I took off my shoes and stepped barefoot on the soft sand. The waves of the sea rolled over my feet.
The sea breeze blew up my skirt and messed up my hair, but I didn't care.
"It would be great if I turned into a seabird. I could fly so high and far and go wherever I want."
I spoke softly, and most of my voice was blown away by the sea breeze.
But Xiaochao heard what I said.
"Why, you're unhappy? Do you want to escape from your current life?" He snuggled behind me, stretched out his arms, wrapped them around my waist, and rubbed me completely into his arms. I smelled the scent of him.
, feeling inexplicably sad.
"Well, I'm not happy, very unhappy. Why do people have to grow up? It's far less simple and happy than when I was a child. Now that I have grown up, I find myself very pitiful."
"Pity? Can you, Yin Duo'er, still be pitiful? How many girls in this world can compare with you? Your family background and protection are unparalleled in the world."
"But I want to escape from everything right now."
Xiaochao behind him trembled and asked in a trembling voice, "Escape...does that include me?"
I smiled bitterly and did not answer him directly.
Xiaochao's hug became tighter. He hugged me and whispered in my ear, more like a plea, "Don't run away from me. Please never leave me. I won't force you, no matter what happens."
No matter the time, I will not force you, I will only protect you for the rest of my life."
lifetime?
how long?
I turned around and looked at Xiao Chao's beautiful face. I couldn't help but reached out and touched his face, "What perfect facial features, Xiao Chao, you should be happier. You shouldn't waste it on me."
So much useless time. Go find your happiness, okay?"
Xiaochao held my hand, pursed his lips, and kissed the palm of my hand, "My happiness is you. If you ask me to find someone else, then I will have no happiness."
"Stubborn."
"Well, I know, I've always been like this."
"Nothing came of it."
"I have been mentally prepared."
"Fool, it's very hard."
"I do."
My eyes were hot, and I threw myself into his arms. He hugged me tightly and kissed my hair gently.
The two of us were just like this, hugging each other and being blown by the sea breeze.
a long time.
When An Chen and I returned to our new home, I felt it was so cold and empty.
I called my mother. She had gone abroad and didn't care about me anymore.
"Mother……"
"Duo'er, why did you remember to call your mother? What happened?"
"Mom, I don't want to be with An Chen..."
"...What? What did you say? Silly boy, An Chen is such a good boy."
"I admit that An Chen is very good and excellent, but I really don't want to be with him..."
"Oh my god, you and An Chen have already..."
"Yes, I know, I'm already with him, but that's nothing, right, mom? Even if we are together, it's nothing. Mom, I'm not happy with him. I always
I'm not happy, I don't want to live like this..."
"Duo'er, life is like this. It's impossible to develop everything according to your will. You will always get married, and An Chen is the best candidate..."
"Okay, mom, no matter what I say, you still don't understand me, right? Then don't say it."
"...Hey! Duo'er, Duo'er! Listen to mom..."
I was extremely disappointed and hung up the phone. After staying there for a while, I suddenly felt a little strange. I turned around quickly, and sure enough, there was a tall figure leaning at the door.
"Oh..." I took a deep breath in fear.
"You, when did you come back?"
I looked at An Chen with a little shock.
He had a gloomy look on his face and his eyes were full of ice.
"Before you call."
Huh... I took another breath of fear.
So, An Chen heard everything I said on the phone with my mother?
I bit my lip, feeling a little at a loss.
"Don't you want to be with me?" He asked me in a low voice, approaching me step by step, so scared that I couldn't help but retreat. It was a completely subconscious behavior, until I retreated to the wall, with no way out, and was
He wrapped his arms around me and stared at me with his angry eyes.
"Even if you have a relationship with me, even if your body belongs to me, can you just ignore it? It's nothing, right?"
"Yin Duo'er, have you ever seen me in your eyes? Haven't you felt anything at all over the years?"
I clung to the wall with indescribable fear. Yes, I was so afraid of Anchen. It was like a mouse meeting a cat. My whole body was trembling with fear from his sharp words. I didn’t even dare to look directly at him.
With fire-breathing eyes, I stammered, "Brother Chen, I feel that my feelings for you are just brother and sister, and have not yet transformed into the feelings between lovers... I admit that you are excellent, you are outstanding, you are an elite.
You are the elite here, but I feel scared when facing you, and I can’t feel the joy of getting married..."
"So you want to leave me? Find other men, seek happiness elsewhere? Do you think this is possible? Do you think I will agree? I can tell you clearly! No way! I will not let any man get close to you
Yes! No one can even think about it!"
Tears fell down again, and I was left with cowardly crying.
I'm so afraid of An Chen.
No matter how unscrupulous I am in front of Xiao Chao, I will always look like a loser when facing An Chen.
I angered An Chen again, and the way he punished me was always a violent love that made me feel ashamed. He violently possessed and occupied me, wishing to tear my body into pieces. It hurt me so much, and every time he penetrated me deeply,
Come on, I was in so much pain that I almost died. I begged him, begged him to stop, begged him to let me go, but he gritted his teeth more and more, drilled me hard, and warned me not to think about leaving him.
I fainted several times due to the endless extortion.
This punishing bed incident caused me not to get out of bed for three days.
"Duo'er! Yin Duo'er! I thought I saw a female ghost in my eyes! What did you do?" Fang Lu screamed, grabbing the sunglasses off my face, and the paleness of my face full of blood was clearly revealed.
Fang Lu's eyes quickly filled with mist, "Duo'er, Duo'er, tell me, what happened?"
I also wanted to cry, but my tears were running out these past few days. I was so sad that I drank up the wine in one gulp, took a deep breath, and said, "That bastard An Chen made me unable to get out of bed for three days. Now,
My lower body is still swollen, I really want to kill him!"
"Ho!" Fang Lu covered her mouth in disbelief, and it took her a long time to say, "An, An Chen is so cruel to you? Why?"
I turned my face to the window and said with infinite sadness, "Because he heard me talking to my mother on the phone and saying that I wanted to leave him. He went crazy."
"He reacted so bigly?"
"Fanglu, help me, I want to leave here and leave everyone, including my parents, who are all looking for An Chen! I must leave the identity of Yin Duoer now!"
Fang Lu opened her eyes wide, and it took her a long time to understand what I meant.
I didn't drive because I knew someone from Anchen was following me behind me. I was like a prisoner from Anchen, and there were people following me wherever I went.
The first time I took a bus, I got on the bus in a red dress. When the bus passed through the tunnel, I changed coats with a girl on the bus. At the next stop, I was a girl with thick glasses and a straw hat wearing a black windbreaker.
Got out of the car.
I saw the bodyguards sent by An Chen driving their cars and following the bus that started.
Then, a car came to pick me up, "Duoer, come up quickly!" Fanglu waved from the car.
I drove to the airport in Fanglu's car.
"Here, this is your new passport. It can pass through all security checks and customs. Once you get on the plane, you will be a new free man, Zhao Xiaoyue."
I opened the fake passport I bought at a high price and said gratefully, "Fanglu, thank you very much."
"Thank you no matter what, you are all best friends. When you get to a safe place, remember to use Qiuqiu to tell me."
"Fang Lu, you have to be careful about An Chen, I'm afraid he will find you and take revenge."
"Don't worry, I now have evidence to prove that I am in my hometown in the countryside. He can't catch me. Zhao Xiaoyue, you have to live happily."
"Yes, I will." Fang Lu and I hugged, then put on my sunglasses, lowered the brim of my hat, and walked to the airport.
Two days later, I came to a small rural town in Canada.
I live in seclusion here and live the most ordinary life.
I walked on the streets of the small town and bought a daily newspaper. I found that there was a whole page of missing persons notices. Above was a photo of me with my lips bent and a slight smile. Next to it was written in large fonts:
[Looking for my beloved wife! Anyone with information will be awarded six million US dollars!]
I twitched my lips.
What a beloved wife, that’s so nice to say, where is An Chen’s lover? All he brings to me are painful memories.
I walked proudly on the street, fully enjoying the sunshine. I was not afraid. I always wore eye goggles to make my eyes smaller and ugly. It was the me when the police held the missing person notice, compared to the me now.