I feel a little pain in my heart. Have I become weak and actually fell in love with Li Liushang? Even though I was treated like that by him. I am really not a person who holds grudges easily, but I have never been a bad person without principles. I
I really can’t understand why it’s the same. But my mother is right, love is meaningless. I’m just a normal person and I can’t control myself from not loving.
However, I still made up my mind!
Let go of everything, forget all the painful past, and learn to love him.
I believe that giving in is not a sign of weakness, and I also believe that my decision to love him is stronger and more rational than running away from my own feelings!
Because I myself don’t know whether this love has a shelf life, or whether it is like a gorgeous cold with a strong lineup, which passes as time goes by.
If you love, it is very likely to fade and disappear in the torment of trivial matters in reality.
If I avoid it, it will always become a poisonous snake nesting in my heart. When things go wrong in the future, it will jump out from time to time and bite me, making me uncomfortable.
Of course, if I can love him more and more day by day, that's okay! That way, at least, my future will be happy.
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Ling Xiaoxiao is a person who doesn't do anything, and now that her heart knot has been healed, she is no longer as awkward and difficult as before.
Yes, my mother is right. If you like it, you like it. It is useless to think about it so much. The most important thing is to seize the present and create a happy future.
As soon as Lafayette Ling opened his face at home, the atmosphere immediately became so harmonious. Sometimes Li Liushang also thought about how influential this girl was in the family.
Since Ling Xiaoxiao couldn't go to school, he naturally had to hire a full-time tutor. The method was slightly different from the school method. He only learned one lesson every day but would have homework for a week. He also hired a foreign teacher to arrange flowers and teach English. Only then did Ling Xiaoxiao
Depressedly, I discovered that not only did Dongfang Yuxie, who had been studying in the past, have excellent English, but his level at Wuhan University was even better than hers. Alas, does the current underworld also have such high requirements for diplomas?
The hottest season is over in a blink of an eye. Although there are storms outside, the Li family's yard seems peaceful. All the wind and rain have nothing to do with the house. Ling Xiaoxiao lives in her small flower world and lives a peaceful life.
A plain but fulfilling life.
Every day when I wake up, the first thing I do is touch it with my hands. Is the man next to me there? Then, I wrinkle my nose and smell it, is there the strong fragrance of the fresh and beautiful roses in the garden...
Ling Xiaoxiao got up lazily. The garden was right under the window. If there was no scent of flowers, she would climb onto the bed faster. Sometimes she could see Li Liushang picking flowers for her in the garden. He was as handsome as ever.
and elegance.
He didn't say a word, but it made Ling Xiaoxiao feel a faint sense of happiness. Being loved by others is such a good feeling.
She went downstairs, had breakfast, and then studied in the hall. Ling Xiaoxiao also consciously refused to bring these male teachers into her private room. Anyway, the house was always quiet, and she was not picky, so in the living room
There is no inconvenience in studying openly in the garden.
These little things between the two of them are sometimes due to Ling Xiaoxiao's gentle nature, and more often due to Xu Yinmei's intentional or unintentional suggestions. In Xu Yinmei's view, Li Liushang is definitely a slightly better person than trash, and there is no need to comment.
It's not worthy of her precious daughter. But since her daughter likes it, she has to supervise her and at least keep her in a comparatively advantageous position.
For example, when you go to work, Ling Xiaoxiao doesn’t have to get up to see you off because she is a pregnant woman. But before dinner every day, you should make a phone call to check if he will come back for dinner. If you say that he is not socializing, you must wait until he has dinner together.
Ling Xiaoxiao doesn't have to cook, but he should know what Liliu Shang likes to eat. In ten days and a half, he can surprise him by cooking one or two of his favorite things.
After eating, make him a cup of his favorite coffee. But you can also change the pattern from time to time and choose another more healthy drink to add interest and variety.
Ling Xiaoxiao couldn't do too much housework, but every night, he at least prepared the clothes Li Liushang would wear the next day, making it easier for him to get them and wear them. This was also what a wife should do. In short, she used gentleness
The cage slowly tamed the beast's habits and made him accustomed to having her in his life. Without her, he would feel uncomfortable in every way.
Although Xu Yinmei didn't practice all these women's scriptures, she had listened to them a lot. Naturally, she thought well at home, and she didn't want to tire her baby daughter, and she wanted to increase Ling Xiao's control. Anyway, she wanted to do it.
It is a trivial matter that takes little effort. It does no harm to you and is beneficial to others, so why not do it.
Happy times always pass by very quickly, and soon the summer flowers have faded and the autumn fruits have grown.
The old man of the Li family began to let Li Liushang fly back from time to time. Ling Xiaoxiao naturally didn't care about what he did. The two of them got along very lightly recently, but they were indeed happy. Ling Xiaoxiao made great progress in action, so
Emotionally, she is still in a conservative and constricted state. It seems that she always wants to stop in time in this relationship. She always believes that although this girl admits to loving him, if he tells her to stop at any time, this girl will not be the same as before.
Same, turned around and left without looking back!
The better the reality, the more afraid he is of losing it. Although he also feels that he has nothing to be afraid of. This girl is pregnant with his child, and she cannot leave him easily, both realistically and emotionally.
But this girl still has pride and a strong personality that is not inferior to his... but she jumped out of his recent dream and disturbed his sleep.
He always stands in the center of the room, as if his legs are locked by the floor and cannot move. Pieces of maid clothes fly and fall between the two of them. Ling Xiaoxiao's cold and quiet eyes and slightly raised lips flash past.
, and then that little firm figure walked out of his world step by step...
------Don't leave me, please believe me! Li Liushang said silently to Ling Xiaoxiao in his heart. The feeling of that little pretty face sleeping sweetly in his arms, holding him in his arms, was so
is true, and what if is not true!
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Liliu Shang's clothes were rarely washed, so Ling Xiaoxiao only needed to pack them up and give them to Ah San, and he would naturally go out and run the laundry.
The shirts he changed out of in the bathroom were also folded casually. Some of Li Liushang's habits were so good and well-educated that Ling Xiaoxiao, who was always diligent, felt inferior. They had to be washed and folded.
What he does makes him feel so feminine, but when he does it, he doesn't feel that way at all. He just feels like a well-organized and profound man.
There is a kind of fragrance, faint, not the fragrance of roses, nor the smell of any of their brands of shampoo and shower gel, no... it is a very elegant but persistent perfume smell, with a soft breath,
It should be a perfume for women. So, is it from Liqushui? Or is it from another eldest lady of the Li family?
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't know and couldn't understand how it got on Li Liushang's body. Or was this another prank like making up a little makeup?
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"Boss, is your mother-in-law looking for you?" Dongfang Yuxie smiled, and the coin spinning between his fingers looked like a murderous weapon, with a speed that no one could ignore.
Li Liushang pushed the document away and made a gesture.
Xu Yinmei opened the door and came in. Li Liushang sat on the chair and looked at her. He didn't get up or speak, and he didn't have the polite hospitality at home. He just coldly released his positive pressure.
Xu Yinmei stood for a while and then sat down opposite. A secretary came in and poured coffee.
The strong fragrance permeates this rigorous office, and there is a strong smell of negotiation.
"Maybe..." Xu Yinmei's voice dropped significantly. Although she has always been a very energetic person, her personality has always been very tough. Even if she is afraid, she still has to say something.
What will he say, "I want to know if you are really going to marry someone else as the rumors say."
Li Liuzhang asked calmly: "Does this have anything to do with you?"
Xu Yinmei said: "Xiaoxiao is my child. I didn't know it before and hurt her a lot. But from the day she recognized me again, I vowed to do my best to protect her."
"Can you protect her? If you really have this ability, why don't you protect your ex-husband first? I remember that you were very busy at that time." Li Liushang laughed. He only gave this woman face because she could help.
When it came to Ling Xiaoxiao, a relative came to pay tribute. She wanted to intervene in the affairs between him and Ling Xiaoxiao, but she was not qualified.
"A rabbit can hurt an eagle if it is forced hard. If a person is pushed hard, it can do anything." Xu Yinmei was depressed as she spoke. Why did the topic become so explosive at the beginning? She was originally
It's preparation...
"Okay, I want to marry someone else just because I want to hurt her, so what are you going to do? Take her home and let her have a baby?" Li Liushang's ruthless voice was colder than Ye Yu's.
Be ice cold.
Xu Yinmei was stunned. She had always known that Li Liushang was not as easy to get along with on the surface, but she didn't understand why he attacked her so angrily. Could it be that Ling Xiaoxiao was actually not having a good life at home?
Is she maintaining a false sense of peace in front of her? She doesn't know that it's related to her daughter's happiness. It's not worth the anger for her, but she must not let Ling Xiaoxiao be hit again because of her own fault. She softened
He said softly, "That innocent child loves you so much, how could you do this to her?"
"That's between me and her." Li Liushang has never been willing to reveal his private matters to others. Even when facing Ling Xiaoxiao, he was not used to saying everything, let alone Xu Yinmei. As soon as he discovered her intentions
Sometimes you will instinctively take an offensive stance. Attack is sometimes the best defense.
"If you hurt her...she is not an orphan with nowhere to go." Xu Yinmei bit her lip and told her why she came here. Her temper was actually extremely arrogant and violent. She had endured it again and again for Ling Xiaoxiao. "But.
I still hope that you can live a happy life together. After all, it is most of the truth of life that she likes you. Although my own marriage failed, I still have some experience. You may not need to discuss everything with her, but it is important.
, it’s better to talk to her, you know her current condition, it’s even worse if she doesn’t know about it elsewhere!”
"Elsewhere?" Li Liushang sneered: "Where?"
"I believe that someone must hope to hurt her through this information." Xu Yinmei said: "After all, someone told me deliberately, which is proof."
Li Liuzhang looked at Xu Yinmei and finally understood what she meant. It was partly a test, and partly a tip-off behind Ling Xiaoxiao's back. It seemed that she was very tolerant for Ling Xiaoxiao. Li Liuzhang raised his eyebrows and suddenly asked: "I thought
You always wanted Xiaoxiao to leave me."
"No! I just hope she is safe and happy." Xu Yinmei stood up to leave.
Li Liuzhang stood up, as if nothing had happened just now, went around to open the door for her, with a smile on his face: "Auntie, I will take you down." Zhou Quan was very polite and completely different from before.
Xu Yinmei nodded. This confrontation made her feel even more unsure.
*
He just got off work. Liliu Sang seemed to be worried, but without saying anything, he took off his suit and went to pour a glass of wine. He was wearing a black shirt, revealing his slender and toned body. He looked very handsome. He had the aura of a king...
He leaned against Ling Xiaoxiao and drank, the positive pressure on his body was released, and he looked out the window with cold eyes...
Ling Xiao smiled and sat reading quietly. The two of them never talked, and there was an illusion of alienation...
What is he thinking about all the time? So calm, yet so melancholy... Without looking, you can feel the pain flowing through the delicate skin on the side of her face, slowly infiltrating like poison... Let
Ling Xiaoxiao slowly developed a chill.
"I'm going out and won't be back at night." Li Liushang suddenly spoke. Ling smiled and turned his face to the side. Li Liushang was still staring ahead without looking back at her.
"Yeah." Ling replied softly with a smile.
After a while, Li Liuzhang had nothing to say. He picked up his coat and prepared to go out. He came back and left again. Something seemed really wrong today. Ling smiled and asked, "Are you going to the company today?" Li Liuzhang has always been a good person.
A workaholic, he will not easily give up his never-finished work.
Li Liushang thought for a moment, then curled up his mouth, as if he had thought of something, but his eyes still did not look at Ling Xiaoxiao, "I have been quite busy recently. I have some things to take over over there, and I often fly around.
Not going home." Li Liushang continued, speaking very quickly, as if he would lose determination and courage if he didn't say it right away. "So, from tomorrow on, you don't have to ask me when you eat. Pay attention to yourself..."
"Okay." Ling Xiao smiled reluctantly and smiled at him. However, there was a layer of doubt in his heart that slowly expanded.
How can there be true love between two people who are not in love with each other? It may be just the veil of mysterious sexual attraction. If it is taken away, there will be nothing. Even if it is usually good, as long as there are some twists and turns in life,
Two people will suddenly find that they are far apart from each other... Distance creates beauty. Beyond that distance, there is nothing!
Li Liushang left, and Ling Xiaoxiao sat there, staring quietly at the slowly closing door...
Although she told herself not to care, after all, she was just a person, a woman struggling with love. She didn't know how to love or how to be loved. She was more worried and afraid than anyone else that she would do something wrong.
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