Han Xiaochu left. Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly raised his head and asked Wu Da: "Are you familiar with her character? Will she... commit suicide?" She had been chattering for a long time just now, as if she was giving her last words, but it was so obvious to everyone!
Wu Da looked at Ling Xiaoxiao, then raised his hand, pressed the phone, turned and walked out of the door. Ling Xiaoxiao instantly understood what Wu Da meant. He would call others to inform others, but he would not leave!
It's great to have someone who protects me like this!
It's a pity that he was just following Li Liushang's orders! In other words, what he was protecting was not the woman named Ling Xiaoxiao, but Li Liushang's lover and the mother of Li Liushang's future child!
*
While half asleep and half awake, something warm wrapped around his waist. Ling smiled and moved his body in a daze, knowing instinctively that it was Liliu Shang.
What time is it? I squinted my eyes slightly and saw that the window was dark. Obviously, it was already dark!
Li Liushang carried a faint scent of perfume, like light snow meeting the sadness of spring. It was the scent of a young woman's perfume. During the day, although she had never smelled it when she saw Han Xiaochu, Ling Xiaoxiao had smelled it on Han Xiaochu.
I’ve seen the smell of this top-notch French perfume. So, did he go to see Han Xiaochu?
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't feel jealous at all. Obviously, if Li Liushang wanted to have something happen with Han Xiaochu, it would have happened long ago. She had nothing to do with it! Besides, what was her relationship with Li Liushang? She didn't need to do this.
A sour feeling!
What's more, on such a night, there seemed to be endless warmth coming from behind, covering her whole body, and sweet saliva secreted from her mouth. It was a very sweet sleepiness, and her body felt comfortable!
This time, love and dislike are as far away as nine days. The feeling in my heart is the same as that in my body, warm and peaceful. It feels so comfortable, can it go on like this?
No, she laughed at herself lightly, because we have self-esteem, so we can't just care about physical comfort! But what is self-esteem? Self-esteem will not let you get this kind of warmth on a cold night, nor will it let you feel full when you are hungry. Self-esteem
What's the use?!
That light self-deprecation turned into a deep bitterness. Yes, even if her self-esteem was of no use at all, she still had to keep it, because it was the only magic power that kept her calm over the years!
Li Liushang didn't sleep either. He sensitively sensed Ling Xiaoxiao's awakening and said softly: "Do you know what I'm most afraid of?"
Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly said: "Don't expose your weaknesses to others casually." A very soft voice, light and clear, and calm, can cool down any hot blood.
All the desire to talk that Li Liushang had was strangled in this sentence! The feeling returned to his chest. He suddenly said angrily and arrogantly: "You are not someone else!" You are my woman, the mother of my child, my
Family, they are destined to be the closest people in my life! How could you be such a bland existence!
His hand was gentle, but the strength was enough to make Ling Xiaoxiao turn around and face him. In the darkness, each other's eyes were the only source of light!
Ling Xiao smiled persistently and said without fear of death: "Don't tell me your weakness! I will also use it to deal with you, even more powerful than you think!"
She doesn't hate him much anymore, and of course she doesn't want to hurt him anymore. She wants to leave him and live a new life, why can't he let her go! She doesn't owe him anything from the beginning to the end!
Li Liushang laughed angrily: "Are you warning me?"
Ling smiled and shook his head, "I'm just reminding you? I don't have any close experience with my family, and I don't know how to care and love a family member, and I don't even know how to make myself loveable! All I know is
All I can think about is leaving, leaving you, leaving all the things that make me troublesome, going to school again, studying, thinking... I hope I can be happy!" She is very small and has a small heart. She just wants to pretend to be herself.
People are enough. She is not capable of loving and protecting others! Her eighteen years of persistence, because of Cui Weiping's words, turned into a joke that can never be made up for!
In this night, the bodies are closely dependent on each other, and the strong equipment of the day has faded, and the thoughts are like water that has broken the dam, pouring out! Whether it is sadness or anger, they are all direct expressions of sincerity, without any pretense.
ingredients.
Li Liushang thought carefully about Ling Xiaoxiao's words and said, "It's just because you are afraid that you are not qualified to play the role of a good mother that you don't want a child!"
Ling smiled and nodded, then shook his head: "Also, you have heard my Q&A that day. Almost all the questions asked by the doctor, my answers are all negative. Such children may be born with defects. If anything happens,
"What, what, what an unfair thing it is to do after birth!" She was really, really worried!
Li Liushang smiled, and there was unmistakable fondness in his soft voice: "Are you really a fool, are you worried about such a thing? I asked the doctor, it's okay. There are many, many causes of teratogenesis, do you think of one?
When a person is nine months pregnant, there will always be one or two events that may lead to adverse events. But it is impossible to have an abortion just because of this reason. You are too young now, and abortion surgery is very dangerous for you. Medical abortion cannot be guaranteed.
It is 100% safe, but the possibility of infertility or habitual miscarriage is very high. If you abort this child and you are unable to conceive any life, what will you do?"
Ling shook his head with a smile and said desperately: "No, you are scaring me!"
He stretched out his hand and caressed Ling Xiao's waist, gently caressing her frightened skin with his fingers, again and again, very patiently. He liked the frightened child in his arms. He felt like he had the whole world when he held him.
Really, day after day, he is discovering new and interesting feelings in the relationship between two people, and he smiles lightly. This is love that cannot be mistaken - I love this woman, I love her.
I want to be with her, I hope she is happy! See her regain her beautiful smile!
"I didn't scare you, girl! You know it yourself!" Li Liushang's voice was low but with an unbelievable momentum: "Child, I like it very much, because I have treated you so wrong, you
But you are still kind enough to give me a chance to make corrections. Maybe this child did not start with love, but we can make it grow out of love! All the unfair affection you have received can be corrected by your child. You
You may not be able to enjoy the warmth of mother's love, but you will definitely enjoy the angelic and innocent attachment of your child. He can repair all the wounds you have suffered."
Ling looked at Liliu Shang with a smile, feeling that he was like the snake that tempted Eve to eat the apple. Everything he said was so damn sweet!
A family member who will always hold her tightly and call her mother in a soft and sweet voice! Ling Xiao’s eyes were filled with painful tears: “I was still young, and after giving birth to a child, I couldn’t study. Then,
As a sophomore in high school, what do you want me to do to raise my child? And what will my future be like! I don’t want to take the risk of having my child suffer the pain I did when he was born.”
Li Liushang couldn't hide his satisfied smile, and he had a feeling that was warm to his bones, "Silly girl, where's the rest of me?" This child has not yet learned to rely on others. Even in such a turbulent life, he still relies on his own weakness.
His shoulders have prematurely shouldered the burden of life. He will let her know that he is here and can come to rest at any time when she is tired.
"I don't want to live dependent on you! That would make me lose myself!" Ling smiled and shook his head. This is terrible!
"Reliance is mutual, not simply who relies on whom!" Li Liuzhang further explained: "I am not strong enough to let others rely on me but not others!"
He paused for a while, carefully sorting out Ling Xiaoxiao's words and thoughts, and then said: "You will continue to study. I promise! You won't waste too much time because of the child. Look, there are two more
Your semester will be over in more than a month. Your belly should not be too big at this time. You can continue to go to school, or choose to take a break from school to study at home and only take exams! Next semester, you can take sick leave and take a few months off.
I gave birth to a baby in November, and after the confinement period, I will definitely be able to catch up with the exam. In this way, as long as you study at home and don’t let your homework fall behind too much, you can work hard in the last semester and get into an ordinary university without any problems.
Not big. There are very good universities in this city. The difference between you and other mothers is that they take care of their children while working, but you take care of your children while going to school!"
Ling Xiao smiled and was dumbfounded. Is this okay? She could only say that Li Liushang was used to being strong, so he could stand and speak without pain in his back! "As long as anyone knows about this, I will be kicked out of school!"
Li Liushang said comfortingly: "It's okay, I promise!"
"No one is a high school student!" Ling Xiaoxiao didn't know how to explain.
"China is so big, how could it not be there? Besides, you have to believe that I will be an excellent father." Li Liushang was extremely patient.
For some reason, Ling smiled and asked, "Do you have a good father?"
"I have a father who is not very good! I also have a mother who is not very good." Li Liushang said humbly: "Let's work hard to be a good pair of parents."
Ling smiled and shook his head: "No!"
My heart skipped a beat, but I suppressed my temper and asked in a gentle voice, "Why not?"
Ling looked at him with a smile and said very seriously: "Because, I don't want to live with you forever!" I don't want to have a baby with you, and I don't want to start a family with you. People who don't love each other will get divorced even if they get married.
How can it be good for the child? Not to mention her current situation.
Li Liushang didn't know how to explain the meaning of this sentence. "For you, is it really necessary to abort this child?" You don't trust love and family to this extent?!
Ling smiled and lowered his eyes. He thought this man was good or bad!
He simply left her alone to bear all the responsibility for killing the fetus! "The child is mine, and I think I have the right to decide, what is best for it?"
"What's best for it, or what's best for you?!" Li Liushang hit the nail on the head: "Life is a miracle worthy of awe! No one has the right to kill another innocent life! Do you think its birth must be unfortunate?
, it’s painful, so we don’t let it be born. However, have you ever thought that it not only has the possibility of its own happiness, but can also bring happiness to many people!”
"You have no right to say such things, you are not killing someone..." Ling Xiaoxiao became angry and opened his teeth to fight back!
"I have never killed any innocent person!" Li Liushang stretched out his hand and gently touched Ling Xiaoxiao's chest: "My hands are clean! I have my own bottom line and principles as a human being! Maybe, you are
I think I am too cruel, but in my living environment, if I am not cruel, I may be torn to pieces by my peers in the next second!"
On the chest, the steady hand contracted slightly, and Ling Xiao smiled sensitively and moved away a little...
"Jue and I once served prison terms together. Do you know the conditions that felons are in? Ten or twenty years...lifetime...how terrifying it is for people who spend their lives in despair. It was a world without women, and people who are in love together
There were more heterosexuals than there were outside. When Zetsu and I entered, we were even more attractive than the top ladies. The endless array of sinful tricks really opened our eyes! I can only say that there is always something in this world.
Fresh ideas will not disappoint people! Probably a normal person would imagine that the environment would be worse than death!" Li Liushang laughed at himself.
Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly covered her mouth and was stunned! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... She turned her face and looked at Liliu Shang carefully and said: "You...you were...violated..." It's so scary! Liliu Shang was raped...
Has anyone ever been raped?
Li Liuzhang couldn't help it any longer, and slapped Ling Xiaoxiao on the head. Now the girl's face was full of curiosity and perverted excitement. Her melancholy eyes just now were gone! Damn, she knows her own.
Is it possible for a man to be so excited about having his anus penetrated? "I'm with Jue, how could such a thing happen!" Damn girl, she was so angry with him. Didn't she know that the possibility of happening and the fact that it had already happened were two completely different things?
Different concepts!
Oh! Disappointed! This girl should be given a taste of being raped, so that he will have a psychological shadow forever! Ling smiled and pouted.
After a while, Ling smiled and shouted: "That's not right!" There was strong BS in his eyes: "You lied to me, how can a man be with a man!" Men don't have those organs, nor those functions!
Li Liuzhang really wanted to strangle this girl to death, but where was the topic? Where did the topic go!? He had made up his mind to convince this girl today. At this moment, he had said everything he wanted to say, but the topic was dragged to the root.
A direction beyond his control!
"After giving birth to a child, I will solve everything you want and worry about one by one. I will work hard to complete everything you want. If you still don't believe it, we can use a contract to guarantee your rights and the rights of the child.
Rights will not be infringed! I am in business and always feel that doing practical things is more secure than talking about empty love! The child is an individual, I cannot make decisions on behalf of the child, and neither can you!"
Ling Xiaoxiao felt that this night must be magical, because she felt that everything Li Liushang said was right!
She has no right to deprive this child of the right to be born just because he assumes that he will be unfortunate! In fact, in comparison, this child will not be the most unfortunate person in the world, because he has a very good father, a father, maybe
Very good mother!
However, if there is no love, how can two people live together and have a child?
Ling smiled and said: "If we can't be together anymore, what will happen to the child?"
"Don't you think your little mind is unromantic if you talk about divorce before you get married?" Li Liushang laughed, he was already very low. This girl has so many problems: "Divorce is not good for children.
It is a terrible blow, but it is not fatal! There are too many blows in life. You and I both understand that as long as we have hope and faith in our hearts, we can get through it. Everyone has hardships and thorns in life, but there are always
There will be a little bit of sweetness to keep you going! In this world, which couple who just got married can be sure to grow old together? We may not have started well, but I believe that as long as we are willing, we can still get along well.
You are as stable as others. Ling Xiaoxiao, you have always been brave, why don’t we give it a try? Give it a try and see if we can be happy together with our children!"
Be happy together!
What a temptation!
Give it a try, maybe you really should, give it a try!
Ling Xiao smiled and stopped talking. She leaned in Li Liushang's arms and whispered, "I want to sleep!"
Li Liushang gently stroked that young head. The hair was still a little soft, as if the fetal hair was not yet clean. This lonely and stubborn child! I hope you can give me a chance to make up for my sins!
*
Ling Xiaoxiao called Xu Yinmei for the first time!
When Xu Yinmei saw the mobile phone number, she was so surprised that her voice trembled unnaturally: "Hey, is it a smile?"
"Well...it's me!" Ling smiled and paused for a while, not knowing what to say.
"How are you doing lately?" Xu Yinmei asked with concern.
"Hmm... not very good!" Ling Xiaoxiao wanted to say yes, but involuntarily changed her words and answered the truth very honestly. It is a natural reaction that only small animals have. For mothers, they instinctively know that
Someone you can rely on. Xu Yinmei is not Cui Weiping, she is a strong mother. The person who can help her and take care of her is different from the powerful existence outside Liliu Shang!
Xu Yinmei's voice was horrified, "What's the matter? Smile, don't be afraid, wherever you are, I will take someone there right now!"
"No..." Ling Xiaoxiao stopped her, and after a while, he asked: "Why...you decided to give birth to me in the first place!"
Xu Yinmei groaned and said: "When I...was pregnant with you, I had menstrual cramps every month. Although they were not frequent, they lasted until about five months! And you have been good since you were a child, and I have never had any adverse reactions.
, so I didn’t know until you were more than four months old!" Xu Yinmei fell into memories: "Actually, it was Cui Weiping who found out about the pregnancy first. After I found out, I was so angry that I decided to divorce your father! But he knelt down
I begged hard, saying that he had other requests. You know, what troubles men have, it's just that they can't control the one on their body... At that time, I fainted and was hospitalized.
I felt like I had some fat on my belly and there was no strong fetal movement at all. When the doctor said I was pregnant, I was shocked! Many people came to persuade me at that time. I don’t say this to impress you. I really mean it.
Yes, I really decided not to divorce and give you a normal home for you!" Xu Yinmei cried: "How do I know that Cui Weiping is as hateful as Du Juan? She put her eggs in my nest and squeezed her mercilessly.
You have lost your position. When I think of giving all my love to Cui Weiping’s daughter for so many years, I feel so painful that I can’t breathe! But my beloved, lovely daughter has endured so many years of hard life.
, and even some of the hurt was inflicted by me with my own hands! I really don’t know how to describe the painful feeling I feel recently!”
Xu Yinmei was crying on the phone. The pain seemed to be transmitted to Ling Xiaoxiao's heart through radio waves. She knew that it was a mother expressing deep love for her daughter! She knew... and was moved... But,
I just feel like there's something between me and I can't walk past it, comfort me!
In fact, fate is not fair to Xu Yinmei! If she could choose, how could she mistreat her beloved daughter! Now, how can she take back the love she has given for so many years, and how can she take back the love she has given for so many years?
Can you be familiar with it?
Ling Xiaoxiao felt very sad, very sad! It turned out that her mother was hesitant when giving birth to herself. However, in the end, she decided to give birth to herself. Challenge life!
"Have you... regretted it?" Ling asked with a smile.
"I have never regretted giving birth to you! Ever since I knew you were my daughter, I have thanked God for letting me decide to give birth to you, such a beautiful girl! I just regret that I didn't realize that you were me earlier.
My daughter, when you were young, you and Keikai looked somewhat similar, but as you grew up, Keai became more and more like that person, while you became more and more like your father. I also had doubts, but I never dared to really
I have thought about this. Maybe his cute personality is very much like your father, selfish and cold, tough on the outside, but very timid on the inside!" Xu Yinmei suddenly lowered her voice: "I shouldn't say this about her, but,
When I think about her now, I can no longer love her. The flaws that I could tolerate before and even regarded as cute are now completely intolerable! I haven't told her yet, and I don't even know how.
Go treat her. I just let her come back after the holiday. Then, return this princess made of gold to Cui Weiping! If all this is what Cui Weiping wants deliberately, then I will see how she enjoys what she gets.
"Yes!" Xu Yinmei doesn't need to take revenge on a child she once loved and who loved her. She just needs to leave her alone and that's enough!
"Don't you think that having a child in a marriage without love is... a very strange thing!" Ling said with a smile.
"If you go by your idea, the world's population will be wiped out! How many couples have what is described in movies and TV shows as a love that lasts until death?" Xu Yinmei smiled: "Life is an instinct.
! Maybe the life I gave you has made you taste great pain, but, smile, if time comes again and you have a choice, do you still hope... to survive!" instead of treating it as a ball of meat.
, become flower fertilizer!
Ling smiled and said softly: "I want to survive!"
The answer, perhaps, lies here!
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Hey, today's six thousand one update is done. Hmm, I was so drunk last night. Life is like this, there are always things we don't like to do, and we feel very uncomfortable. We must go to bed early at night.
Of course, I still owe you an update. I will try my best to return it to you one day when there is a big outbreak of Martian possession.