This is the first time in a long time that I wish to dream.
She stood in the empty and cold mourning hall. The colors in the room were either white or black, and there was desolation and sorrow everywhere. It seemed that something had been lurking deep in her heart for a long time. It was something she deliberately did not want to think of. At this moment
But like a ferocious beast that broke out of its cage, it rushed towards her cruelly.
She suddenly felt that her chest was so tight and her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe. It seemed that she would die of pain in the next second. What happened? She tried hard to recall and looked around in a panic.
When she saw the portrait in front of the mourning hall, she finally suddenly and shockingly remembered that her father was dead! The father who loved her the most was dead!
Along with the sadness, there is more and more hatred. Who? Who killed her father? Who?!
He was dressed in black, against the light, his face was clear-cut, and he walked towards her step by step with steady steps. He wished to see the person in front of him clearly, and shed tears of sadness and grievance. Night, night...she wanted to leave.
Step forward, throw yourself into the arms of your beloved man and cry loudly, telling him sadly, Ye, my dad is dead! My dad is dead!
However, as he approached step by step, the memory was gradually revived. When he finally walked in front of her, she did not throw herself into his arms and cry cowardly. On the contrary, the weakness on her face was replaced by indifference, and she put the gunman into her arms.
The gun was pointed at him, and his dagger-like eyes were fixed on the father-killer in front of him: "Dongfang Jinye! Do you still remember this gun?"
She remembered, it was him who killed her father! It was him! Dongfang Jinye!
."I said I didn't kill your father, how on earth are you going to believe me?"
."Unless you die!"
He looked frightened, with pain and despair in his eyes: "If this is what you want, then I will grant it to you."
Then he turned around and left step by step. She looked at his back, but was unwilling to let him go like this. She pointed the gun at him and decisively pulled the trigger...
She didn't know why the scene suddenly changed to the cemetery, but everything she saw in front of her was very familiar. Yanbin was lying on the ground with a pale face, breathing weakly, and his energy was gradually losing focus. From his back, large areas of bright red spilled out.
Yanbin was injured while protecting her and the baby. He was about to die. What to do? Her father died, Dongfang Jinye died, and now even Yanbin was about to die. What should she do? What should she and the baby do?
"Xiaoyuan, I want to... tell you something. Although, I know... you will definitely hate me, but I... still want to tell you. I killed your father and put the blame on Dongfang Jinye."
The wish collapsed!
Her father died because of her, Dongfang Jinye was also killed by her, and even Yanbin died to protect her. It turned out that she was the culprit, and it turned out that the person she should hate the most was herself! She was in so much pain,
Really, really, really, so painful. She couldn't bear this heartbreaking pain. She really wanted to die quickly, but why was she the only one still alive?!
"Woooooooo..."
"Xiaoyuan?"
"Woooooooo..."
"Little wish?" Dongfang Jinye turned on the main light, patted the wishing face, and called her nervously, "Little wish? Wake up."
For how long, she had been sleeping beside him quietly and silently. Who would have expected that tonight, he suddenly heard her crying in his ear, and sat up with a startle.
The wish in front of her seemed to be trapped in some kind of terrible nightmare. Her face was pale, her chest was heaving violently, and along with her painful sobs, tears poured out from the corners of her eyes.
"Xiaoyuan? Wake up!"
Xu Yuan finally opened her eyes, her big eyes filled with dull tears, and she looked at Dongfang Jinye expressionlessly. It seemed that she had really forgotten the dream just now, or that she subconsciously didn't want to face it at all, her expression was dull.
, still looking stupid.
"Xiao Yuan, what's wrong with you?" Dongfang Jinye nervously held Xu Yuan's little hand, "Did you have a nightmare?"
Make a wish but don't answer him.
"Xiao Yuan, be good," Dongfang Jinye coaxed her softly, "Don't be afraid, dreams are all fake, ah? As long as I'm by your side, I will protect you and won't let anyone hurt you. You can't do anything."
Don’t be afraid, okay?”
I made a wish but still didn't answer him.
Dongfang Jinye k
Are you okay?"
Thinking that Dongfang Jinye's comfort had an effect, Xu Yuan fell asleep in Dongfang Jinye's arms, and she didn't have any more nightmares during this period.
Dongfang Jinye lowered her head to look at the wish in her arms, but she didn't close her eyes all night. This was the first time in a long time that Xu wish had a nightmare and cried sadly. Dongfang Jinye didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing, or whether it would make her deeper.
Will being trapped in her world make her gradually wake up? In any case, he will find a doctor tomorrow morning.
The next morning, after Dongfang Jinye washed and dressed up Xu Yuan, the doctor also came over.
Dongfang Jinye told the doctor that Xu Yuan had a nightmare last night and cried very sadly. She didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing and whether it would help her wake up.
The doctor pondered for a moment and answered truthfully. It stands to reason that if the patient dreams, is sad, and cries, it proves that she has a certain sense of the outside world, which should be a good sign that she is about to wake up.
When Dongfang Jinye heard this, he was overjoyed, but when he turned to make a wish, his eyes dimmed again. The doctor said that this was a sign that she was about to wake up, but how did he feel that her condition had changed since the nightmare last night?
Has it gotten worse again?
After such a long time, Dongfang Jinye obviously felt that Xu Yuan's condition had improved. She would look at him when he talked to her. Even if he was not in front of her, she would look around for him uneasily. But now, after yesterday
That night, when he talked to her, she started to ignore him again and didn't even look at him. The food didn't taste good either. It took him a long time to coax her to open her mouth.
Dongfang Jinye expressed his doubts. The doctor thought for a while and said that maybe the patient's condition was getting better and there were even signs of waking up. It was just that there was something in the patient's subconscious that she was unwilling to face, so she was delayed.
Reluctant to wake up.
After sending the doctor away, Dongfang Jinye came to Xu Yuan, squatted down in front of her, held her hand in hers, looked at her and smiled bitterly: "Xiao Yuan, everything is really over.
What can't be faced? Even if it is, don't you still have me by your side to accompany you? How about we face it together? Just think of it as me begging you, wake up quickly! You are still torturing me like this
Until when?”
Xu Yuan didn't know what Dongfang Jinye said, but looking at the sad expression on his face, she thought that her cold attitude towards Dongfang Jinye the whole morning had hurt his heart, so she raised her lips slightly and smiled silly at him.
Dongfang Jinye pursed her lips and wanted to laugh, but the smile turned out to be uglier than crying: "Laugh, you know how to laugh, do you know that my heart is crying?"