What did she say? The first time? It was like someone had slapped a sap from behind her head. Dongfang Jinye opened her eyes wide in shock. She couldn't believe it, really couldn't believe it. It turned out that he and her that day... were actually hers.
First time? Too many times before, seeing her and Yanbin loving each other like a happy couple, he was so jealous that he was crazy. He had long since stopped expecting her body to be perfect.
Keep it for yourself until now.
But now, at this moment, he finally saw clearly his own stupidity and confusion.
Obviously, her body was so tight when he entered her; it was suffocating; it was obvious that her reaction was that of a newbie; it was obvious that she cried and shouted that it hurt; but...he was such a bastard! He was jealous
His eyes turned red, and he lost his mind with anger. He regarded all her rejection and cries as her unwillingness to accept him. He demanded arbitrarily and punished her severely, but he never considered her feelings. It turned out that
, he hurt her more deeply than he thought!
It turns out that she has never belonged to another man, it turns out that she has been her own from the beginning to the end! Dongfang Jinye can't explain his current mood. This fact makes him dizzy with happiness and makes him feel guilty. All kinds of feelings come to him.
, making his tall body tremble slightly.
"I'm sorry..." Dongfang Jinye hugged Xu Wan tightly and raised his head slightly. He felt that his originally cold and cold heart was now as soft as if it was about to melt, and he could hardly breathe due to the weight of self-blame.
Some mistakes have been made, and some damage is destined to be irreparable. Why does love so much turn into sorrow in the end?
Xu Wan leaned in Dongfang Jinye's arms, her mouth flattened in grievance, and she sobbed softly: "Do you think something happened to Yanbin and me? Or is it because there was no blood the first time? That's why you do this.
Me? I know, I know everything..."
Yes, she knows everything. She seems to be very nervous, but she has a more sensitive and delicate heart than any woman. She can detect the almost perverted vents he makes on her every time, but he must not know that every time,
Her heart hurts more than her body. But even if she knew it, she couldn't say anything. Since he thinks she and Yanbin have something, let him think so. At least this way she can get rid of him more easily, and at least he will
Go back and marry your sister.
But at this moment, she finally couldn't stand it anymore. She couldn't bear it anymore. She loved this man and loved him with all her heart and soul. She didn't want to be regarded as unfaithful by the man she loved anymore.
She was cruelly abused and trampled by him. She had been wronged for too long and depressed for too long. She wanted to be like all the innocent little girls and act coquettishly with the man she loved in exchange for his love and pampering instead of what she has now.
Cruel and heartless.
"Stop talking, Xiao Yuan, it's my fault, stop talking..." Dongfang Jinye was like a child who had made a mistake, rubbing Xu Yuan's hair at a loss, and murmuring in a trembling voice.
"Do you know that my virginity... was pierced by myself... in front of Yanbin... so... he never... touched me," Xu Yuan cried and ran out of energy.
Can express what he means intermittently, "But you... do this to me... Do you know, it hurts me so much... It hurts so much every time... My heart hurts so much... Wuwuwu
…”
Dongfang Jinye felt that his eyes were swollen and astringent, and there was a huge emotion in his heart that was swelling rapidly. Something was overflowing in his eyes as if it was about to pour out. He quickly raised his head and pushed those things back.
He held the little woman in his arms tightly and kissed the top of her hair passionately. This was his treasure, his favorite. Four years ago, she could be stubborn in order to prevent her body from being violated by other men.
He broke his virginity; and now, he dedicated her most cherished first time to himself. How much of a bastard must he be to treat her so cruelly again and again!
"Why, why are you telling me now? Why, why are you still with Yanbin in this case? Why?" Dongfang Jinye was like a patient suffering from sleepwalking, murmuring why hysterically. Maybe he had already
I guessed the answer, but didn’t dare to face it.
"Because... my sister is seriously ill, and she is going to die! Wow...!" After Xu Yuan said this, he suddenly opened his mouth and burst into tears. Tears were like a faucet that was out of control, rushing from his eyes.
come out.
She was just a simple and innocent little girl. She had always lived a happy and carefree life. She had never experienced any pressure in life. However, no one knew how much pressure, pain, sadness, and grievance she had been forced to endure these days.
.
Her ignorant girl finally fell in love, but she could only suppress this unbearable feeling in her heart. In order to avoid this feeling and for the happiness of her sister, she chose another man to be her safe haven. But she was not happy, she
Her stubborn heart was completely occupied by this bad man, and her body and mind could not accept the approach of another man.
She was forced to kiss and entangle with Yanbin, and every time she was terrified that he would suddenly show his bestiality and hold her down and kill her, but that was her choice and she had no choice. Not only that, but she also wanted to
In front of him, she was forced to be intimate with Yanbin while avoiding his eyes, and she had to watch him and her sister love each other sweetly...
God, now that I think about it, she has endured so much... How could she not be wronged? But at this moment, facing him, the man she loves, this man who also loves her but treats her badly
With such a cruel man, her fragile and helpless defense finally collapsed, and she could no longer hold on.
Her two small hands clumsily held up his handsome and resolute cheeks, and her two slightly trembling pink lips kissed his sexy thin lips. With tears streaming down her face, she looked at him and said sadly: "Dongfang
Jin Ye, you know, I love you, I love you...so how could you do this to me?"
Dongfang Jinye hugged Xu Yuan tightly with her arms, buried her chin in her neck, pressed her face against her tear-stained face, and closed her eyes in pain. She said she loved him, loved him...he was
Shouldn't he feel happy and happy? But damn! Why does his heart hurt so much that he feels like he is about to die?
He wanted to laugh at himself, Dongfang Jinye, what have you done?! Confused! Stupid! He really couldn't imagine what she had endured these days. At this moment, he wished she had never loved him.
She would rather she and Yanbin always get along happily, so that the pain he brought to her would never exist. But no, those pains are always there, and they follow her like a shadow.