As Fu Donglou said, I was about to leave him, so such a touching kiss was like a gift and a punishment. I was tortured by this infatuating feeling forever and will never forget it.
I mustered up the courage to speak slowly, "Your Majesty, can you grant me a marriage?"
Fu Donglou's arms suddenly relaxed, as if he heard a big joke. He pinched my face, "Is Xin'er getting emotional with me because he was wronged? However, such an invitation to favor It’s also unique and interesting, I like it very much.”
But how can my ruined body be worthy of his favor? My heart is dead, why would I ask for favor?
I broke free from Fu Donglou's arms and knelt down with a pop. My broken sobs almost escaped my throat, "Your Majesty, I am greedy for comfort and don't want to suffer like this anymore."
It was just a short sentence, but it seemed that I had exhausted all my life's energy.
Fu Donglou's expression changed instantly, and his words were hurried, "Do you regret it?"
The word "regret" seems to be digging into my heart, making my flesh and blood bloody. God be damned, I will regret meeting him, but I will never regret falling in love with him.
"yes."
But my answer can only be this one word, which is thinner than paper.
There was no sound at all from the top of his head. I didn't need to look at Fu Donglou's expression to guess that he must have been extremely frustrated.
The emotion is uncontrollable, the tears flow freely, and everything is in mourning at this time.
I tremblingly suppressed my desire to cry and said, "Fu Donglou, let's... let's break up."
The process of waiting for his reply was really better than Ling Chi's.
The silence of a room can make people sad to the extreme. Time seems to be stopped by a piece of dark iron weighing a thousand pounds, and a moment is as long as a million years.
Finally, Fu Donglou asked in a hoarse voice, word by word, "Can't you wait any longer?"
"yes."
His eyes turned red and he frowned, "Doesn't it really hurt that you are torturing me and yourself in this way? I have known that you have a changeable mind since you were a child, but I never thought that you would be so changeable. However, It's only been a few days, but I think about you all the time, afraid that you will cry if you are talked about, afraid that you won't be able to eat well and sleep well, and even... afraid that you will worry about me... But in the end, you said that you would give up?"
I had no face to face him, but I had to face him, "Your Majesty, you said that everyone has their own mission..."
Fu Donglou glanced at me coldly, "So, what do you think your mission is? Is it to marry Jiang Huai?"
I risked my life and replied: "It's not Jiang Huai, it's Lian Zheng."
Suddenly, his sight was as cold as the top of Antarctica, and as hot as the flaming mountains under the bright sun. My soul seemed to be sucked into Fu Donglou.
He picked up the pen and wrote the imperial edict as fast as possible. The hand holding the pen seemed to be filled with inner strength. As soon as he finished writing, he threw the imperial edict towards me before he had time to properly roll it up.
The atmosphere was so bad that it was almost terrifying. The imperial edict hit my chest very accurately, causing me great pain and breaking my heart. "Thank you... Lord, for your kindness, long live your emperor."
Fu Donglou's face was extremely long, and even his voice was solemn and a little fierce, "You sacrifice yourself for being smart, how can I not let you get what you want!"
I immediately buried my head deeper, almost lying on the ground, "Your Majesty, I forgive you."
I have never seen Fu Donglou so angry. It was like there was an almost suffocating storm blowing around him.
There were heavy footsteps stopping in front of me. I raised my eyes slightly and saw the pair of boots embroidered with golden dragons. But before I could take another look, Fu Donglou walked around me and walked away.
I was holding the imperial edict that was coming, the edict that would write my destiny, the edict that would end the relationship between me and him, and my whole body was shaking like chaff. I had already guessed that as long as I opened my mouth, Fu Donglou would let me
Go, he really couldn't bear to keep me by his side, so he would hardly fight for it. This decision had nothing to do with the country, but only with his boundless love for me.
The tears just fell at this moment, and then kept flowing, but I didn't make a sound from the beginning to the end.