I have always said that I have never been in love because I can't find anyone who truly loves me. Those sudden confessions and continuous expressions of love are all fake and cannot arouse any emotion in me.
But in this snowy winter, I got to know Fu Donglou again. In my impression, the iceberg that never looked at anyone seriously was no longer shady and annoying.
I also found the great silent love that I have been looking for. It is forbearing and low-key, reflecting the clouds and flashing with lightning, just like the raindrops hanging on the eaves. After accumulating to saturation, it finally dripped on my chest.
While I was recuperating, I recalled all my past with Fu Donglou, from my childhood to the present, without missing a single detail. Those clues were connected in series, and after years of continuous efforts, they finally became a loving painting.
And the arrow that pierced my body was actually just a hair’s breadth away from my heart, but as long as there was a slight deviation, I would have gone down to accompany the real princess who was full of resentment. Fortunately, God finally took pity on my bitch.
destiny, it made me reborn and gave me love...
"Good boy, take your hands away. What do you think when you cover me?"
Fu Donglou had a faint smile on his face, and his pleasant voice was very worthy of his appearance.
In the past few dozen days, he has always come to accompany me. The royal robe is worn majestically on him, making him more capable and steady. Also, Fu Donglou has grown a beard, which is unusual for him, with a hint of maturity and...sexiness.
This kind of temperament really makes people unable to take their eyes away.
"Your Majesty..." I tightened my grip on my clothes and decisively refused, "No."
Fu Donglou has really become too different. Since his "showdown" with me, he has become even more lax in dealing with other concubines. All the ladies in the palace have been trying to get the emperor's favor all night long, and they are almost bald on the top of their heads.
, but there is still no way to break through.
Even the eunuch in charge of the Jingsi Room was so worried that he could not sleep day and night without food and food, and lost more than twenty kilograms of body weight.
What's more, secrets about the palace began to spread. The reason why the emperor rarely favored his concubines was actually because he was... not very good at that aspect.
After hearing the rumors, the imperial kitchen hurriedly made a variety of aphrodisiac dishes and presented them to him. After that, no changes were seen in the emperor, but Eunuch Wu, who was waiting in front of the emperor, had nosebleeds every day, which was elusive.
,Do not know why.
I looked at the person in front of me melancholy. If the rumors about his indifference were true, he probably wouldn't be like this... bluntly making such a bastard request to see my chest...
"I just want to see how the wound is healing, and I don't want to look anywhere else," Fu Donglou patted the back of my nervous hand, his soft and deep voice penetrated my eardrums, "Besides, there's nothing good to see."
I tightened my clothes again, shook my head and said, "I don't."
Fu Donglou asked doubtfully: "Is it because I have a beard, so you think I look like a gangster?"
"No," I glanced away, "it's pretty good...it tastes great."
Hearing this, Fu Donglou smiled, and his good-looking face suddenly showed some soft emotions. He touched my head and said, "It's so rare for you to praise someone, I'm so relieved." After saying that, he said to me
I'll get started.
The wound was on the left chest. I frowned, naturally I would rather die than obey, "If you take off my clothes again, I will ask Yuanyuan to come in... I really dare to scream, I won't scare you."
"Well, call me."
I pinched the hem of my clothes, but Fu Donglou directly lifted my clothes from underneath. I wanted to cover it but it was too late, and he saw my bellyband.
My cheeks suddenly burned, and I was so panicked that I quickly reached out to pull the quilt to cover me - "Pa."
Fu Donglou tapped my acupuncture points and said, "Be obedient. If you don't, you won't be cute."
It’s not that I don’t understand things about men and women. If I read a lot of dramas, my curiosity will inevitably go deep into the magical realm of forbidden books.
This is the same as "I have never eaten pork but I have seen pigs running". I understand that once a normal man looks at a woman's body, something out of his control will definitely happen.
I watched Fu Donglou take off my embroidered bellyband, his eyes fell on my chest, with heartache and infinite regret.
I wonder if when another girl opens her clothes to a man, does it mean that she has opened her heart to him?
This is the second time I have opened up to Fu Donglou. When I was a child, it was out of frame-up, and now out of passivity, the consequences were extremely tragic.
My heart was beating wildly, and even my temples were pounding, "Just watch it."
"Does it still hurt?" Fu Donglou stretched out his hand, wanting to touch it but not daring to.
Imperial Physician Gao has developed a new medicine to help wounds heal. Applying it is as painful as spreading salt, but I have been applying it for thirty-eight days without leaving a single tear. At this time, under Fu Donglou's gaze, my eyes felt a little...
I felt wet and my chest hurt inexplicably.
I lower my eyes because I feel inferior.
Originally, my chest was no more proud than others, but now there is such an ugly wound. Maybe I don’t need to worry about Fu Donglou having evil thoughts about me. Before he frowns, I should just recite Amitabha silently.
I noticed a heat in my chest, and suddenly realized that it was Fu Donglou who lowered his head, rubbed his lips against my skin, and murmured to himself: "I made you endure such pain, I hate myself to death, it's all my fault, is it?
I failed to protect you."
His lips are so soft.
My brain erupted like a volcano, and the place where the lava flowed was as hot as my skin. "Fu Donglou, someone will come in! Don't do this, you——"
He untied my vagina and held me in his arms. My bare chest was pressed against his noble and majestic dragon robe. A different kind of touch and spiritual shock hit me, but I didn't resist.
Could it be that I don't resist because I want to?
Or, do I think it’s okay to be with him like this?
"Xin'er," Fu Donglou's big hand kept patting my back, "give me some time, believe me, we will be together."
At that moment, I felt his heart-wrenching love and care, and I felt as if I had fallen a little bit. I could only lose my lungs and indulge in it, and there was no other way.
Although I know - the first time I learned to love someone, I loved the wrong person.
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