Liang Wenfan has been in a coma for three days. People in the ward came and went, and came and went. It was like a lively market. He was an object for people to visit, lying there, waiting for people to pay their respects!
Hu Xiaowei was so exhausted that she could only take care of him for about half a day every day before taking a rest. She said she was taking care of him, but it was better to say that she was crying in disguise. She always started to cry as she thought about it, and started to feel sad as she spoke!
Although many people came to visit her one day and tried to talk to her, but Hu Xiaowei turned a deaf ear to them. Her eyes, which had long been red and swollen, were always glued to Liang Wenfan, not letting go of any change in him, even if it was just his occasional meaningless movements.
When she moved her mouth, Hu Xiaowei could be happy for a long time and shouted: Doctor, come quickly!
At first, the doctors would be called over by her screams. Later, after several times of helplessness, the doctors were unwilling to come in again. Hu Xiaowei had to hold Liang Wenfan's hand alone every time and repeat over and over again: "Wenfan is here."
I'm about to wake up, I'm really about to wake up..."
When the old man appeared at the door of the ward, Hu Xiaowei wished she could bury herself on the ground and never see anyone again!
Facing this old man who had always been very kind, Hu Xiaowei felt sincerely guilty. She didn't know how to face this old man with gray hair.
"Grandpa, I..." Hu Xiaowei wanted to apologize, but before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by the old man. He still just looked at Hu Xiaowei lovingly and smiled.
"My child, you have worked hard these days!"
It was just a simple homely saying, said in plain words, but it made Hu Xiaowei feel the warmth and care from the bottom of her heart.
The old man didn't scold her or blame her! Hu Xiaowei simply didn't know how to respond. She just shook her head desperately, as if this was the only way to alleviate her guilt!
"What is supposed to happen will always happen. It is all fate. It is destined that you two will be entangled for the rest of your life!" The old man slid his wheelchair to the window and looked at his grandson lying on the bed.
Said somewhat emotionally.
Hu Xiaowei stood up and poured a glass of boiling water for her grandfather, with a cry in her voice: "Grandpa, do you also think that Wen Fan and I are enemies? Wen Fan has been in trouble ever since we got together..."
The old man smiled dumbly, this kid!
"Child, isn't it better to be lifelong enemies? It means that neither of you can live without the other. If you want to be together for the rest of your life, no matter how many people ask for it, you can't get it!"
"But, because of me, Wen Fan suffered a lot of hardships that he shouldn't have experienced! Just like this time, if I hadn't quarreled with him, Wen Fan wouldn't have had a car accident!"
Hu Xiaowei now has no doubts about what Yin Qi said. All of this was caused by her. She and Liang Wenfan were injustices and should not be together at all. This fate should have stopped five years ago.
, why did she agree to meet again, why did she want to be tempted again...
Countless thoughts flashed through Hu Xiaowei's mind, making her more and more sad and blaming herself!
"That's how it is with people. The more difficult times are, the easier it is to doubt yourself. When you two are good, you must not feel that there is a bad relationship between you. You must feel that you two are very suitable together, isn't that true?
"
The old man slowly leaned on the back of the wheelchair and stretched his whole body.
Although Liang Wenfan was in a car accident, which made him very sad, he was Liang Wenfan's grandfather and the one who watched this child grow up. She understood his inner thoughts best!
So when he learned that Hu Xiaowei was thinking of quitting, what he could do for Liang Wenfan was to comfort Hu Xiaowei so that he would not be alone the day he woke up!
Give him hope of continuing to survive and the motivation to cooperate with treatment to return to normal! If Wen Fan wakes up and finds that Hu Xiaowei has left him, he can imagine what Liang Wenfan will do...
"But when you encounter difficulties, you start to doubt and start to avoid. You think it is all because of your problems that caused things to happen. You think he would be better off without you, right?
"
Hu Xiaowei nodded, she was indeed like this, always doubting herself infinitely! Especially in the most difficult times, she became less confident in herself.
"So you think that leaving him is the best choice. What's good for Wen Fan is also good for you! But Xiaowei, you are still too young. No matter what problems you encounter, you can't escape. You have to believe that if the sky falls, there will be
As tall people support themselves, there is no problem in this world that cannot be solved, especially when it comes to relationships!"
The old man said these words in succession, and became a little tired. He leaned on the edge of the chair to rest, looking into the distance, as if he remembered some things in the past. His originally clear eyes gradually became cloudy. It seemed that there were so many things in that past.
A person who makes him conflicted!
"Grandpa, do you think I am still qualified to be with Wen Fan?" Hu Xiaowei wiped the tears that had just fallen and asked sadly.
"Whether you and Wen Fan are together or not is not decided by me or anyone else, and of course it's not decided by you alone! You can ask Wen Fan in person after he wakes up. I think he will give
You have a clear answer! You thought you were doing him a favor by leaving him, but do you know how painful it will be for him and how painful it will be for you? You didn’t know how to cherish it when you were young. If you regret it in the future, you can’t get it back.
The old times..."
As the old man spoke, he himself fell into silence. These words reminded him of his mother saying this to him when he was young!
But at that time, he was young and career-oriented, and thought that everything could start again after he became famous. Little did he know that the most difficult thing about love is the test, the separation, the abandonment and betrayal of his lover! As long as he has that
Once a crack occurs, even if you want to repair it in the future, how can you return it to its original perfection?
So back then he left his girlfriend who had been in love for many years and came to this place alone to make a living. His original intention was to create better conditions so that his beloved could live a life without worries about food and clothing. Unfortunately, because of his departure,
That woman was depressed all day long, and after writing him her last loving letter, she married someone else!
When he heard the news, he was almost in disbelief! He thought she understood his difficulties, and he thought this woman would wait for him. But no, the woman just said: "I don't know how many years and months I have to wait.
, I don’t know if there is any point in waiting like this!”
In one sentence, the relationship between the two of them for several years was buried! At first, he didn't understand it very much. He felt that he went out to work hard for her own good! Why couldn't he wait...
Later, as he grew older, he gradually understood many things!
Don't be self-righteous and make decisions that hurt others but think it's for the other person's good. No matter what you want to do or where you want to go, you must discuss it with others, tell her your thoughts, and be in the presence of the other person.
Make a decision when you are sober! Otherwise, you may be left with a lifetime of regrets!
"grandfather……"
Hu Xiaowei was a little worried when she saw the old man's condition! She had never seen such a fragile side of this old man. Even if he had been sitting in a wheelchair, even if he had no prestige, he would not be as lonely as he is now!
What kind of feelings can make him care so much? And what kind of regrets can make him regret it to this day?
Hu Xiaowei didn't know, but these words gave her great encouragement. Maybe she and Liang Wenfan really had too many problems, but don't give up on this relationship until the last moment!
This is probably what grandpa wanted to express when he came over to have a heart-to-heart talk with her. Hu Xiaowei nodded silently, looking at Liang Wenfan who was still unconscious, feeling that she had the strength to persevere again!
No matter how unhappy they had been, no matter whether Liang Wenfan regretted it the moment he encountered the car accident, Hu Xiaowei felt that she had to guard him and wait for him to wake up before making his own decision.
"Child, do you understand?"
The old man recalled his long-lost memories, but his voice became a little hoarse due to sadness. Combined with his withered face, he looked very sad. Time is not forgiving!
Hu Xiaowei had the illusion that the person in front of her was very, very lonely and very, very lost!
Unable to bear to be disappointed, Hu Xiaowei suppressed the sourness in her heart, showed a fairly sweet smile, and said: "Grandpa, what you are saying is that I thought too simply. I thought that as long as we left, Wen Fan would be able to
If you can return to your previous state, you can start a new life! But I never thought that I couldn't do it, so how could he? In this relationship, no one has given less!"
The old man nodded happily: "It's best if you can figure it out! You have to believe in Wen Fan, his feelings for you, and his tenacity and perseverance. I believe that he will not only wake up, but also overcome it."
After many difficulties, I returned to my previous healthy state."
"But the doctor said..." Hu Xiaowei couldn't continue. After all, those words were very cruel!
"What the doctor said can only be used as a reference. He just told you the worst possibility, but in fact, I believe it's not that bad! Grandpa has lived for most of his life, so he still has this knowledge. Don't worry!"
Hu Xiaowei nodded, and as a result, the old man's water glass, which had long been cold, showed his first smile since the accident. Now she really felt the strength and had the courage to face all the difficulties that followed! She had to believe in herself,
I also believe in Liang Wenfan!
"Grandpa, thank you!"
"I'm also doing it for Wen Fan. I know this child very well. What he needs most right now is you! I can't let you run away, otherwise my grandson will never wake up!"
The old man laughed loudly and loudly! It also illuminated the originally confused way forward in Hu Xiaowei's heart!