuye Tong, who had repeatedly spoken rudely to me, fed Liusu pancakes to eat, I actually saw a disgusted expression in Emperor Zhuyao's eyes. He was concerned about Liusu showing off in front of other men.
Jiaohan!
I almost collapsed at that time. Wasn't he the Jueqingsan who had been breathing for two years? Wasn't he Jueqingsan for Tassel?
Why? Why does he still have such an expression in his eyes?
Red Lady, yes! Red Lady, I want to give Liusu a red lady so that they can never have sex again!
As for Emperor Zhu Yao, I have to take some measures.