"Chen!" I snatched the "cigarette" from Feng Jingchen's hand almost at the same time as Yun Shengrui, but his eyes showed no reaction and he continued to roll up another cigarette.
"No!" I took out the "cigarette" in my hand and hugged Feng Jingchen excitedly.
"I'm sorry, Rui, I still can't watch you suffer, so I am willing to feel this pain with you!" After he said that, he gently stroked my long hair.
I have regained my sanity. Feng Jingchen did not give up on me or despise me, but was willing to go to hell with me. In the past, I was afraid that Feng Jingchen would dump me if he knew I was taking drugs, so I kept deceiving him.
But now... now he is doing this to me.
What the hell have I been doing just now! I actually pushed a man who loved me so much into a desperate situation and forced him to violate his own principles. Why can't I sacrifice for him and quit drugs?
"I'm sorry Chen! I'm sorry!" I fell into his arms and cried. At this time, Yun Shengrui also quietly left the bedroom: "I'm sorry, I promise you, I will definitely quit. I promise you, help me.
Okay? Help me!"
Feng Jingchen hugged me tightly after listening to what I said. Although he didn't say any words, I felt how strong his arms were when he hugged me. The feeling that was conveyed to me was that I
It’s so warm. I received the power given to me by Feng Jingchen. I decided that I must give up my drug addiction!
He slowly loosened the hand that held me tightly, and then gently stroked my cheek. His eyes were full of love and sadness, and what about me? I also stroked his face gently and looked at
When his head was hit by me, I really felt that I was so sorry for him: "Your head!" I said guiltily.
And one of his hands took my hand that was stroking his cheek. I saw that there were still teeth marks on his hand that I had just bitten because of my madness. I kissed his hand gently, and he
Then he pulled up my cheek and pressed his lips against mine.
This kiss gave me strength and hope. I know how difficult the days ahead will be, but I am not afraid because there is Feng Jingchen around me!
When the sun rose, Feng Jingchen prepared a room with only a bed for me. He couldn't bear to tie me to the bed. I nodded slightly to him to express my approval.
In the next three days, I would beg Feng Jingchen almost every day when I had a poisonous attack, but he would give me a gentle kiss every time, and I would rely on this kiss to recall the vows I made a few days ago, and how I would continue to endure.
With patience, my will and dignity gradually returned. I knew that I was about to succeed. During this period of time, Feng Jingchen was almost tortured by me. He didn't sleep much at all. He stayed with me 24 hours a day, and his body was full of pain.
It is full of scars from being beaten by me, and Yun Shengrui is managing the company's affairs.
I know that this time I have caused a lot of trouble for Feng Jingchen, but the hard work pays off. Two months have passed. I haven't touched any drugs, and my energy has recovered a lot.
I know I succeeded, haha, I felt Feng Jingchen showing that proud look for me. He once said that the only thing he admired about the God of Death was that he got rid of the poison. But what about me? Ha, I finally won this battle.
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And the name of this battle should be defeating the devil in my own mind. I can defeat myself. Who will I be afraid of in the future?