Chapter 15 The balance in my heart is out of balance
Xu Wan walked up to Dongfang Jinye and raised her chin at him: "Hey! Dongfang Jinye!"
Dongfang Jinye looked up at her, his face still as cold as ever, but there was a little complexity hidden in his eyes. His eyes were deep and bright, not as sharp as usual. When she looked into his eyes, Xu Wish was slightly startled, and there seemed to be a subtle emotion.
The feeling lingered in her heart, causing her ignorant and young heart to become chaotic. In order to cover up her guilty conscience, Xu Yuan snorted coldly at Dongfang Jinye: "Coward!"
Dongfang Jinye seemed not to hear it and ordered her: "Sit down."
Xu Yuan didn't know what was wrong with her. She hated his coldness and ruthlessness, but she still sat down opposite him obediently. Before coming, she prepared a lot of words to scold him, but now facing him, she felt like her head was like a
The road was short and I couldn't remember a word.
Fortunately, the waitress brought her a cup of coffee at this time. Xu Yuan lowered his head and played with the little spoon in his hand, waiting for Dongfang Jinye to speak first. What was terrible was that she was silent and so was he. Xu Yuan felt that this feeling was suffocating her.
She felt so uncomfortable that she cursed her in her heart for a while, and finally decided to raise her head and glare at him fiercely.
Looking into Dongfang Jinye's deep eyes, Xu Yuan was stunned, and it turned out that he had been looking at her. She felt panicked, and quickly lowered her head and drank a swig of coffee. But the coffee was bitter, and Xu Yuan choked and coughed twice.
There was a sound, and the two little eyebrows were twisted together in pain.
Seeing her like this, Dongfang Jinye frowned: "If you can't drink it, then don't drink it."
She made a wish and pretended not to hear what he said, still lowering her head to drink her extremely bitter coffee. She didn't know what she was feeling guilty about. Anyway, she just didn't have the courage to look up at him.
Dongfang Jinye pursed her lower lip, took the coffee in front of Xu Yuan from her hand, and gently put it aside. Xu Yuan glanced at the cup with a look of reluctance, and in the end could only raise his head angrily, feigning anger.
Staring at Dongfang Jinye: "Why are you looking at me all the time? Is there a flower on my face?" After saying that, she did not forget to give him a dissatisfied look to hide her guilty conscience.
Dongfang Jinye's eyes were full of smiles. He looked at her and said casually: "You have lost weight." She had really lost weight. He remembered that when he first met her in the hotel that night, her chin was still the same.
It was round, how come it has become pointed now?
Xu Yuan looked at Dongfang Jinye blankly, wondering why he suddenly brought up this topic.
"Have you not eaten well these days?" Dongfang Jinye asked her.
Xu Yuan's eyes widened. Why did Dongfang Jinye, who had always been so cold, suddenly become concerned about his own food? This feeling... was so overwhelming!
"Still not sleeping well?" Dongfang Jinye asked her next.
He made a wish and said nothing, his eyes widened even more.
"What's still bothering you?"
Troubled things? Xu wish finally remembered the troubled things in the past two days, and nodded his head sadly.
Seeing her like this, Dongfang Jinye said with some displeasure: "You are a kid, why do you worry so much?"
Dongfang Jinye didn't want to hear what Dongfang Jinye said. She had been worried about him and her sister for the past two days, and he actually came to complain about her? She raised her head and glared at Dongfang Jinye fiercely: "It's not because of
What happened between you and your sister! Do you have any conscience? "
Dongfang Jinye sighed: "I will take care of solving our affairs myself, can't you just live your own life happily?"
"No! No!" Xu Yuan yelled, "That person, she is my sister! She loves you so much. Because she loves you, her father has locked her in the room for two days and two nights without eating or drinking. What should I do?
Can you just ignore it?"
"But what about you? What did you do?" Xu Yuan became more and more excited as she spoke, "Don't you love her too? Don't you love her as much as she loves you? Then why don't you go find her? Why don't you ask daddy
Let you be together?"
Xu wish paused, took a deep breath, and glared at him angrily: "Dongfang Jinye, did I misjudge you? What did I say when I handed my sister over to you? Are you really, too
I am disappointed. It turns out that you are so timid and weak. I look down on you and look down on you!"
A trace of pain flashed in Dongfang Jinye's eyes, and then disappeared in an instant. However, he could pretend to be calm on the surface, but the pain in his heart could never fool him. She was actually scolding him now? Hum! Ridiculous, really ridiculous!
He had already thought of a way to solve the problem without hurting any soldiers, but he had been unwilling to take action. For two days, he had been hesitating. He was not afraid of death. He had already put life and death aside, he just...
Because of her! But she actually pushed him to someone else. This feeling of being selfish... is really ridiculous!
Dongfang Jinye was so hidden that everyone thought that he only had Promise in his heart. Only he knew that there was always a balance in his heart, with Promise on one side and her on the other; the thoughts and feelings that had been suppressed and suppressed for ten years on the other, and on the other
But it is...the one that sinks deeper and deeper, and becomes more and more unable to extricate itself - this damn love!
Although he doesn't want to admit it, this is the fact. Sometimes he feels despicable and secretly curses himself for being shameless. They are twin sisters. How can you fall in love with two people at the same time? How can you? He tried
, he really tried to give up. He reminded himself more than once that you love Promise, you have fallen in love with her since you were sixteen, you have been in love with her for ten years, you can only love her, but...
…
Damn it! Who will tell him why he still has another person in his heart? Why does he think of her so often? Her big bright and shining eyes, her pouted mouth in annoyance, her naughty and funny expression... why does he think of her so much?
Why do you suddenly want to see her? Why don't you get used to her being noisy in your ears? Why do you want to laugh when you see her? Why do you feel sad when you see her hurt? Why do you feel jealous when you see her with other men?
Crazy and crazy?!
Yes, he fell in love with her, just like that... fell in love with her without any warning.
Even now, what is even more frightening is that the balance he is trying to hold steady is slowly tilting towards her, and the love he has painstakingly endured is about to collapse and explode, but at this time she is scolding him, saying he is timid, saying
He was cowardly and said she looked down on him. She asked him to find her sister and let him go and be with her sister. Damn it! She only had her sister!
Dongfang Jinye looked at Xu Yuan, and her voice suddenly turned cold: "Is your sister the only one in your heart?"
I didn't know why I made the wish, but I nodded firmly: "Of course, my sister is my favorite person!"
Dongfang Jinye took a deep breath, and his face became calm: "Is this what you want?"
"What?" Xu Yuan looked at him puzzled.
"Is it what you want me to be with your sister?" It was still that cold and intimidating tone.
She made a wish for a moment, then lowered her head and replied with a gloomy look: "As long as my sister is happy, I will be happy. Of course... that's what I want." Her heart suddenly contracted, and the sour and painful feeling that morning hit her again.
Heart. She thought to herself, why did she get sick again? This time, she must find a doctor.
Dongfang Jinye stood up in front of the wish, his whole body was surrounded by an invisible chill. He looked at her with a cold expression and said in a cold tone: "If this is what you want, then I will fulfill it for you!" After he finished speaking, he had already turned his head.
He walked out without looking back.
Xu Wan looked at Dongfang Jinye's departing back. He was tall and straight, with slender legs and a straight back. He walked with an intimidating momentum. He had an elegant and calm demeanor, and he was as high as a god.
But...he is not his own.
She felt a severe pain in her heart. She reached out to cover her chest in pain, and felt difficulty breathing. She thought that she needed to breathe, she needed to breathe... She stood up and stumbled out, tears already streaming down her face.