"Listen to me... Su Rui." Bai Yiqing's words became weaker and weaker, and I had a bad feeling.
"Stop talking about Yi Qing, I'll take you to the hospital now!" After saying that, I wanted to start the car again.
"No..." His hand was so cold when he held my wrist.
"Your hands are so cold!" I quickly held his hand.
"Su Rui... I may... I can't hold on any longer. Chen's address is in my pocket." What is he talking about? Why can't I hold on anymore?
"Stop teasing me, okay?" I held back my tears. I knew whether he was joking or not, but I still had hope in him: "Stop talking now, I'll take you to the hospital!"
"Su... Rui... I am... a... doctor... I know... my situation, I... please listen to what I have to say... below." After he finished speaking, a lot of blood flowed from the corner of his mouth.
, I immediately helped him wipe it, and the white handkerchief on my hand was now dyed blood red: "Su... Rui, I'm sorry!"
Why are you saying sorry? Why? He just took a bullet for me, why are you saying sorry to me? It’s me who should be sorry!
"I... promised Chen that I would save... you back... but... I didn't expect... that you would save me instead. I'm so useless!" Is this why he said sorry? This is what he has always said.
Is there any reason why you feel guilty about me? "Actually... I want to say I'm sorry... no... it's not these." His breath became weaker again, and I was so scared: "I am... violating you with my thoughts every night.
...I'm sorry..." I didn't know what Bai Yiqing was talking about, I didn't understand, but I didn't ask him, because... I clearly felt that his hands were getting colder: "I watched you and Chen together...
...I am in so much pain...I wanted to...dedicate my life to die with the God of Death...but...I failed...I can die for you...I am willing..., Su Rui...I once swore...
...Life is dust, it seems...I can't keep my promise, and I also said I won't betray Chen again, but...I still have to betray him again...I...like...you."
After Bai Yiqing said that, I really couldn't hold back my tears and cried loudly. That time he said he wanted to elope with me, and I knew he liked me, but he never told me personally, but today he said it, and I
I know that he will go to accompany Qin Lang and the others soon, but I don't want it, I don't want this: "Su Rui... don't cry... okay?"
"Yeah! Yeah!" I tried my best to wipe my tears. I originally said I wouldn't cry in front of anyone except Feng Jingchen, but looking at Bai Yiqing's painful expression, I really couldn't bear it anymore.
"Please... agree to my last request..." Bai Yiqing's pupils were obviously a little dilated.
"No, it's not the last one. I will agree to whatever you ask for in the future."
"I...want...to kiss you once!" Bai Yiqing said with difficulty and I kissed him without hesitation. He held me weakly, but I held Bai Yiqing tightly for fear that he would really leave me.
And left, but...his hands fell from my back, and I knew that Bai Yiqing was also gone.
But I want to tell you Bai Yiqing that this is not the first time we kissed, but the second time. The first time was after you were drunk...
And actually, it’s me who should say I’m sorry. From the time we met until now, I have never given you a good face. Even when you were about to leave me, I never gave you a good face. I’m such a fucking idiot.
I didn't even realize that Bai Yiqing was pretending to be normal when he got in the car. I'm such a fucking idiot. If I knew you...
I'm sorry, Bai Yiqing, I'm sorry.
"Ugh..." I couldn't bear the pain in my heart anymore, so I cried loudly. Three important friends left me today. All of this is the pain that the God of Death has brought to me. He was right, he really has both sexes.
Beifeng gave me back the pain. I hate you, God of Death. I hate you so much. If it hadn’t been for that night, Bai Yiqing and the others would not have died today. I would rather have fallen to my death from the fifth floor that night than be saved by you.