Although it hurts, Xia Haitong feels relieved now for some reason.
The corners of her mouth raised slightly, hoping that at this last moment, her smile would remain in Ye Chengzhi's mind.
She thought, at least it would be better than crying, right?
But she didn't know that her smile was uglier than crying.
She opened her red lips lightly and said to him...
Let's break up!
She said these five words slowly and calmly, but each word was powerful. In her eyes, Ye Chengzhi saw determination without any confusion or hesitation. He knew that she would leave him like this.
But he couldn't let her leave. Wasn't everything he did for her? She couldn't leave, and he couldn't lose her!
Just when Xia Haitong was about to leave, Ye Chengzhi took her hand in his direction and trapped her body in his arms.
"Let me go!"
Xia Haitong struggled in his arms, but he held his arms tighter and tighter, saying involuntarily: "No! I will never let you go this time! I can't lose you again, I can't!"
"I say it again, let go of me!"
"No! I won't let you go!" He paused, squatted down and looked at Xia Haitong, "Xiaotong, listen to me, I really..."
"That's enough, Ye Chengzhi! I am Xia Haitong, not Gu Xiaotong, please wake up!!"
Xia Haitong pushed him hard, and he lost his center of gravity and fell backwards to the ground.
"You know? Until just now, my heart was still expecting that you had actually loved me, even just a little bit. Not because I look like Gu Xiaotong, not because my name can be pronounced as Xiaotong, but because
You really love me, you love me named Xia Haitong!"
"Xiaotong, I..."
Ye Chengzhi shook his head and got up from the ground, while Xia Haitong took two steps back and said, "You don't have to explain anything, I know what you want to say. I would have believed it before, but I don't now."
Yes. Because my name is Xia Haitong, do you understand?"
"No, it's not like that. Xiaotong, don't leave, don't, don't—!"
Ye Chengzhi took a few steps forward to try to retain Xia Haitong, but she casually picked up the key on the table and pressed the sharp end against her neck. She exerted force, revealing red marks on her fair skin.
"If you want me to die, just take one more step forward."
"No! Calm down!"
Although Ye Chengzhi said this, he still took a step forward.
"Do you think I'm joking with you? Or do you think keys can't kill people?"
Xia Haitong exerted another force, and the delicate skin sank deeper and deeper, until it was so red that it almost bled.
"Xiaotong, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to step forward just now." He calmed down, "If I don't step forward, you must not hurt yourself, okay?"
His tone was almost pleading, and for a sudden moment she softened.
But she still gritted her teeth and said seriously: "Chengzhi, wake up, the person you love is not me, not Xia Haitong, but Gu Xiaotong!"
Ye Chengzhi shook his head violently: "No, that's not the case. The person I love is you, and it has always been you!!"
"Look, you are lying again." Xia Haitong took two steps back, "Although I still can't tell whether you are lying from your expression, the facts tell me that you are lying."
Ye Chengzhi still shook his head, and she added: "Before, I have defended you countless times in my heart, and I have also given you opportunities again and again to prove that you did not lie to me, but it turns out that you have always been there
Lie to me!"
She lowered her butterfly eyelashes and said slowly: "Maybe to you, that's not a lie. Maybe from the beginning to the end, you didn't know that there was a person named Xia Haitong, because in your heart, you have long regarded me as...
Gu Xiaotong! Your so-called love for me does not belong to me at all, it belongs to the dead Gu Xiaotong!"
"I don't allow you to say that you are dead!!"
As soon as Ye Chengzhi said what he said, he hurriedly explained to Xia Haitong, but she just looked at him with a pale face, and tears welled up in her eyes.
She turned around vigorously. She didn't want him to see this face. She didn't want Ye Chengzhi to feel guilty. She didn't want it.
She sighed softly. Now, she has paid off her debt to him, right? She doesn't need to feel guilty towards him in the future, right?
"Chengzhi, the Spring Festival is coming soon, you should go back to Ye's house to reunite with your family."
Ye Chengzhi stretched out his hand: "No, don't leave!"
"Farewell." Xia Haitong started playing without looking back. Ye Chengzhi watched her slowly walk to the door, her hand already touching the door lock.
She unlocked the door, but just as she was about to take a step, she stumbled and almost fell to the ground.
She calmed down and tried to move forward, but she felt increasingly dizzy.
Slowly her body lost strength, her eyes became more and more tired, and her consciousness gradually disappeared.
Dimly, she saw Ye Chengzhi walking towards her quickly. When she fell, he supported her body.
Xia Haitong looked at him in confusion, and she saw a guilty look in his eyes.
"Xiaotong, just have a good sleep. You'll be fine after a good sleep."
Ye Chengzhi's voice was still so pleasant, floating into Xia Haitong's ears, urging her to sleep like a lullaby.
Xia Haitong didn't want to close her eyes, but she couldn't control herself. Finally, she closed her eyes and fell asleep heavily.
Ye Chengzhi carried Xia Haitong back to the room. He put Xia Haitong on the bed and covered her with a quilt, while he sat aside and looked at her quietly, gently stroking the hair on her forehead.
Since God has given you back to me, I will never let go of your hand. Xiaotong, I will never let you leave me again, absolutely not, never...
He whispered the same sentence softly, and only firmness and determination shone in those black and white crane eyes.
The next day.
Xia Haitong opened her eyes drowsily, and she licked her tongue. The sweet and sour taste was still on the tip of her tongue.
"Ye Chengzhi, what you said to me before, how much is true and how much is false?"
Xia Haitong looked at the ceiling and muttered to herself. She knew the answer, and only Ye Chengzhi knew it.
It's a pity that he will never tell himself.
Xia Haitong turned her head and saw a prepared breakfast on the bedside table, but she just smiled, got out of bed and came to the door.
However, she found that the door could not be opened.
She came to the window again and looked at the iron bars on the window carefully. She thought that since she couldn't shrink her bones and she wasn't strong enough to take them down, that meant she was destined to be unable to leave. She sighed.
, If she had known that such a day would come, she would not have chosen this room in the first place.
She shook her head. If she had known this day would come, she would not have let it come.
Xia Haitong fell on the bed, with no sadness or anger on her face. She was very calm now, so calm that even she was a little surprised.
Perhaps she has experienced too much, and now she seems to have begun to feel numb to being hurt by others.
She turned over and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling. In fact, she should have thought of all this. If it weren't for the fact that she looked very similar to an important person in Ye Chengzhi, how could Ye Chengxuan have tried so hard to make herself his? piece?
She smiled slightly, no wonder Ye Chengzhi always told her not to blame herself. When she explained what Ye Chengxuan had done to him, he actually comforted her, saying that she was actually a victim and he was the culprit.
At that time, she thought it was because Ye Chengzhi died as a good person, but she never expected that what he said was actually true to a certain extent.
Xia Haitong lifted her hair from her forehead. She wondered whether Ye Chengzhi had always regarded her as Gu Xiaotong. Was his love and concern for her really only due to Gu Xiaotong?
Xia Haitong covered her head. She had thought about this question more than a thousand times, and she already had the answer in her heart. But why would she think about this question again? Why would she still have expectations and expectations for him?
Come to think of it, God is actually quite fair. If he gives you something, he will definitely make you lose something. Perhaps this is the so-called equivalent exchange.
It’s just that the inhumane thing about Him is that He never lets you choose what to gain or lose. All these are controlled by Him. Often the things He gives you are things you don’t care about or don’t want, and what He takes away from you is often It's all what you care about and value most.
She slowly closed her eyes, thinking that if she didn't have this face, if she wasn't called Xia Haitong, if she didn't have this long hair, would everything be different? Would her parents not be reduced to this? If he detoxifies in a drug rehabilitation center, his sister will not be burned and still in the hospital, and he will not be hunted down and murdered many times. The Xia family can live a good life as a family of four.
Sometimes, she really missed her previous home. No matter how indifferent her parents were to her, at least she still had a home.
She once again understood what it means not to cherish when you have it, but to regret it when you lose it.
Suddenly she stood up, patted her face, and told herself that now was not the time to be sad, she had to find a way out of here, she couldn't sit still and wait for death!
Xia Haitong, it's useless to be depressed. You have to remember that you are a cockroach that can't be killed. You've never seen anything like this before. You're just being treated as a substitute. It's no big deal!
She cheered up and started looking for a way to escape, but she found that there was almost nothing in the room except books and clothes, and her mobile phone and computer were also confiscated. Perhaps because she was worried that Xia Haitong would do something stupid, Ye Chengzhi took everything in the room and All sharp tools were taken away, even the water cups were made of plastic.
Xia Haitong tried calling Ye Chengzhi's name but got no response. She thought she might be teaching at school at this time.
However, Xia Haitong really didn't know whether to say he admired him or what to say, that he could still do volunteer work calmly after all these things happened.
Unknowingly, it was noon, and Xia Haitong thought that Ye Chengzhi would definitely come back to make lunch for him. In order to make him let down his guard, Xia Haitong decided to finish the breakfast and then act submissive in front of Ye Chengzhi. Look.
By the way, what she solved for breakfast was really just a solution. She just poured them into the toilet and flushed them to return them to the Pacific Ocean. Xia Haitong didn't want to eat what Ye Chengzhi gave her anymore, lest she fainted again for no reason. past.
At the same time, intensive care unit.
The man in the hospital bed has been in a coma for a day and a night. The doctor said that if he doesn't wake up today, he may not have a chance to wake up.
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