I have known what "loneliness" means since I was very young. It is a deep-rooted, lingering sense of alienation, a feeling as if I am the only one breathing in the world.
No one is walking with me, and I don’t care about these things. I just have a desire in my heart. I want to live well and live happily. As for happiness, I don’t know what it is.
I originally thought that being around this man would be a hellish pain, but it just happened now, and I adapted well. But when I was really immersed in this vague pleasure, in an instant, I suddenly realized... It's still the same! He will always be
Such a person is strong, independent, and extremely self-centered!
The moment he heard Li Ningxia's words, his heart was suddenly suppressed by something, and he felt extremely painful.
Sometimes the realization only lasts for a moment, like a white light flashing through my brain. I seem to have caught some fragments of thoughts, but... I am extremely panicked!
What am I hurting? What on earth am I thinking?
I don’t love him. Apart from a child, there is no real and substantive emotional commitment between us. How can we restrict him from marrying someone else?
But the pain was pain, it was real, and no matter what the reason was, it made her tremble!
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His face slightly adjusted to an angle, letting a standard smile spread out of the corners of his eyes. Ling smiled and flinched. Before Li Liuzhang made any explanation, he backed away and returned to the room. For a moment, Li Liuzhang even felt that he was watching helplessly.
He looked at Ling smiling and withdrawing from his life!
He understood what Li Ningxia meant by making trouble like this, saw his doting on Ling Xiao, and calculated the subtle emotions between them, letting Ling Xiao's pain destroy the old man's proposal, and achieve, stop Li Ningxia.
The opportunity to ascend to the throne of Li family is flowing.
He opened his mouth to say something. But before the words escaped his lips, he thought again that although his explanation at this time could eliminate Ling Xiaoxiao's suspicion in time, on the other hand, it was tantamount to directly exposing his trump card.
Show it to Li Ningxia.
He pursed his lips, and there was a glimmer of anger in his eyes. In essence, he was a very defensive person. Now that someone had hurt Ling Xiaoxiao in front of him, the anger in his heart was even more intense.
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For the first time, he put aside those false politenesses and said to his eldest aunt: "If Xizhi keeps hiding behind your skirt like this, he won't even have the courage to face my challenge. I think I am indeed a person no matter what.
There is no one who is more suitable to be the boss than him in every aspect! Because no matter how advanced his strategies are, and he can make me fall into one conspiracy after another, then he is only a strategist at most! Coach, that will not be the case."
He doesn't care what Li Ningxia is chattering around, he just goes straight to the point. He is a stronger existence than Li Xizhi!
Being humiliated and her cherished treasure, Li Ningxia stopped pretending and just sneered: "Do you think I did this because Xizhi asked me to do this? Let me tell you, Xizhi gave up on his own initiative. He and the old man took the initiative to give up this
Everything, everything, is not what you imagined. He is such a gentleman, everything is not arranged by him."
Li Liuzhang didn't believe her nonsense at all: "Then who was he who called last night to make Li Qu Shui Yuoling smile?" This man always takes care of his false elegance. In the end, it is just a pale shadow. Let Wu Xing do it.
What a wonderful move to pick out Ling Xiaoxiao and reveal Li Yan's story to touch Ling Xiaoxiao's feminine side.
Li Ningxia opened her mouth but didn't say anything else. Anyway, her goal was achieved, so there was no need for her to continue being a clown. She turned around and left, leaving the mess for others to clean up.
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After Li Liushang returned to the house, Ling Xiaoxiao sat in front of the window in a daze.
In this vast sea of people, it is instinctive to find such a person and give your love! Even if you are not aware of it, your heart will still search until you meet that person!
In fact, from an instinctive point of view, people are never afraid of falling in love with someone. They are only afraid of not being worthy. If they offer their hearts devoutly, they will be thrown into the dirt and trampled on. We are all mortals. We give love and expect something in return. We are looking forward to it.
Being cherished, looking forward to those moments when the body feels like it is being filled, so happy, so sweet.
The body instinctively likes the love given by Li Liuzhang, but intellectually it is clear that this man is not worth it! So being reminded by Li Ningxia will feel even more painful. We are all afraid of others insulting our real weaknesses,
Just because, truth is the most painful!
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't dare to think about how she felt about Li Liushang, at least not at this time.
Li Liushang's hand gently fell on Ling Xiaoxiao's shoulder. Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly felt an extreme chill. She wanted to wave away this hand, wanted to hide far away, wanted to leave this man, and wanted to be alone.
She stayed still. However, after all, she didn't do anything. She just trembled and accepted the gentle caress of Li Liushang's fingers.
When Li Liushang's face came over and was about to kiss, Ling smiled and avoided it. She couldn't stand it...it hurt so much!
She turned around and ran away very quickly and without concealing her feelings... But where could she escape to?
She just ran from the living room into the bedroom, then ran into the bathroom, closed the door tightly, and then, standing in the middle of the cement cage, she sadly found that she had no way to escape!
What am I hurting? What am I hiding from?
Are you hiding from the past? Or are you hiding from yourself? It’s a bone-chilling realization for a moment! Ling Xiaoxiao doesn’t know.
Have I fallen in love with this man? She huddled up and bent over. The pain in her chest finally could no longer be resisted. She screamed and lay down in the bathroom...vomiting all over the place!
It's so fucking disgusting, how is it possible, how is it possible to love such a person!
She was vomiting and thinking. Her eyes were full of moist liquid...
She has always thought that the body has nothing to do with it. You can do whatever you like and just stick to your heart. But she seems to have forgotten a simple and simple truth, that is, our hearts live in our own bodies, and our bodies live in our own bodies.
If you fall, will your heart still be far away?
She never thought that when she realized the possibility of love for the first time in her life, she would be so heart-broken! She was so heartbroken!
Li Liushang naturally didn't understand Ling Xiaoxiao's thoughts. He just knew that Ling Xiaoxiao was angry, and this anger confirmed her feelings for him from the side. It was not that she didn't like him at all. Although he had always understood that Ling Xiaoxiao loved him.
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He took out a card from his pocket, inserted it into the lock, and the door opened gently. He looked at Ling Xiaoxiao lying there, sobbing pitifully and gargling his mouth with water, crying silently to the point of convulsions.
, just by the reflection in the mirror, I saw her blushing and jealousy...
I felt happy in my heart, although it was filled with pity, but it was indeed very happy. The corners of my lips were slightly raised, I crossed my chest, and stood aside to admire Ling Xiaoxiao's ultimate expression of jealousy.
Ling Xiao smiled and glanced at him quickly in the mirror. He washed his face, took a towel and slowly wiped his eyes. There was no feeling of embarrassment on his face. Because his feelings were too strong, he temporarily lost his shyness. The whole thing
As if he was very tired, he turned a blind eye to the flow of wine and walked around. He walked to the bed and fell into the soft bed helplessly!
Li Liushang didn't explain anything, squatted down, grabbed Ling Xiao's little hand, and silently kissed her on the diamond ring between her fingers.
Eyes, focused and pious!
My, my smile!
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The sun slowly passed through the window lattice, and the extremely bright light hit the bed and Ling Xiaoxiao's abdomen. Lingxiao stretched out his hand to grasp the warm light in a daze.
With a small belly, the baby has been very active recently. He will stir up a little bit from time to time. Maybe he is still sleeping at this time, so he is quietly sleeping in the warm mother's body, relying on the care and love of his parents!
Li Liushang asked: "What are you afraid of?" What is it that you have no confidence in, the world? Or him? Herself?
Ling Xiao smiled and didn't look at him. She stared at the ceiling in bewilderment for a long time before saying: "I don't know." She didn't want to say it. It seemed that when she said this, she got some kind of proof.
It will take root, sprout, and then...become a real fact!
The thing that scared her the most, no, it should be said that she didn't expect it to happen at all, but it happened like this, without warning!
Terrible!
Such a man is cold-blooded, ruthless, arrogant and willful, cruel and bloodthirsty. How can a normal woman deserve to love him? What's more, he has done so many terrible things to her.
She could still reluctantly accept being with him for the sake of her children. However, the loss of her heart was an unforgivable mistake for Ling Xiaoxiao's self-esteem!
She couldn't even convince herself. She couldn't convince herself with any reason or excuse. Could it be that she really was, by nature, too mean!
Suddenly, pushing Li Liushang's hand away, Ling smiled and said rudely: "Go out and let me be quiet for a while!"
Li Liushang let go of his hand and was slightly surprised. Could it be that she had condemned herself without any explanation? How could she be allowed to follow him without even a little bit of trust?
"It's not what she said." Li Liushang gritted his teeth and explained. This girl is now pregnant, so she can only be coaxed if she can't be beaten or scolded! Therefore, he still endured the cold face and tried his best to explain.
"I don't want to hear it!" Ling smiled and turned his eyes, looking directly at Li Liushang, his eyes like daggers, but he replied in a harsh tone that he had never heard before: "I don't care either!"
Li Liuzhang jumped up and turned around to leave. Damn, he has some self-respect too, okay?
Ling smiled and turned around, numbly, and closed her eyes. She didn't know how to face her fragmented life!
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