A self-deprecating smile appeared on Xia Jie's face. His mother, who was carrying a name for favor, but from beginning to end, his father was always looking for another person from his mother's face, even if his father wanted to be in his later years.
Who doesn’t know that he was made the crown prince is not because of his face that was similar to Princess Fengwu who inherited his mother!
"My mother is also a cousin of the Bi family, but she is not close to the Bi family. At that time, Empress Yuan first fell out of favor with the Emperor Yu, and then saw that my mother gave birth to me, and she wanted to get rid of me and the Queen, but she dared not
The attack angered the father. Because the Empress Dowager was old at that time, he could no longer handle the government. The father took over the imperial power step by step. She was afraid of it and took Princess Feng Wu's son back to the palace and told him
My father sent him out of the palace for my mother and me.
Back, he felt angry. In addition, after Princess Feng Wu died, his father did not want him to be contaminated with the filth of the palace in order to protect him, and he did not take him back to the palace. Therefore, he believed these words, and
He was born with a strange disease and his mind was very understandable. He really broke into my mother's harem, trying to insult my mother and destroy my mother's favor." Xia Jie's tone changed, his eyes were full of
Han Bing and Yi Fang also felt the bone-eroding coolness in his arms.
"And at that time, I was ten years old, and the so-called eldest son of the emperor was already in his twenties. I watched him press on my mother and I struggled to death, but my father and son were useless.
After learning that something dared to come, he just slapped his beloved son and said nothing more. Perhaps because he felt guilty or was angry at the empress's design, the late emperor finally made up his mind.
, Deposed the queen and wanted to pass the throne to me, but the late emperor is already old and I have no foundation power behind me. My elder brother, the prince of the East Palace at that time, was already formed, so the late emperor was working hard to arrange it.
A year later, I left that will leave behind the will to the crown prince ascend the throne, and I will succeed to the throne after the crown prince’s death.”
"As for the son of Princess Fengwu, that beast, the late emperor knew that no matter I or his eldest son, he would not let him go after he ascended the throne. In desperation, the late emperor gave up his title of king
The idea of expelling him from the royal jade letter, driving him out of the capital, and exiling him forever. The old emperor wanted to calm our hatred and let his beloved son go, but he had hidden worries. It would be better to stay outside the border for that beast
A force was established to protect him. The old emperor worked so hard, but had he ever thought about our sons that although my elder brother and I were not in harmony, the idea of getting rid of this beast was the same. He went through two dynasties
, We followed the last words of the emperor and joined forces to eliminate the Bi family's forces, and did not allow their descendants to enter the court again. But we could never find the so-called eldest son of the emperor. It was not until he sent Li Cairen to the palace that I had clues about him.
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Hearing this, Yifang's heart had gradually calmed down. She was heartbroken by what Xia Jie had experienced. Her mother was treated as a substitute, and she was also treated as a target to cover up and insult her mother's enemy. She struggled in the palace for many years.
Such resentment has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow and cannot be resolved. Xia Jie's guilt and self-blame for his inability to protect the empress dowager, all of which turned into hatred for the son of Princess Feng Wu. This was when he went to the study room.
, at all costs, like a wounded beast, fighting fiercely, and forcing Li Cairen to tell the true reason for the whereabouts of the eldest son.
She gently stroked Xia Jie's face, trying to rub his eyebrows that were gathering together, and a trace of warmth spread from Yifang's fingertips to Xia Jie's eyebrows and eyes, and warmed his heart again. He lowered his head and kissed him.
Two moist lips were added, and the mouth was whispered softly.
"Yifang, I'm fine, I'm fine."
Xia Jie kept saying the word "okay", but Yifang clearly felt his hand tighter and tighter on her waist, like a lonely and helpless child, with a hint of hatred, drifting in the vast world.
In the middle, there is no support and no idea what to do to release the depression in the chest.
The eyelashes trembled slightly, Yifang's heart was so tingling that it was sore and numb. The corners of his eyes slowly slid out a line of clear tears, rolling down his cheeks to the lips of the two people who were pressing together.
Xia Jie tasted the salty and astringent feeling, his mind trembled, and hugged Yifang tighter and murmured in a daze: "Yifang, my Yifang, are you crying for me? Father, you
Before he died, he said that I didn’t understand the word love, so he couldn’t forgive you. But now he understands it and has found a woman who is willing to cry for me. Why does Erchen still hate you?"
A confused expression slowly appeared on Xia Jie's face. Yifang knew that he was still trapped in the conflicting pain of hating and respecting the emperor at this time, so he could only hug him tightly and let him do so.
Xia Jie said softly and slowly, his lips constantly raging and tossing on her.
"Father, I not only want to beside the Bi family, but also my favorite child and my favorite bloodline. Do you know that I have endured that bitch Li Ruyue for so long, just to find the whereabouts of that person, but
Why did you arrange so many retreats for him? Even the secret passages in the palace are you willing to tell him only one person to let him come and go like the wind. No matter what, I can't catch him!"
"Father, you have spent your whole life for Princess Fengwu. Why can't you give more mercy to my queen? I will besides him, and I will definitely kill him. If you don't avenge your queen, I will do it!"
Looking at Xia Jie who sometimes kissed her and sometimes looked up and muttered to the void, Yi Fang felt so distressed that he could not help himself. He could only hold Xia Jie's hand tightly and hug him hard, just like Xia Jie's past care.
She patted her gently, and gradually, Xia Jie calmed down. After the ups and downs of her emotions, Xia Jie seemed to have finally found a place of peace of mind and lay on Yi.
On the legs of the room, I fell asleep deeply.
The room is peaceful, as if the tears from the previous ones are still echoing in this bedroom. Yifang looked at Xia Jie, who was sleeping on his legs, gently brushed away a strand of hair on his face, his eyes were gentle, but his breathing was
Glowing bitterness.
She never expected that a man like Xia Jie, who was arrogant and arrogant, would have such a heavy past, and it was a past that ordinary people could not bear. Her grandmother designed her father, and her father ignored her mother's pain and regarded him as a for another flesh and blood.
There is nothing, such hatred and such endurance, how many people can endure it over the years? But Xia Jie not only endured it, but also came to this point. His mental tenacity is really beyond imagination.
But it was precisely because of this tenacity that she felt even more heartbroken by him.
She knew that Xia Jie did not tell him all the truth, and there were too many doubts in the middle, such as why that force was, why Emperor Jing'an and Jie Xia could not be dealt with, and the birth of Princess Fengwu
Why didn't Xia Jie mention baby girl? All of this was deliberately concealed by Xia Jie and took it over, but she really didn't want to ask any more questions. He didn't want to say it, so she didn't ask, as long as he could forget it.
What does it matter if she knows the whole truth of these painful memories?
Third update, haha, the rest of the updates will be delayed.