Yan Shengjie brushed his hair on his forehead, his lazy posture overflowed with a trace of uncontrollable sadness, his eyes flashed with truth that only Zhi Xing could understand, like gems, like stars in the sky, like him
Every sincerity you give.
Zhi Xing suddenly grabbed his arms and held them tightly, "Tell me, what do you want?!"
He smiled suddenly, still radiant and beautiful, and the evil breath on his lips was as light as dust and wind, but as heavy as Mount Tai, full of unspeakable affection.
"I want to be with you." He said these words concisely and forcefully.
"Madman!" Zhi Xing pushed him away fiercely, tears bursting down her pale cheeks, "Who wants you to come with me? If I die, will you go too??"
"Yes! If you go to hell, I will go too!" Yan Shengjie opened his long eyes and locked eyes with her, so profound that it was suffocating, "If you go to hell, I will chase you without hesitation, no matter what karma, what
I can block any retribution for you! If you go to heaven, then I will wait at the door of heaven. When I atone for all my sins, I will go find you!"
His eyes were filled with madness and despair that he had never seen before. That was not what Yan Shengjie should look like, and that was not what he should do.
"I don't want you to follow me..." Zhi Xing threw himself into his arms, grabbed his clothes tightly, and said in horror, "I don't want you to die... Yan Shengjie, you don't live for me alone, don't do this
Silly...just let me beg you, okay..."
Finally finding a word that he should leave, Yan Shengjie was much calmer, no longer sad or mourning. He stroked her long hair and said softly, "Don't be afraid, as long as I am by your side, you don't have to worry about anything.
"
Ignoring the surprised looks of passers-by, Zhi Xing lay in his arms and cried loudly, wishing she could cry out all her reluctance and pity for him. He always smiled and held her tightly in his arms.
When there is a man who can tell you so affectionately that even hell will follow her closely... Even if tomorrow is the end of the world, even if she is going to die tomorrow, what's the regret?
She...has no regrets in this life.
Slowly, she stopped crying, raised her red eyes to look at him, broke away from his arms, staggered, and kept moving back. She opened her handbag and took out a pistol from it——
Yan Shengjie's expression froze, "You..."
Wanting to step forward, Zhixing pointed the muzzle of the gun at his temple, stared at him, and silently shed tears, "Promise me, you won't die."
Yan Shengjie slowly clenched his fists, his chest rose and fell greatly, and his breathing became rapid. He said in a deep voice, word by word, "Put down the gun."
"Promise me, you won't die." Zhixing burst into tears and looked at him desperately, "If you don't promise, I will die in front of you now!"
Yan Shengjie gritted his teeth, his face turned livid, and his evil eyes instantly became frantic, "You are really, so selfish!"
"I believe in your oath, so please promise me that you will not die..."
Yan Shengjie slowly shook his head, his eyes were red, his expression was desperate, and his face was ashen, "Why are you so cruel to me? Why do you have to make me swear such an oath?!"
Zhi Xing's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and she looked at him dreamily, but her finger was already on the trigger.
"I don't want to do it! I don't want to do it!!" He shouted suddenly, with the veins on his forehead exposed, "I can do whatever I want, don't even think about controlling me! No one can control me!"
Zhi Xing choked with sobs and had already burst into tears. It was the first time she saw Yan Shengjie out of control like this, and her heart hurt so much. It hurt so much.
Suddenly, there was only a "dong" sound.
Zhi Xing's tearful eyes widened in shock, his mouth opened, but he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Yan Shengjie knelt on his knees in front of her.
He lowered his head, and the hair on his forehead blocked half of his handsome face.
"Don't make me swear like that, please..."
Zhi Xing covered her mouth and looked at such a proud man kneeling in front of her. The internal organs in her body suddenly started to hurt again. It was even more painful than when her hair was falling, as if she was being tortured.
"I thought I could control my feelings; I thought I just liked you, or...a little more than I liked you. Haha, in fact, I am the most cowardly person. I can't help it.
In a world without you...I can't bear that kind of suffering for even one minute."
"Jie..." Zhi Xing bit her lip until it bled. She ignored it completely and looked at him, feeling heartbroken beyond measure. However, she couldn't agree to him, no, no.
Taking a deep breath, she pressed the muzzle of the gun against herself, "No, unless you swear, I will shoot now!"
Yan Shengjie slowly raised his head, and the tears in the corners of his eyes made Zhi Xing's heart tremble.
"No? Is it really not possible? Do you have to do this to me?"
Zhi Xing couldn't hold back any longer, and fell to her knees crying, "Swear, please, swear..." Her cry had turned into a kind of wail, and she could not help but cry in the increasingly empty streets.
, seems desolate and heartbreaking.
Yan Shengjie closed his eyes for a long time, and then nodded, "I swear, I will live on, and I will never break my oath to you!"
Zhi Xing silently put down his pistol, and finally smiled, but more and more tears came to him, "I believe you..."
In the car not far away, Mu Xin saw this scene with tears in her eyes, biting her lip to prevent herself from crying. Even though she was not one of them, she could still clearly feel the heart-piercing pain.
God, why do you have to do this to two people who love each other?
Yan Shengjie stood up, walked to her, put away the gun in her hand, hugged her in his arms, smiled helplessly, and it was pure love, "What should I do with you?"
He knew clearly that it would be a lifetime punishment and that life would be worse than death, but he still obeyed her words. Even if the extra time he bought for the two of them was only one day.
Zhi Xing nestled in his arms like an obedient kitten, quietly shedding sad tears, "Master Jie, I still want you to carry me."
Yan Shengjie smiled and nodded, "Yeah."
Lying on his back again, it was so warm that she closed her eyes with peace of mind, "I feel so sleepy, I want to take a nap."
"Go to sleep."
"Remember to call me when you get home. I don't want to waste time sleeping."
"good……"
There was still a long way to go, but he would rather this road never came to an end and just carry her on his back. No matter whether it was heaven or hell ahead, he would be with her.