Dongfang Jinye held up a spoon with one hand and put it to the wishing mouth. He snorted coldly: "I, Dongfang Jinye, will do what I say. I will let you go when I say I will let you go. Don't you just want to find that man?"
? I will always feed you to prevent you from starving to death on the roadside before you get to him!"
Dongfang Jinye's words made Xu Yuan unable to stop feeling sad. She opened her mouth to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything. She just opened her mouth obediently and swallowed the porridge.
After feeding Xu Yuan and finishing the porridge, the two of them sat motionless in the restaurant and were silent for a long time. As time passed by, Xu Yuan was worried about his father's safety and had no time to spend any more time with Dongfang Jinye.
He moved and wanted to jump out of Dongfang Jinye's arms, but was hugged hard by Dongfang Jinye.
"You really want to leave me and don't want to stay with me for a moment, huh?" He kissed her hair and asked her softly.
Xu wish said nothing, but turned his head to one side.
"Alas!" Dongfang Jinye sighed helplessly, hugged Xu Yuan tighter, and placed his chin on the top of her head, "Do you want to know when I found out that I fell in love with you?"
She really hadn't thought about this question. Xu Yuan blinked her eyes. Although she really wanted to know, she still stubbornly refused to talk to him.
Dongfang Jinye pursed her lips and continued: "That night, you went to the wolf group to cause trouble and were drugged and taken away. Later, I wanted to save you, but I didn't expect to see you and Yan Yan when I went out.
Bin... I held back my anger for no reason, drank a lot of wine, drove my car to block you in front of Yanbin's community, and knocked you unconscious in my car. Later, I will take you with me
I answered this. Xiaoyuan, at that time I realized that I fell in love with you."
Dongfang Jinye paused after saying this, and then continued: "But at that time, I had a lot of scruples. I regarded your sister as you. I didn't want to betray my ten-year feelings for you. I obviously felt strange feelings towards you.
But I have to abandon you."
"When you woke up that morning, I held you like this and fed you porridge," Dongfang Jinye's faint voice sounded, and she fell into deeper memories, "Actually, at that moment, I suddenly had a ridiculous thought in my heart.
I'm looking forward to life with you. I want to hold you to sleep every night and wake up in the same bed with you every morning. I want to bathe you every day, dry your hair and put you on my lap.
Come on, let me feed you."
"Xiao Yuan," Dongfang Jinye's eyes began to turn red, and he kissed Xu Yuan's hair and forehead over and over again, his voice hoarse and trembling, "Since we were separated at the beginning, why did you turn to me again? Why did you give me heaven?
life, but cruelly kicked me into hell? What should I do if you leave me?"
"I know you hate me now. You hate me for killing your sister. You hate me for killing our baby. You hate me for not saving your father. I know that I am not qualified to say anything to save you. If this is
What you want, then I will grant it to you, and I will let you go. Go as far as you want, and never come back. Do you know that losing it after you get it is far more heartbreaking than never getting it.
"
With tears streaming down her face, Xu Wan held up Dongfang Jinye's cheeks with her two small hands, her two bloodless lips tremblingly covered Dongfang Jinye's lips, then she pressed her forehead against his and cried bitterly.
She wanted to say to him, Dongfang Jinye, I love you, I love you, no matter how strong the hatred in my heart is, it can't stop me from loving you; She wanted to say to him, Dongfang Jinye, I want to be with you forever, I want to
Sleeping with you every night and waking up in the same bed every morning, I want to give birth to many babies for you; she wanted to say to him, Dongfang Jinye, do you know, in fact, I can't bear to leave you at all.
But she just cried and kept crying, holding back everything she wanted to say, and then turned it into tears. She couldn't tell him anything, and she managed to persist until now. She couldn't give up all her efforts. She understood him if he didn't save his father.
, she didn’t want to force him, so she would have to leave him alone.
"Let's go Xiaoyuan," Dongfang Jinye put down the wish from her body and turned away from looking at her, "I put money in your pocket, you can take a taxi to find him. He should have a way to rescue your father, but
, I hope he won’t make things difficult for you. Let’s go…”
He bathed her, dressed her up, and fed her, just to send her to another man. What a huge irony!
Xu Wish took one last reluctant look at Dongfang Jinye. This man who had always been cold, arrogant and strong, the fragility and despair on his face at the moment made her heartache. She clenched her fists, resisted the urge to rush over and hug him tightly, and put her face on
Wiping away her tears, she turned around and walked out.
The footsteps in his ears faded away little by little, but Dongfang Jinye never looked back. His face showed the grief of losing everything, and there was a faint sparkle in his eyes.
When Xu Wan came out of Dongfang Jinye's residence just now, she glanced at the clock in the living room and knew that it was just nightfall. Her body was extremely weak, and she walked hard in the wolf group base with her limp body, tears coming one after another.
of flowing out.
After finally moving out of the wolf group base, thinking that she had to walk a little further to get a taxi, she frowned with a headache. Just as she was about to move her legs and continue walking, a taxi had already stopped beside her, "
Miss, do you want to take a taxi?"
Xu wish glanced at the driver, nodded, opened the door and got in the car. After informing the driver of her destination, Xu wish sat in the car, nervously watching the night scene passing by outside the window, holding the hem of her shirt with her fingers and tightening it.
tight.
This is really retribution. In order to break up with Yanbin, I hurt him so cruelly, and now I have to look for him again with shame. I don’t know how he will laugh at me and humiliate me. The more I think about it, the more timid I get.
.But she can't back down. Apart from him, she can't think of anyone who can save her father. Now even if she is asked to go up the knife mountain and into the frying pan, she has to grit her teeth and fight.
I took a taxi to Yanbin's residence, paid the fare, and took the elevator upstairs. I stopped in front of a security door, hesitated for a long time, and finally rang the doorbell. The doorbell rang several times, but no one opened the door. I didn't expect anyone to come.
At home, Xu Yuan couldn't hold on any longer and slowly collapsed on the ground.
I wanted to call Yanbin, but then I realized that all the things I took with me when I ran away from home were with Dongfang Jinye, including my mobile phone. Xu wishing sighed, bent his knees and buried his face between his legs, not knowing where Yanbin was going.
Where did he go? I can only wait here for him to come back. I just hope he doesn't come back.