Extra Story Yun Shengrui's Confessions Goodbye My Fairy
I'm so sleepy, really sleepy. I always feel like I can't wake up recently. I don't understand why I'm always so tired?
I have lived in an orphanage since I was a child. I feel so annoyed when I see the children playing around me. I always want to sleep, escape from their world, and live in my own world. In my world, I always want to sleep.
There is a fairy playing with me, she is very cheerful and beautiful, but every time when I wake up she is gone...
In the orphanage, people always mentioned things about mom and dad. However, I always felt that those things had nothing to do with me. What about dad and mom? I just want my fairy to be enough. I just want my fairy to accompany me.
There is a person in the orphanage who is as lonely as me, no, even more solitary than me, because he never smiles or says anything, he just sits coldly in the corner and looks into the distance.
The name of the child who is about the same age as me is Feng Jingchen. I like to be with him because he is not that annoying.
I have always been aloof from the world, and I always get bullied by other children, but Feng Jingchen stops me every time. I want to be friends with him, because I feel that I need him, and he also needs me.
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As I grow older, I gradually get to know Feng Jingchen. I know very well what he wants, and I am willing to sacrifice my life to help him fulfill his dream. I will never betray him...
However, I never thought that this promise would be broken...
Because I met my fairy on the rooftop. The moment she opened the door, the breeze gently blew her thick black hair, revealing her fairy-like face. At that time, I really thought it was my dream.
It came true, but based on the memory of the photo, I knew she was the woman Feng Jingchen chose.
I was in immense pain struggling between love and non-love. Every time I longed to touch her, I flinched because of the promise not to betray her.
But she still continues to attract me, and the last line of defense in my psychology has been broken. I want to love her, no matter what I promise, because Feng Jingchen doesn't love her at all, so I still give her such a famous jade.
It is most valuable to those who know how to appreciate it.
But when I was brave enough to love, she chose Feng Jingchen. I hate it so much. Why would she choose Feng Jingchen? Obviously I love her more than Feng Jingchen. Looking at the intimacy and closeness between them,
My heart is in great pain. One is a brother and the other is the woman I love. Why is this happening?
The darkness in my heart appeared. I wanted to snatch her away from him, but I failed because I always thought he didn't love her. But when I saw everything clearly, I realized how much he loved her.
Ah, am I giving up again?
When she found me crying and kissed me, I felt how happy that moment was, but it all turned out to be illusory, and I could never enter her mind.
When she begged us brothers to stop quarreling, I realized how bad I was for making my fairy sleepy. But I won’t do it anymore. I want to say goodbye to my fairy. I will continue to obey in the future.
That promise to never betray Feng Jingchen.
I think my love will appear soon, right? Because I have let go of my fairy.