I thought this pain had come to an end, but who knew that there is no worst pain, only more pain?
How can an ordinary person like me survive this?
*
The bright light reflected by the car lights in front of him and the lanterns on the roadside made Ling's smiling eyes, which were crying, almost blind for a moment...
I just let my instincts drive my body, trying to escape...to escape from the thoughts that hurt me!
But thoughts are in our brains. They follow us wherever we go, and we can’t get rid of them!
With all his strength exhausted, Ling Xiaoxiao knelt down on the street in confusion, crying helplessly, completely rude to the eyes of the people around him, and immersed in his own sadness alone.
Li Liuzhang chased after her and stood about three meters behind her. Such a close distance could prevent her from making any irrational actions. Such a long distance made it impossible for him to touch her soft body.
He looked at her sadness and didn't know what to do. At this time, he slightly doubted himself. Could it be, tell her now that your daughter is still alive and has no regrets. She just caught a cold and was hung up for a few days. Tianshui is more suitable?
However, he quickly rejected his idea, no, this can't be done. He couldn't let her drop out of school. He knew better than she did the meaning of a modern woman's diploma. Without a diploma, she could only find a job washing dishes. Even in lower-level jobs, I can't take good care of myself, let alone take care of Ji Buhui.
This world is cruel. He is not an omnipotent god who can protect them forever. He once fell from a noble prince who had no worries about everything to a prisoner. He understands the impermanence of the world and the changes in life better than others. Especially It is Li Buhui's current situation that requires more care and love from adults. He is afraid that he is not strong enough and cannot protect his beloved daughter forever. He must let Ling Xiaoxiao be able to stand on his own. Two strong people , let’s work together to support a blue sky without rain.
Ling Xiaoxiao must learn and grow, instead of staying with Li Buhui and spending this golden period of schooling in the hospital. This painful parting is just for a better reunion in the future.
Ling Xiaoxiao fell to the ground and cried bitterly. Liliu stepped forward and held her in his arms. People came and went around, watching this handsome man and beautiful woman, hugging each other tightly in this sea of people...
Li Liushang looked at Ling and smiled, but couldn't express what he meant. He could only reveal deep concern through his eyes...
Girl, you don’t know how much I love you and how much I cherish this family. I am willing to give everything I have. I just hope that you and your daughter can be happy.
But there are some things that I can't do for you. I can only watch you go through the pain without regrets, and watch you in pain, but I can't do anything about it! Because life brings different tortures to everyone, which cannot be replaced by others. I can only I will try my best to make your journey relatively smooth.
I don't know whether what I did is right or wrong, and I don't want to get entangled in the details on this issue. I just know that what I do will make you less painful.
That's OK.
*
I was tired from crying and was in a trance...
Li Liushang hugged Ling Xiaoxiao and went to a nearby restaurant.
Ling Xiaoxiao weighs more than 90 kilograms. It is really heavy when held in the hand... But this kind of weight makes people feel like it is heavy and clinging, suppressing people and making them feel stable.
What a wonderful thing it is to be needed, to know the value of your life and to feel a tenderness of dependence.
The extreme physical exhaustion caused mental confusion. Ling Xiao smiled and carried her into the bathroom... taking off her clothes...
No matter how clean the hotel is, it is impossible to take a bath with my long-standing cleanliness habit. The two of them stood together, and the shower sprayed soft water, washing away the sweat and pain...
Too used to the comfort and warmth of Li Liushang's care, too used to the safety and cleanness of Li Liushang's breath... Ling Xiaoxiao thought she would be in pain and unable to breathe... But sometimes the body and mind are at odds with each other. Ling Xiaoxiao was too nervous during this period.
Today, the day has been too tiring and painful, and I have been mentally stimulated again and again. At this time, it is like running out of oil, my mind can no longer control my body, and I have fallen into a light sleep without knowing it.
The small, quiet face was wrapped in a large pajamas, giving off an indescribable feeling of pity.
Li Liushang thought of Ling Xiaoxiao's cry earlier, what had I done wrong to treat me like this, to cause me such pain! There was a soft light of infinite pity in his eyes...
My dear, there is nothing wrong with you, it’s just fate that likes to play tricks on people.
It was the first time like this, flesh against flesh, but there was no desire at all, just afraid of waking her up.
This has been the case with Ji Buhui recently. As long as Buhui falls asleep, no one dares to wake her up and continue to receive painful treatment.
Thinking of Li Buhui, Li Liushang got up, put on his clothes, closed the door, went downstairs, and made a phone call in the lobby. He didn't want to make any mistakes, fearing that Ling Xiaoxiao might wake up and hear even a little bit of the conversation.
"How are things going now?" Li Liuzhang asked Wuhan University.
"It's okay. Where are you?!" Wu Da asked back. A sudden cry came from the microphone: "It hurts... it hurts..." It seemed that he was accusing Wu Da of lying... Wu Da turned around and said a few words before continuing to talk to him.
Li Liushang said: "She was dreaming, maybe she was getting an injection, right?"
Both men fell silent.
Li Buhui's temperament is a bit like Ling Xiao's. She was a cheerful and quiet angel before she discovered the congenital heart disease. Now, she even cries miserably in her dreams... But adults are powerless to do all this and can only rely on her.
She must be strong and get through it. This is a disaster that fate has given her, and it is also a test question that fate has given her. She may become very strong, brave, and cute. She may also become unconfident, cowardly, and dependent.
other people.
Things have reached this point, and Li Liushang can only think of a better place. If she can't bear this little bit of pain, how can she survive so much pain in the future.
Learning to tolerate pain is a required course in life. Everyone must learn it, but the time is different sooner or later. I can only take it as a lesson that I have no regrets about skipping a grade and learning this lesson earlier than others.
"It's okay on my side." Li Liuzhang said calmly. Both of these two powerful men can handle the matters at hand very well. No matter how many things happen, they can calmly say, "I'm fine on my side."
Wu Daodao: "That's good! You don't have to come over tonight. I'm here."
After a while, Li Liushang said, "Fortunately, I have you by my side."
There are only one sentence in a thousand words, this is the friendship between men. Without Wu Da, Dongfang Yuxie, Ali, without each of them taking care of the affairs safely, Li Liuzhang couldn't imagine what he would be like now.
Wu Da smiled slightly: "Well, we are together. We will not pass any test. Don't be afraid, everything will be fine." Li Buhui's disease is not a lifeless terminal illness. If you are rich and have the best doctor, you will be the best.
With the equipment and environment, the chance of cure is still very high. However, the child is too young and the process is quite painful. It makes all adults feel unbearable.
Li Liushang's voice rose slightly: "Yeah." He showed some confidence.
*
After hanging up the phone, I was not in a hurry to go back to my room. I sat in the bar, ordered a glass of wine, and sipped slowly...
A coquettish woman came closer, her slim figure wrapped in a gorgeous yellow dress, her elegant and elegant face revealed a seductive charm, her voice was slightly hoarse and low-spirited, "Sir, can you lend me a hand?"
Liliu slightly lowered his eyelashes, put down the wine in the glass, turned around and left.
Such a decisive attitude made a noble woman in the corner reveal a playful smile. The charming woman walked over with an angry look on her face: "Damn, Liu Liu, I lost. Damn, I made a mistake in my judgment.
Such a monster man has such high concentration."
The woman named Liu Liu smiled and said: "Not all men will fall in love with you, Miss Zhou."
"Tch, don't be proud. You think you can win this game just by defeating an idiot like Mr. Wei. Liu Liu, you must know that not all men like ladies." Zhou Zhou lit a cigarette.
, blew a breath: "Besides, this man knows how to die. Is it possible that you also have the ability to live up to your standards?"
The woman named Liu Liu raised her eyebrows and gently blew her long hair on her forehead, "Young Master Wei, ha! He doesn't count, he's just an appetizer. It's just a way to relieve our loneliness when we are lonely and bored at home. But.
The Li family is different. Although the Li family is a little worse than our two families, they are still on the same level. Zhou Zhou, let’s make this bet again. If you want to bet, let’s bet bigger. Bet on which of us can be the second young wife of the Li family.
The throne." There is deep scheming in his curved eyes, looking at the elegant woman, but he has more wild and unbridled words than the hot woman.
"Getting married?!" Zhou Zhou frowned. "Why are you so confused that you want to jump into the grave?" What a wonderful thing it is to be single. Anyway, marriage must be arranged by the elders. It is best to find a player.
It's good that everyone doesn't interfere with each other. She doesn't want to take the initiative to jump into the trap. The man is so cold and obviously has no interest in her. Although it is exciting and challenging, she might as well forget about getting married.
Liu Liu chuckled, her voice moving, "Hey, Zhou Zhou, don't you dare anymore?!"
"There's nothing I dare not do, but you can tell me your reasons!" Zhou Zhou was impulsive, but he was not an idiot. Having grown up in an environment like theirs, no matter how white he was, he was stained with colors.
"The family background is very compatible, and the one we met in Liliu is also good. We will get married sooner or later, and it is not so easy to find a suitable partner. The most important thing is that my brother, who is not in the world, likes that woman, and I want to help him heal!
"Liu Liu said the most arrogant and free-spirited sentences in the most elegant voice.
"Ah, your brother Shaobai is finally pregnant?" Zhou Zhou said in surprise: "It's really rare. How are you going to cure him?"
"I want to tell him the cruel reality, give him a chance to have sex with her in a reasonable way, and let him know that this is what women are like, and there is no so-called love in the world." Liu Liu raised her glass with a dignified gesture.
, drink it all in one gulp.
*
Beauties, tap "I want to recommend this book" below with your delicate hands, thank you!