No matter how many years pass, I can still remember this day.
At that time, the sunset dyed the sky red, and the person I was thinking about was so attached to each other that we were almost able to embed each other more deeply, so that the soul and body became one. At this time, we invested all our trust, It is the fearless courage to close your eyes and give your hand to each other. We promised not to let each other down.
But it was just that little difference, the persistence that I had no matter what, was a little less, and my absurd life became even more bizarre and absurd.
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Since Fu Donglou had cleared all the guards around Suiyuan Pavilion, he was unable to catch the malicious snoop for a while. Only the palace maid Yuanyuan happened to see the figure, a woman wearing green clothes, and she left The speed is very fast, as if he can do Qinggong.
By the next day, I no longer needed to know who that person was, because what I was most worried about had inevitably happened.
In such a harem with nothing to do, the fastest thing to spread is gossip, and the hardest thing to endure is gossip.
Everyone's eyes changed when they looked at me, with disgust and disgust, as if I was the untouchable star of death, and they started to avoid me when they saw me.
Under such circumstances, I was no longer in the mood for a walk, so I had no choice but to stay in Suiyuan Pavilion for a long time. However, terrible things still happened all the time - the empresses of each palace sent eunuchs to bring big gifts to Suiyuan Pavilion. Maybe they had negotiated and sent me some **banned books. The size of the banned books was shockingly large, and all the insulting words in the text were circled.
In addition to these, they even formed a group to criticize at the door of Suiyuan Pavilion, which made me dream about a group of ducks chirping and quarreling, and I would start to get a migraine when I woke up.
I think maybe what they want to know most is when will I, the little ostrich who has been avoiding people for so long, start to fight back? But how can I do what they want?
The Queen Mother expressed her opinions on this matter twice, but both times she sent the old lady from Shoukang Palace to convey a message to me. Once she asked me to leave the palace quickly to avoid the limelight, and the other time she asked me to get married quickly to avoid rumors. Both of these methods would kill my love, so I ignored them and just grieved alone.
The relationship between me and Fu Donglou is obviously a legitimate love, but it has become the object of criticism and reviling by the worst people in the world. I have no place to talk about my helplessness, because Fu Donglou is also in trouble. pile.
The court officials felt that the rumors about the emperor's affair were a big deal, so everyone in the court hated me, both civil and military.
All kinds of people, whether in trouble or not, have pointed their fingers at me. Some of them quoted classics, some drew lessons from history, some desperately remonstrated, some beat their chests and wept, some sighed, some felt sad and angry. Why do you support me so much? There are those who want to have sex, those who have a glass heart, those who talk secretly and have swords in their mouths, those who have evil intentions to expand the problem and want to take the opportunity to help someone seek the throne and usurp the throne. Anyway, all the situations you can think of in the court, Fu Donglou is faced with, you Do you think he is annoyed?
The process of happiness is so tortuous, and the road ahead is still somewhat blocked. I don't know how long this indescribable true love will last? It is really heart-breaking and unspeakable.
My overwhelming sadness was out of control, but fortunately, a bright light finally appeared in my life, trying to save me.
Fu Donglou sent Eunuch Wu to deliver me a letter. I hid in bed and opened the envelope with trembling hands. I imagined that in this situation, he could still send me a love letter or something. It was so generous.
, this not only comforts my heart, but also adds fuel to our love.
Then, I held the piece of paper in my hand and looked at it for a long time. I looked left, right, sideways, and vertically but didn't see a single word. I thought maybe what Fu Donglou gave me was a sealed letter.
So I looked at the sun again, looked at the candlelight, looked at the evening breeze, looked at it when it was soaked, and looked at it after it was dried. I looked at it for several days and didn’t want to look at it anymore. Then I finally had an idea and wrote the letter.
Now I understand - it turns out that this is not a secret letter, but Fu Donglou wants to use it to tell me that the paper is clean, the mind is calm, and I can calm down...
After listening to what he said, I became very calm as expected. I ate three bowls of rice in a row that night, and then I was so full of food that I cried in pain at night and called my mother crazy.
Naturally, those people at the Taiyuan Hospital also wanted me to die. They thought that I had hindered the emperor Shengming and allowed the royal family secrets to become common people's gossip after dinner. It was me who was sorry for Daqi, and it was I who paid thirteen pieces of stone to the late emperor's tablet.
I poured water on my feet. Anyway, after all, the bastards at the hospital were so nagging that they didn’t want to save me!
My eyes were blurry and my belly was as swollen as if I was five months pregnant. I stretched out my trembling and weak hands and grabbed it in the air, as if I wanted to catch my Fu Donglou.
Of course, I didn’t know that after this unexpected incident, bad things about me began to spread again. Our rumor level has rapidly risen to the stage of “the two are having an affair and are about to give birth to cubs”!
How could I know?! If I could want to know the aftermath like a magic stick, I would roll my eyes and not even groan! I would rather choose the path of early death and early rebirth!!
Fu Donglou finally arrived. Just like the most awe-inspiring and common scene in playbooks, he pointed at the imperial doctor who was kneeling on the floor and said calmly: "If it can't be cured, just raise your head and see me." She shouted in pain, "I
Just kill one of them, if she screams twice in pain, I will kill both of them."
He took a sip of tea and continued to speak slowly: "If the medical skills of Taiyuan Hospital are so bad, what else are you doing with them? Are you using them to distract yourself?"
The imperial doctors who were kneeling all over the floor were so frightened that they shouted, "Your Majesty, be angry, I deserve death!" "Please forgive me, Your Majesty, I will try my best to treat you!" "Please forgive me, Your Majesty!"...
The shouts kept coming and going, waking me up again after I fainted.
Yes, that's right, this is the reason why the current Holy Sage has always had a reputation of cruelty throughout the world.
My Fu Donglou is the best at hitting people with a stick and chopping off their heads. He kills people without blinking an eye or feeling guilty, let alone corrupt officials and evil gentry. Anyone who gossips about his regime behind his back will die randomly. Just think about it.
Well, is it easy to live? That’s why I said he was a sharp and cruel uncle at that time, and I didn’t just say it casually.
But it is a pity that Fu Donglou still has to compromise with political power.
Because the country, political power, territory, and people are all his responsibility.