Just when Xia Tian turned around to leave, the door of Shangguan Yan'er's bedroom suddenly opened. Yan'er's big tearful eyes met with Xia Tian's eyes who were just about to turn around and leave!
No one spoke at this moment, no one knew what to say. Xia Tian, who had just made a decision, saw Yan'er crying and her heart suddenly twisted. How could she hurt her like this?
When I made my decision, I was so determined, but at this moment, I felt so heartbroken when I saw Yan'er's sad look. At this moment, Xia Tian just wanted to go up and hug Yan'er and tell her that she didn't want her.
Leave, I love her very much, what I just said was a lie to her, I don’t even believe what I just said!
But, is this really possible? Have you ignored what you just thought about? Do you want to follow the road paved by yourself?
But at this moment, when I saw Yan'er's eyes that were almost red from crying, my heart hurt so much. It felt like I was about to lose the whole world!
Yan'er was dumbfounded at this moment. He was right in front of her. She had just made the decision that she wanted to leave him and tell him personally that she didn't like him!
But at this moment, when I really stood in front of him, I realized that even if I wanted to say I don’t want the whole world anymore, I wouldn’t twitch at all, but if I had to say that I don’t like him, this sentence
I can’t even tell it!
This is not my heart at all. I love him and like him, so even if I want to deceive him, I can't deceive myself. No matter what, I can't say the words "I don't love you" now.
Let yourself say these four words and you would rather die!
The embarrassing scene left the two of them not knowing what to say. Xia Tian forced himself to calm down, looked at Yan'er and said: "Yan'er, uh, go back first, I have something to tell you!"
After taking a few steps forward, Yan'er involuntarily stepped back. She was helpless. She obviously wanted to leave, but when he wanted to talk to her, she was so irresistible!
Do you really want to get involved in such a thing? In this case, you will be the third party, but your heart...
Slowly walking into Yan'er's room, Xia Tian closed the door, walked slowly to the bed, and sat down slowly. Looking at Yan'er who was still standing at the door, Xia Xia really didn't know how to speak!
Although Yan'er couldn't control herself from going out, she didn't dare to look at Xia Tian, so she could only lower her head and didn't know what she was looking at. She was afraid that if she looked at him one more time, she would not be able to say that she loved him.
She wanted to be with him, she originally gave up everything to be with him, but this was exactly what she couldn't do, so Yan'er didn't dare to look at Xia Tian!
"Yan'er, I..." Xia Tian said, but when the words came to her lips, she didn't know what to say. She could only quietly feel the breathing of the two of them and her own heartbeat!
Shangguan Yan'er suddenly realized that she was cowardly. Didn't she decide to leave him? But now, she couldn't, she had to say it out, she didn't love him, she wanted to leave him!
Xia Tian is also thinking, can he really give up on her? Will he really not regret it? But why can't he say a word about the decision he made just now after seeing her, and his heart is very painful? Do he really want to deceive her?
Me? What’s more, I have a choice now, Xiaoyao has already agreed!
"actually……"
"actually……"
The two of them spoke almost at the same time, were stunned for a moment, and then said in unison: "You go ahead and say it..."
Stunned again, Xia Tian suddenly realized that he really couldn't give up on her, that he really couldn't lose her. Her smile and every move of hers now appeared frequently in his mind, and every picture was of her innocence and romance.
look!
Only at this moment did Yan'er realize that she couldn't give up on him. She was about to say that she didn't love him just now, but after being interrupted by him, she felt so lucky and excited. It turned out that she really couldn't lose him!
"Yan'er, actually, I like you very much!" Xia Tian finally expressed his thoughts. He couldn't face Yan'er and say that I don't like you. In this case, he would feel like he was going to die. In this case, he would spend his whole life.
You will never forgive yourself!
Shangguan Yan'er was immediately shocked by Xia Tian's words. What did he just say? Did he just say that he liked herself? Did he hear it correctly?
An emotion of joy and sadness constantly hit Shangguan Yan'er's heart. She was so happy and excited when she heard Xia Tian's words, but she was afraid that this was just her illusion. She was afraid that when she said it,
Then it turned out that everything was an illusion!
So he looked at Xia Tian in surprise, his eyes filled with the contradiction of two emotions. Xia Tian raised his head at the same time and looked at Yan'er who was still crying. He should bring her happiness instead of making her sad like this. This is not
What you want!
"Yan'er, I like you, I love you, I can't lose you, can you stay?" Xia Tian said again, he was afraid that his heart would warn himself again, so at this moment, he hoped to let himself be free once, he felt
If you don’t say this, you will go crazy. You can’t deceive yourself anymore!
Shangguan Yan'er was still stunned like this, completely unconscious. Was he talking to himself? Wasn't it a hallucination? But why did he feel so unreal?
"Yan'er, did you hear what I said? I hope you can stay and build our happy little home with me and the little demon!" Xia Tian said again. He found that all he had to do was say what happened after the first time.
He is not so entangled anymore. Only now does he know that everything is not so important after he said it. Everything should be screwed. Now nothing can stop him from loving her and protecting her.
She, even if the whole world disappears, it won't work. At this moment, Xia Tian's heart is telling herself that if she loses Yan'er now, she will blame herself for the rest of her life!
Yan'er's tears flowed faster, and her vision was immediately blurred by tears. She opened her eyes wide and wanted to see Xia Tian clearly. Did she really hear it right just now? Was everything her own hallucination or real, but she heard it
Three times, three times he wished he could stay. Is this true?
Xia Tian looked at Yan'er who was crying more seriously and suddenly stood up. He couldn't make her sad anymore. He loved her. What reason could stop him from loving her now? To protect her? Even now the whole world is
What can you do if you oppose yourself? Who can stop yourself? No one can do it, not even the Emperor is here. No one can even think about giving up Yan'er at this moment, no one can do it!!
Summer’s determination——————
ps: Kanzi is really not good at this kind of emotional drama, so today I have 8,000 words, and I will update it tomorrow. Writing these 8,000 words takes more time than me writing 16,000! Kanzi is confused~~~~
