She slipped her hand into Li Liushang's strong arms, turned her face slightly to the side, leaned in, and followed his footsteps in a daze,
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't know whether it was sadness or happiness, but he just felt that he could keep going like this and follow him to wherever he wanted.
No need for the past, no future, no thoughts, as long as he is by her side, leading her to keep moving forward...
It seems to be enough to support her life.
Love is as dazzling as summer flowers, slipping through your fingertips. The past and future can be described clearly. What a happy thing it is to just indulge in the present.
But reality will always return, hurting the soul and making people unable to live in peace.
Compared with the joy of the soul and the joy of the body, Ling Xiaoxiao has always chosen the former. Together with Li Liushang, she has an extremely sufficient material life, but without Li Buhui, all of this has become a mockery of her
prove.
Even if he loves her, so what.
Compared with spiritual strength and independence, Ling Xiaoxiao is never worse than anyone else.
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The two returned to the hotel room. Ling Xiaoxiao sat down. Liliu Shang slowly leaned down and looked into Ling Xiaoxiao's eyes with obsession. His fingers lightly traced her pink cheeks like feathers... He was fascinated by her gentle look.
But I was even more fascinated by her sudden calmness and calmness when she defended herself. There was a world of innocence in her clean eyes, and in her quiet innocence there was a solemnity that could not be insulted.
The turbulent air becomes gentle, and the cool air-conditioned wind blows away the impetuousness of summer...
The sunlight passes through the heavy curtains, leaving only a hazy clear light, illuminating the room... An inexplicable feeling vaguely swirls in the bottom of my heart...
Li Liuzhang's voice was as soft as a dream: "It would be such a wonderful thing if I could look into your eyes like this in this life." Being looked at by Ling Xiaoxiao with such eyes always made Li Liuzhang feel like he had something.
With unlimited abilities, being a god in the eyes of such an outstanding girl is worth all his efforts.
Ling Xiaoxiao immediately turned away. However, the weakness of her heartbeat was already seen by him at this moment...
Not wanting to fall into the ecstasy of past emotions again, Ling Xiaoxiao reached out blankly, turned on the TV, and let the sound dispel the silence in the room.
There is a popular Korean drama on TV. He loves her, she loves him, he doesn't love her...it's a toss-up.
Li Liuzhang dejectedly took out a cigarette, closed his eyes, and took a deep breath into his lungs...
The red light is shining, the green smoke is curling... However, the process cannot be ignored. When a cigarette is smoked to the end, it burns out, leaving only a pile of ashes...
Ling smiled and stared at the screen in a daze. She actually didn't know what was on it, but there were some sounds that could interfere with her thinking. Now, thoughts are her biggest enemy... She doesn't want to think about those painful things anymore.
, don’t touch them, let them slowly scar,
If you touch it, it will only hurt more. It will be so painful that it will not be easy to grow well.
No matter who leaves, life will always go on, and what has passed, no matter how painful it is, no matter how reluctant you are to let it go, and no matter how hard you try, you can only let it pass.
Liliu put out the cigarette, and unexpectedly grabbed Ling Xiaoxiao's shoulder, turned to one side, and kissed her fiercely. Then, he deliberately bit Ling Xiaoxiao's lips, hurting her...
After Ling Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, he didn't dodge. He opened his mouth and bit his tongue. His experienced tongue flicked past him deftly. Then he took Ling Xiaoxiao's tongue in his mouth and sucked hard, holding on to the strength of Ling Xiaoxiao's hands.
I also gradually relaxed, almost to the point of death...
The kiss was fierce and sensational from the beginning, long and intense...
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't bite him, so he simply turned his back and kissed back passionately. As a result, the two of them kissed like they were fighting. They wished they could use all their skills... licking, sucking, nibbling... wildly and
warm……
I don’t know whose blood it belongs to, but it melts into the kiss, is better than the kiss, and seals everything in the kiss...
When Li Liushang let go of Ling Xiaoxiao, Ling Xiaoxiao no longer had the strength to speak... just stared at each other silently...
Ling Xiaoxiao knows that there is no perfection in this world, and also knows that it is really difficult to give up some things! But the pain of knowing the lost love will come only after he has foreseen it...
Nothing is absolutely safe until you can completely see the future. Some people move forward bravely, while others are afraid to shrink back.
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't know which one he would choose. In contrast to Li Liushang's courage to control the overall situation and the consciousness of knowing what he wanted, Ling Xiaoxiao was still groping...
In fact, now, Ling Xiaoxiao wants to escape and escape from the pain. When he sees Li Liushang, he will think of the baby, and the pain is unbearable.
But she has always accepted reality. In reality, she cannot escape Li Liushang's strong love. At this time, he holds Ling Xiaoxiao and watches TV together...
Colorful lights flashed back and forth on the screen, making it so bright that I didn’t know what was playing on it?
Ling Xiaoxiao shed tears silently, did not speak, did not twitch... watching TV, hoping that Li Liushang would understand everything.
Liliu Shang asked someone to bring foreign wine, and blended it with the drinks to make a simple cocktail. The ice cubes completely buried the taste of the wine, and it just had a refreshing taste, which was very calming.
Ling Xiaoxiao is a very Chinese girl, but she also feels that foreign wine is indeed more suitable for women's tastes than Chinese wine. It is a kind of elegant luxury that hides all the fierce wine flavors in a sweet drink... Ice cubes enter the mouth,
The sweetness of the drink is accentuated by the thick aftertaste of the wine, and it hits your heart.
Li Liushang carefully observed Ling Xiaoxiao's reaction. He didn't want her to be drunk, but he wanted her to be soft and dizzy. At this time, people's thoughts are always suddenly controlled by others.
Ling Xiaoxiao drank a few drinks, her expression gradually relaxed, her whole body was tired, and she began to show her feminine charm.
"Girl, you should go abroad to relax. First, take a crash course in English, a short-term training of about three months. Intense study can make you forget all pain." Li Liushang said unexpectedly.
Ling Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment and looked at Li Liushang in pain.
"I called your mother and asked about it, and she agreed to accompany you." Liu Shang has always made arrangements for his advance and retreat. With Xu Yinmei in charge, Ling Xiaoxiao is less lonely, and with a family to take care of, he is also more sensible and not easy to give up.
Other men take advantage of the danger and step in.
Everything has been arranged, do you want to ask her again? In the past, Ling Xiaoxiao endured everything with Li Bugui, but now she suddenly felt particularly uncomfortable. But her temper was like this, and she knew that this person was for her own good.
No matter what, I don't want to hurt each other easily. I just raise a glass and drink up...
Li Liushang took it as her consent, gently and reluctantly stroked Ling Xiaoxiao's hair, and held her in his arms, "Be good outside and don't joke around with strange men. Do you understand?"
Ling Xiaoxiao originally wanted to fight, but when she heard the obvious disappointment and reluctance in this domineering voice, she just gave a soft hum. She also wanted to leave for a while and have a good quiet time.
Perhaps, by creating some distance and taking some time, the relationship between him and her can become clearer.
"I like to hear you say the word "um", slowly and softly, and it sounds so nice." Unable to suppress his inner desire, Li Liushang reached out to untie Ling Xiaoxiao's clothes.
All the sorrow, pain, entanglement and lingering turned into a physical impulse at this time.
He wants to possess this beautiful girl in front of him, and he must use his actions to prove that she is his.
Let her surrender to him, be gentle and humble, and forget everything.
He wanted to see the watery charm in her eyes, he wanted to see her give up all the pain at the peak of desire, he wanted to forget the pain that was coming in this world, he wanted to remember, remember her every little move,
Every little expression, because this is what he needs to remember most in the next few years.
These days and so much distance between each other are not only physical, but also spiritual. He is not arrogant enough to think that there will never be a new outstanding man in Ling Xiaoxiao's world.
Letting go is the most painful thing, especially when he still loves her so much.
Although Ling Xiaoxiao was not in the mood at the moment, she did not refuse. Because Liliu Sheng's embrace was so infatuated that it almost suffocated her.
Li Liushang simply tightened his iron arms, as if he wanted to melt Ling Xiaoxiao into his skin and bones, forever and ever, and no one else could pull her away.
Ling Xiaoxiao managed to breathe in the gap between his strong arms, trying his best to absorb the meager air.
In fact, she knew in her heart that what really made it hard for me to breathe was not the overbearing hugs that I had been receiving, but his strong feelings. Through today's public confession, she could no longer ignore it. He loved her... so truly... just
Like him, he was unwavering and unswerving. It broke her heart.
I don’t know if it’s God’s joke, but he loves her, and it’s true. Being loved deeply by such an excellent man in such a way, no matter who he is, will feel proud and satisfied.
All the words and actions that wanted to resist were sealed because of the deep affection in his eyes. Ling Xiaoxiao lay down gently and submissively, and Ling Xiaoxiao slowly closed his eyes.
I don’t know whether it was because of heartache, pity, or fear, but a tear oozed from the corner of my eye...
Her hands slowly hugged back, hugging the man tightly and letting him press up. The heavy weight gave her a strange sense of security, as if all the emptiness and pain in her heart were squeezed out...
She longed to be filled by him and enriched by his love... She didn't think about anything, just followed him, followed his rhythm...
She didn't understand why he let her go...it was obvious that he loved her so much.
She is not naive enough to think that the world will never change. Let go, it will become a variable.
She has it, he has it too...
She is not so confident that she can keep his love unchanged.
Without the child, he is no longer hers, so she is no longer his...
It's just yourself, and you're back to yourself. In the end, you can only rely on yourself for everything.
fair enough.
real.
It's just that he was so clean and decisive, and his decision made her feel reluctant to leave, even though she originally intended to leave.
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