52 【Cheapness is emotion, coolness is human heart】
Maybe one day, I will miss all my youthful past, because the memory will never die, and buried there is Fu's heart and soul, which is sometimes heartless and sometimes step-by-step.
But the best days have finally passed, and now I am withered and haven’t figured out who I am, or who I could be?
"My heart," accompanied by a familiar male voice, my body was pulled over by someone, "What a coincidence, my heart, I looked at the sky at night and counted with my fingers, and I figured out that my perfect match is in this direction. It just so happened that it happened.
After seeing you, Buddha really knows my heart. Do you want to fly far away with me and travel to the ends of the world? Or do you want to return to Beijing and get married with me immediately? Whichever you want to choose, I will follow you, my little heart~"
Jiang Huai's words were still annoying, but his obviously hoarse voice and his slightly stiff expression did not match the romantic and narcissistic words at all.
Jiang Shengun, who has always had a showy temperament, would never wear the same clothes for two days in a row no matter how nice they were. This time, he broke his own rules.
Not only had he not changed his clothes, but his bloodshot eyes and green stubble protruding from his chin clearly showed his haggardness, as if he hadn't closed his eyes for a long time, as if he was suffering.
I think I saw the most real side of Jiang Huai, which is really rare.
Xu Shi saw that I hadn't spoken to him for a long time, so he suddenly pulled me into his arms and put his cheek against my forehead, "Good boy, don't think too much and talk to me. Please, speak..."
Jiang Huai has never been more nervous than he is now. His body is shaking slightly when he holds me.
I was still a little confused, as if three souls had lost seven souls, but when Jiang Huai appeared so unexpectedly, I suddenly became calmer than usual, "Whose order did you have to spy on me?"
"
Looking up at him, I felt a little ridiculous.
The secret of the transaction between King Heshun and the Queen Mother must be this serious crime of deceiving the emperor. If this matter is known by traitors and used to make a big fuss, if the emperor protects it, it will lose prestige and lose the people's support. If the emperor does not protect it, then Prince Heshun's palace will
There was no chance of survival. It was a dead end on both sides. No wonder the Queen Mother was sure that she would not be burned.
Fu Donglou never disdained me to be worthy of his uncle and nephew, and often gave me a cold look. He must have known for a long time that I was not of royal blood and felt that I was not that noble. Therefore, he dared to do indecent acts to me without any hesitation.
I don't feel like I'm at fault.
Now, even Jiang Huai actually knows the inside story...
Oh, I was the only one who didn’t know it, so I was really derelict in my duty as a fake!
"My heart, I am following you because I am afraid that you will be in danger alone." Jiang Huai's eyelids drooped slightly, which were the eyes of a liar. "The feelings I have expressed to you from the beginning to the end are all from the bottom of my heart.
I was not ordered by anyone.”
I vaguely heard with my own ears that Fu Donglou ordered him to take away my sincerity. If he can be considered sincere like this, then I really can't afford it. Hey, it is true that the most base thing is emotion and the coldest thing is people's hearts. I feel that in my heart
His tears can wet all the mountains and green waters he passes through in his life.
But on the face, I can't show even a drop of it, I want to retain my remaining self-esteem, "You have no merit except for the skin. Even if my identity is unknown, it will never be the turn of a scum like you to taint me!"
"
I know how hurtful these words are; they hurt not only others but also myself, I also know.
As if he didn't want to hear such cruel words again, Jiang Huai suddenly grabbed my head and suddenly came closer, preparing to block my mouth with his lips! I was struggling, but he was very strong. The weak man who once was
The pretty boy’s image collapsed in an instant.
Just when he was about to touch my lips, Jiang Huai finally stopped. He looked into my eyes, with a hint of coolness in them. After looking at them for a long, long time, his mouth slowly slid toward my lips.
In my ears, I regained my familiar coquettish attitude, "You~ don't talk so much. Maybe one day, you will love me so much that you can't help yourself~"
I slowly pushed him away, looking at me like an old enemy, "This is the most vicious curse I have ever heard, but fortunately, you are a magician and not a wizard."
I did not stay at Puruo Temple any longer, but the journey back was much more difficult than when I came.
A long-planned heavy rain poured down and continued, causing the river there to overflow and flood the bridge, so we had to stay at the inn in the town to wait for the rain to stop for three days.
I say the word "we" because Jiang Huai is with me. Yes, even after I scolded him with the most embarrassing words, he still followed me with a playful smile.
Although I am a little disappointed, I am also a little happy. After all, I still want to know more about that true... sweetheart. Compared with Jiang Huai, he must know more than me.
In the past two days, I often went to the next room to look for Jiang Huai, but he always refused and said he had no time. I watched him spend his time chatting with other female tenants, gossiping with customers eating in the hall, and also spent a lot of time chatting with other female tenants.
Theoretical research on how to make the innkeeper’s wife shamelessly praise us and give us a free meal.
Obviously, even a fool can see that Jiang Huai is deliberately avoiding me. But the heavy rain blocked the road and he could not escape for a long time.
Sure enough, on the night of the third day, I stayed in his room and waited. The red-eyed rabbit came in carrying two bottles of wine. He saw me and was not frightened. He just raised his hand towards me.
"I don't remember I ordered girl~"
I remained motionless and silent.
"You little bastard, if you stay in my guest room like this, sooner or later you will ruin my reputation like a white lotus on a snow-capped mountain~"
I looked at him, but there was only wind, frost, snow and rain in my mind, "Tell me everything you know. This is your last chance to improve our relationship."
"Hey, what do you want me to say about you? The abbot of the temple told you not to be greedy, but you insist on knowing the cause and effect of right and wrong..." As expected, Jiang Huai has been following me, even what the abbot said to me.
Listened to it all.
"The boss lady's wine has just been opened, and it's very fragrant, so I made two pots. Would you like to drink with me?"
Wine is a good thing, but it hurts the liver, but it doesn’t hurt my heart. I took a pot and drank a few sips directly towards the spout. Jiang Huai’s voice slowly sounded in my ears, “Do you know why the late emperor wanted to grant you the title of
Princess 'Xiyuan'..."
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"One Hundred Ways to Eat a Peacock" by Zhongli Yajing. Judging from the urinary nature of the title, it should be from the same country as me.)
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