Ling smiled and looked at the source of Han Xiaochu's drugs, and judged: "Is love really like drugs?" Anyone with eyes who can read newspapers and TV knows that quitting drugs is difficult, and the happiness brought by drugs seems to be comparable to the danger of death.
Who would want to quit doing something that can bring happiness to oneself when there are threats to it? If a person doesn’t care about death, why should he quit drugs?
"Aren't there professional drug rehabilitation centers?" Li Liushang said calmly. There are always people in this world who can successfully quit drug addiction, although there are only a few of them. But quitting love is different. People are immortal, and love brings the same happiness and pain.
More, as time goes by, no matter how deep the love is, it will gradually fade away. It is only fresh for a few months, so it is unrealistic to build a world for two people based on love alone! There are also more responsibilities, mutual attachment and family ties.
Only family affection can make a marriage strong and durable. If he wants to take better care of the soft child in his arms, he cannot rely on short-lived and exciting love. Love may disappear, but his commitment and responsibility to his family will not.
Suddenly he figured it out. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Ling Xiao's long hair. He liked to play with the strands of black hair, entangled between his fingers. Who is the soft one?
"I heard that the relapse rate is very high." Ling Xiaoxiao reminded lightly. She didn't know if Han Xiaochu could successfully detoxify all at once, but she could see that Han Xiaochu was determined this time.
"Let's go too." Suddenly he lost his appetite and mood, and a faint irritability surged on his forehead. Li Liushang stood up and dragged the chair for Ling Xiaoxiao. Ling Xiaoxiao turned his face and looked at this man. It was obvious that he was immersed in the upper class society.
People who have been promiscuous for many years cannot deceive people with many small living habits and details. But there is still a very primitive wildness in their temper, and from time to time it conflicts with their acquired upbringing, giving rise to a very strange and uncertain contradictory feeling.
Ling Xiaoxiao's stomach made some gurgling sounds at the right time. The two of them couldn't help laughing.
Li Liushang suddenly felt extremely moved. It's good to be young and optimistic. Ling Xiaoxiao must have suffered much more than Han Xiaochu. However, at this time, she could still show this childish smile, but it was just
She has the courage to forget! Those who have been hurt and never forget it think that they remember the hatred, but in fact they are just making things difficult for themselves.
"What do you want to eat?" Liliu's fingers seemed to be conscious, attracted by Ling's smiling hair, and he couldn't let go of his hand.
"Cold sour rice noodles, spicy lobster, well...that's all." Ling smiled and swallowed. She didn't really have to worry about others. She could forget her own pain, let alone the pain of others.
Li Liushang ordered and added two more dishes.
The food came quickly. Ling Xiaoxiao took a mouthful of sour powder and didn't want to eat it anymore. She preferred the kind that costs one yuan for a large bowl at the stall in front of the school. There was a kind of garlic fragments in it, which was mixed with white vinegar.
I soaked some of it and put it in sour rice flour. It was very delicious. The food in this big restaurant was obviously not that authentic.
Then, when the lobster came, Ling Xiaoxiao was completely speechless. This was a real lobster, a huge one, not the kind of freshwater crayfish she liked. But the lobster was very delicious, so she still ate some and looked at it.
Having so much leftover feels like an extreme waste.
Although she asked for it and he tried his best to give it to her, it was still not what she wanted. This was how their lives were. It wasn't that she refused to let go, or that he refused to give his best. It was just that their values were too different.
There are too many. And they are too proud to explain!
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Time is like quicksand, passing through the fingers, and a month is gone in the blink of an eye. Without Han Xiaochu's troubles, life has become dull and comfortable.
Although it cannot be said that everyone in the Li family likes her, at least everyone agrees that she is Li Liushang's wife, and there will be no mistakes in politeness. This is the most peaceful period of Ling Xiaoxiao's life. Although, it is also so short-lived
!
Even though Ling Xiaoxiao has a slender figure, when she is almost six months old, she can still see that her belly has grown slightly even though she is wearing thin clothes. Because the child is not yet four months old, her belly is not so obvious that it cannot be concealed. Moreover,
I've been eating too much at home lately, and I've also gained some fat on my face, and I've obviously gained weight all over my body. This won't make anyone particularly suspicious.
The exam is coming soon, and most people are busy studying K-books nervously, and don’t have much time to pay attention to others.
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Although Li Liushang always felt that the cafeteria could not provide Ling Xiaoxiao with necessary nutritional supplements, Ling Xiaoxiao still insisted on eating in the cafeteria.
Wei Xiaodiao bumped into Ling Xiaoxiao and signaled: "Our Liu Shaobai's original gentleness has now been replaced by a touch of melancholy, and his lethality is even more powerful."
Ling smiled and took a look. Liu Shaobai was still wearing light-colored clothes and came over with a plate. His black eyes were slightly melancholy, noble and clean, as if he was about to isolate himself from the world.
It was impossible to find a single table in the dining hall at this time. Liu Shaobai walked towards the table closest to him, which was all occupied by boys. He turned his face sideways, and for a moment, his eyes collided with Ling's smile, and then,
He smiled unconsciously, and even the smile seemed to contain a hint of boredom, as if his soul had been deeply hurt and could never be healed. That bit of boredom made him different from the people around him. There was a huge crowd around him,
He is alone and as calm as water.
Like the rest of the world, Ling Xiaoxiao likes clean and beautiful things, but she knows that she can't afford them! Therefore, she blocked herself from any possible thoughts early in the morning! It's not about bravery or cowardice, it's just self-protection!
Wei Xiaodiao looked at Liu Shaobai, then at Ling Xiaoxiao, and couldn't help but asked curiously: "Xiaoxiao, Zhang... are you treating you now?" In fact, there is no need to ask, Ling Xiaoxiao looks so white, tender and sweet now.
, obviously well taken care of!
Ling Xiaoxiao was not very willing to share this with others. He just said lightly and helplessly: "Yeah."
"Then, are you happy?" Wei Xiaodiao doesn't quite understand his friend. He obviously has a tough heart sometimes, but why is he bound to Li Liushang's hands and allowed to be tortured or pampered by him? In Wei Xiaodiao's eyes,
These two feelings are both coercion from above and unequal treatment! Neither of them are feelings that Ling Xiaoxiao, who has a strong heart, would accept.
Ling smiled and looked at Wei Xiaodiao. Is she happy? I don't know? She is very lonely and really wants to have a family, a real family. She can hold onto something tightly in this world so that she feels that she will not be
Abandoned by the world! Rather than saying that Li Liushang chose her, it would be more appropriate to say that he chose to keep this child!
Maybe after aborting this child, many, many years later, she will still have other children and live a more leisurely life than now! However, at that time, she still chose life! Because, Xu Yinmei's rhetorical question made her understand
, you cannot make life and death decisions for your children!
Life is so hard and painful, but how many people choose to commit suicide! When everyone feels pain, they will cry, "Mom, why did you give birth to me in the first place!" However, if you can choose your own life, everything can be started from scratch, and everyone can
Individuals can ask themselves, can they really reject the beauty of life and not want to be born?
The miscarriage was not really about the child, but selfishness! However, precisely because Ling Xiaoxiao had been struggling with the pain of never getting maternal love for eighteen years, she did not want to be the same unfeeling mother!
Because I thought clearly, I made up my mind.
Therefore, knowing that the road ahead is filled with difficulties and hardships, and knowing that the sea and the sky are brighter by taking a step back, we still rush in and die without hesitation!
Now that she has decided to give birth to a child, it is only natural to accept Li Liushang's arrangement. Ling Xiaoxiao is not that naive and thinks that she can raise the child well by herself. A child needs a mother, and so does a child.
Father, she couldn't tell whether Li Liushang was a good or bad person, but Ling Xiaoxiao knew that Li Liushang would be a good father. Then, she had no right to deprive this child of his father's love!
Everything is just a little injury to her, but she is willing to forget it and try to accept Li Liushang's care. Then, maybe the three of them can really be happy!
However, she was still too naive!
The thorn in her heart seemed to be too deep to be removed! Even all the gentleness and consideration could not lift the shadow of his previous violence and cruelty! Every little thing could make her suddenly feel
The trembling pain in my heart, wanting to reject, wanting to run away... If Li Liushang showed the slightest displeasure, Ling Xiaoxiao would want to leave even more! The two of them getting along now is the result of Li Liushang's unilateral contribution, and Ling Xiaoxiao's unilateral contribution.
She has no ability to care about Li Liushang, because even accepting Li Liushang's kindness has already made her feel frustrated!
This peaceful life, without any disturbance, secretly drained her of all her strength.
Lately, I even feel that I have lost my previous concentration in reading. Every time I finish writing, I get so sleepy that I fall asleep on the table without waiting for review. Afterwards, although I vaguely know that Li Liushang will bathe her, change her clothes, and put her to bed,
Just unwilling to wake up and face it.
Listening to Li Liushang's depressed sighs, I felt neither joy nor sorrow in my heart!
As far as Li Mansion is concerned, although there is an extra mistress in the house, it is basically the same as before. Ling Xiaoxiao still has no sense of family members, let alone managing any housework. The only difference in status is that everyone will do it when entering and leaving.
Call her sister-in-law!
"There is so much happiness in life." Ling smiled and said calmly.
Wei Xiaodiao thought for a while and then said: "I think Li Liushang must love you very, very much!" She, Wei Xiaodiao, was not an idiot. She felt sad and hateful when she went back, but after telling her mother, the two of them analyzed
After a moment, he felt that it was not as simple as Li Liushang said. He shouldered all the mistakes and bent down, just for three words... Ling Xiaoxiao!
He is still a responsible man in her mind. But Ling Xiaoxiao is also her good sister. She never thought that her love for Li Liushang would sublimate so quickly. This is probably because the two of them have never been really close.
.The unrequited love of a little girl that looks like adoration can easily be restored to pure appreciation and adoration!
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