He stood in front of her, as handsome and elegant as he was four years ago, and a little more mature and restrained.
Memories that had been sealed by her popped out of her mind one after another, either happy or confused. His figure was in every picture, a heart-wrenching figure.
Xiao Ai took a deep breath and said, "Mu Xuan."
Mu Xuan was shocked. Hearing his name called out from her mouth was a bit unreal. He blamed himself for thinking about her for so long, but now that he heard it again, it felt like he was a lifetime away.
Xiao Ai raised the corners of her lips and walked over with a smile, "We haven't seen each other for a long time."
Mu Xuan lowered his eyes and smiled, "Yes, it has been four years."
"How are you doing?" she asked.
"Yeah." He responded calmly.
The square was bustling with people coming and going, but the world belonging to two people suddenly fell silent.
After a long time, Mu Xuan finally spoke, "Did you... have a hard time in the past four years?"
Xiao Ai shook her head and chuckled, "I have gained a lot, which I have never been exposed to before. Oh, by the way, my computer is also very powerful now!"
Hearing her words, Mu Xuan raised his beautiful eyes and stared at her deeply, "You..."
He wanted to ask, if she chose to marry the Dark God four years ago, would she choose the same choice four years later?
He wanted to ask, why did she still lean on others even though she clearly felt her heart?
He wanted to ask, who is that person in her heart?
But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them hard, leaving only a slightly bitter smile. He wanted to use chicness and relief to disguise his disordered heart, but he couldn't force it in front of her.
Looking into the complexity in his eyes, Xiao Ai slowly walked over, raised her head, reached out to gently smooth his tangled eyebrows, and said softly, "Mu Xuan, don't say anything, don't ask anything. The answer you want is
, in my heart, that is my secret, just let me keep it selfishly, okay?"
Mu Xuan gritted his teeth and held her hand. His eyes, covered with crystal, kept flashing, "Is it just because I was a step late? You could have given me a chance, but you didn't!"
Xiao Ai did not take out her hand, but her eyes became softer.
Showing pity.
Mu Xuan took a deep breath and said, "Xiao Ai, that's not betrayal."
"Mu Xuan, you don't understand my feelings for the Dark God at all." Xiao Ai opened her big black eyes and said calmly, "When I was on the uninhabited island, I had completely given up hope. I even
I have decided that my whole life will end on this cruel island. When I met the Dark God and asked him to take me away, he could completely ignore me. After all, taking one more person will add one more person.
It was dangerous. But he agreed without hesitation... Do you know what that means? He gave me a new life!"
Mu Xuan listened quietly, his lowered eyes collecting all his emotions.
"Is it gratitude? I don't know. I only know that from then on, he and I were destined to be involved forever!" There was still a faint smile on the corner of Xiao Ai's mouth, "In my heart, he is a bigger person than me.
The person whose life is more important! He gets hurt because of me, which is the last thing I want to see! Four years ago, I didn’t know how to express my feelings. I hurt him and I hurt you. Now, I won’t do the same thing again.
It’s a mistake.”
Mu Xuan slowly closed his eyes, held her hand, and refused to let go no matter what.
Xiao Ai lowered her head and held him with her backhand, "You will be happy, right?"
Mu Xuan gritted his teeth and nodded after a while, "Yes."
Xiao Ai smiled, but the mist in her eyes became thicker, "That's good, don't let me... miss you."
Mu Xuan pursed his thin lips, pulled her into his arms, and smiled hard, "Do you know how big your loss is?" Although his tone was full of joking, his voice was choked, "You put a
Such an excellent and top-notch man promotes it to others."
Xiao Ai tried her best to keep her eyes wide open so that her vision would not become blurred.
Some bonds will be taken away by time.
A passing by may mean a lifetime of seeing each other from a distance.
Not far away, looking at the two people leaving in the opposite direction, William became anxious, "Why did you just let her go like this?!" He stood up and was about to jump out, but was grabbed by Shu Yan next to him and pulled hard.
She glared at him fiercely and said, "There's only so much we can do about this kind of thing! You can do the wedding for someone else, but can you also do the wedding for someone else?"
Looking at Mu Xuan's lonely back, William couldn't bear it, "But..."
Shu Yan said calmly, "It's nothing! From another perspective, this is a good thing. At least it can stop him from thinking about it! Otherwise, he will have a second four years and a third four years! Just bear to watch it.
Are your brothers being tortured?"
William was speechless. After thinking about it, he felt that what she said made sense. He sighed, sat down on the steps, and said bitterly, "It's no big deal! I will introduce ten or eight girls to him when I get back!"
Shu Yan raised her eyebrows and reached out to twist his ears, "What did you say?!"
"Hey, hey, it hurts! It hurts!"
"Are you still looking for a girl?!"
"Oh, grandma, let go...Okay, okay, I'm not looking for you anymore, I'm not looking for you anymore!"
"Huh, that's pretty much it!"
Shu Yan let go of her hand, gave him a hard look, then turned to look at the two people who were drifting away, her beautiful big eyes flashed with insight, and she said softly, "That woman treats him..."
William rubbed his ears and leaned over, "What about him?"
Shu Yan glanced at him and turned away, "It's too complicated. Even if I explain it, you won't understand! An idiot like you with low emotional intelligence can only think with the lower body!"
"Hey, tell me!"
"Did not say!"
"Damn it, you woman..."
"how?!"
"..."
Mrs. Nalan finally found Xiao Ai at the entrance of the shopping mall. She walked over quickly and said, "Xiao Ai, why didn't you answer the phone? I just... Xiao Ai, were you crying?"
Xiao Ai was startled, then stretched out her hand to touch her cheek, with a trace of tears at the corner of her eyes.
Mrs. Nalan stared at her deeply and didn't ask anything. Instead, she held her shoulders and patted her gently, "Remember, you are happy now! That's enough!"
Xiao Ai nodded slightly and looked in the direction where he disappeared.