Maybe it was because of the quiet flowers in my dream, or maybe it was because of the soft breeze in front of the window, that I was held in someone's arms again.
The face of that person is still unclear no matter what, but the feeling is no different from the person who hugged me gently in the drizzle in the dream before. The same is familiar and strange, the same reluctance and fear.
The desperate fight of love.
I guessed that that man must be the beloved in my heart, the husband created and imagined by my subconscious mind. He was of the right age to get married, so deep down in my heart I really longed to be loved and to be treated sincerely.
It turns out that I, who is sensitive and suspicious, am no different from ordinary people in my dreams, and I can't help but start to miss spring...
It's ridiculous, but I can't laugh. I seemed to be possessed by Xiaodie, and my whole body turned into a boneless human body, clinging to that man. I raised my head with great effort to question him, my voice full of grievances.
, "Why did you just come?"
My grievance question was no different from being coquettish when I said it, "I was bullied and frightened by others, and I have endured it for so long, but why didn't you come?"
His body temperature seeped into my skin through his clothes, and his words "I'm always here" were so gentle that my heart softened unconsciously.
The candlelight in the room flickered, and the candle wick was burned to the point of crackling. I held on to his lapel and smiled at him with an expression welcoming the dawn, "Kiss me."
Why would I say such a thing? I really want to slap myself in the face. But I have to mention that it is really refreshing to hear such indulgent words rolling around my tongue. I seem to understand why some women end up in brothels just because of their interest.
That's why, because it's really interesting... burp.
The man was stunned for a moment, then rejected me, "Xin'er, don't make trouble."
I groaned a few times, and tears burst out of my eyes. I cried more than I had lost money, "No one... really loves me... they are all liars..."
"Xin'er..." The man pinched his eyebrows, as if he was in great embarrassment, but then lowered his head.
The lips are so soft and full of affection, as if all the diseased trees in the forest are in spring, and peach blossoms are falling around you. What kind of better world do you want? Dreams are the best.
world.
There was a soft sound outside the room, like someone's sigh of disillusionment.
The man grabbed my shoulders and slowly pushed me away. The tender kiss stopped just like that, but it made people feel even more tortured. I muttered and stood on tiptoes, "...More."
"Don't mess around and obey."
I guessed that maybe it was because I lacked some amorous feelings that the man was not attached to my kiss at all. So, I imitated Xiaodie's posture and slowly touched his inner thigh - not yet
When they arrived at the territory, they were intercepted halfway and said, "Be honest."
"You are cruel to me..." I pretended to cry again.
"Everything I do is for you. I don't ask you to understand. I just hope you can live in peace for the rest of your life." The man issued an imperial edict to me, his tone was like a cold spring and an ice cellar.
"Princess, you're awake." Sanyuan put on my clothes, "How about you drink some barley porridge first? Do you have a headache?"
Looking around, I saw that it was my boudoir in Prince Heshun's Mansion, and that beautiful pillow created my dazzling dream. Fortunately, it was a dream, and it was just a dream.
I stretched and got out of bed, "What time is it?"
Sanyuan replied: "It's just after afternoon, Princess."
"Why did you let me sleep until now and didn't call me?"
"My Lord Long Live said that Princess, you drank too much last night and made a lot of noise, so I didn't send you back until midnight. My Lord Long Live also specifically asked your servants to let the Princess sleep well and not to disturb your purity."
I suppressed, suppressed, suppressed several times, but I still couldn't control it. "When did you say when?!"
Sanyuan's voice was trembling, "It's time..."
It was like I was bound by an invisible chain, unable to move at all. What did I do that night? What did Fu Donglou want to do!
I thought uneasily for a long time, and I almost wanted to explode my head, but I still couldn't figure out whether the dream was true or false. I only knew that there was an ominous premonition following me, and it seemed that I was falling into a deeper and unfathomable trap.
.
So, is it easy to be a relative of the emperor?!!
How much I want to pat my chest and say arrogantly, "I can withstand as much wealth as I can, as much destruction as I can bear," but it's obvious that I can't! A man who can pray in a temple and say, "May the Bodhisattva bless the cowards"
"A person who has a peaceful life", how much achievements can you expect from me!
I walked around my house, watching the last leaves of autumn falling to the ground. It turned out that the harsh winter had come quietly.
"Honey, you're finally up. Daddy is so worried about you and misses you so much..."
I almost forgot to settle the score with my father, but he came to me and said all kinds of things, and the verbose words were nothing more than your father. I am the phoenix of the drinking world who can not get drunk after a thousand cups. How come you are born with only one cup?
You are such a weakling, so embarrassing, hahaha.
"Speaking of chickens, I remembered something. Dad, why did the arrow in the chicken you rescued from the last hunting have the mark of Prince Heshun?"
My dad patted my shoulder and said, "It's really hard to describe. People nowadays are so bad. After shooting their own arrows during hunting, they come to steal my arrows. It's really annoying and hateful. Fortunately, I saved them all."
My dear, you have to learn from daddy, love small animals, and accumulate more character."
It’s really not enough if you don’t doubt it, but it’s amazing when you doubt it. My father’s words are full of loopholes, and they are almost like a sieve. Sadly, my mother and I have been deceived by this sieve for so many years.
I didn't say anything else, I simply packed up and prepared to go to Puruo Temple to find out the truth.
Unfortunately, when I was about to go out, the Queen Mother's decree came suddenly, announcing that I would enter the palace immediately. There must be no mistake.
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, the first kiss, if you say I am not a fresh girl, then the whole country cannot agree!)
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