At that moment, it was as if a thousand-year-old dead tree had sprouted young branches in the sensational rain curtain, and the smile hanging on Jiang Huai's lips was actually more rippling and enchanting than the wind in the rain.
In line with the mentality of treating the symptoms before treating the root cause, I asked Fei Jian infinitely calmly: "Miracle doctor, do you know how to treat lovesickness?"
"Try it." Feimai reached out and took my pulse. After taking it for a while and a half, she started tapping all the joints in my body. It wasn't until she looked at my legs that she finally had a hint of expression.
Changes, and simultaneously exclaimed: "Yeah!"
Jiang Huai immediately came over and asked eagerly: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"
Feimai shook her head, "It's nothing."
"It's nothing like you!" It was heart-wrenching to see the doctor, but it was even more heart-wrenching to see others being treated. Jiang Huai decisively dispersed the surroundings, "Let's go out, don't affect the performance of the miracle doctor's medical skills."
The sky was already dark and the rain was still falling. After Fei Married and I were face to face for a long time, she told me her diagnosis, "Girl, your lovesickness can be cured. Your legs are gone."
"..." My tears burst out immediately. I was thinking that this miracle doctor must be too annoying to speak so bluntly.
I don’t know how I dragged my lame leg into the rain, and I don’t know how much strength I have and how far I can go. I want to vent, and I want to find a place where no one is around to shout and cry.
Because I always held on to a glimmer of hope and felt that my lameness was only temporary, I couldn't accept it or endure it. This bloody truth caused a huge fluctuation in my emotions, which was more heartbreaking than the continuous rain.
Everyone in the world is obsessed with the past, and I must be no exception. I still want to retain the appearance of myself, with a sound body and a positive breath. I look forward to the person who will never see me again. When I think of me one day, I will
Still there.
In the past, the people I looked down on the most were those who committed suicide, not because of the principle of "the hair and skin of the body are passed on to the parents", but because I felt that people who dared to kill themselves would not have the courage to live anymore.
Now I understand that the thought of committing suicide in that moment can defeat all your longing for life. If you have no hope and no hope, it is better to die.
Suddenly, his waist was tightly hugged by the arms behind him, and it was Jiang Huai's breath, "Don't be like this, sweetheart, you still have me."
"Go away, okay?" All my rationality was used to cover up my madness, "So what if I'm lame for the rest of my life? I don't need any pity or sympathy. You can stay wherever you feel cool!"
He turned my body over and suppressed all my resistance, "Okay, okay, I will commit suicide with you now. One step will lead to the cliff. Close your eyes and let's jump."
Having said that, Jiang Huai really led me to dance.
I ran away, looking as embarrassed as if I had eaten a bitter gourd. I cried and flinched, "You bastard, how dare you hug me by force?!"
"..." He let go of me and followed me for a long time before he said, "I really want to do that. How did you guess it?"
The road on the mountain had been washed away by many days of rain, making it very difficult for people to walk, let alone for me to walk. Jiang Huai saw that I had lost my temper and had enough trouble, so he squatted in front of me and gave me a hug.
Pick it up on your back, and then move forward on the muddy road with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
I lay on his shoulder with my head downcast, and after a long time I muttered something very quiet and blunt, "Maybe my heart is too small, and I can only pretend to be a human being."
Jiang Huai's footsteps didn't stop, and his body didn't pause, as if he hadn't heard it at all.
When I went back, I vaguely saw Ma Fengchun pulling her husband to take a peek. She said excitedly: "My husband, have you seen it? This is the legendary love in need!"
I wanted to curse, but in the end I didn't have the strength, so I just let her go.