Li Liushang decided to go out for fun as a family. Of course, he did not choose a way that was too tiring. He just took Li Buhui to the countryside where there were fewer people for a picnic.
When you are used to hearing the noisy sounds of passing vehicles and living in a building made of steel and concrete, you feel that the world is smaller and you yearn for nature even more.
In the season when the grass is green, the family goes to dine outdoors far away from the city.
Being in the beautiful nature and bathing in the wind of the wilderness, who can not feel refreshed and relaxed.
Naturally, someone followed and videotaped the entire process.
Li Buhui was very happy, smiling all the way. Everyone was like holding the moon in their arms, taking turns to make her happy.
Ling smiled and fell behind, feeling so sad that it was hard to describe.
At this moment, she couldn't laugh at all.
This is a bit like the last meal before execution. No matter how optimistic the mother is, it is impossible to laugh in such an environment.
Her chest felt tight, and she was pressing something down. She felt uncomfortable all the way, and it seemed that as long as she was given an excuse, she would cry immediately...
The camera occasionally panned over her little face, which was wrinkled and even more pitiful than Qi Buhui.
The person in front has a good psychological quality and is smiling all the time...
Ling Xiaoxiao just wanted to hide somewhere where there was no one and cry.
Li Liushang ignored her, just held Li Buhui in his arms, pointed at the wild scenery, and kept teaching her English.
What's this?
what is that?
Every sentence of this simple question is so precious at this time.
Next to a small stream, there are always many fish swimming happily in the stream. The water in the stream is crystal clear, and the fish in the water can be seen at a glance.
Li Buhui was extremely excited. He was waving his little hands, his little mouth was busy for a while, and he was chirping with joyful sounds that made people's hearts melt.
Ling smiled and kept silent, taking out things to set up a beautiful picnic environment. Since Li Buhui couldn't eat barbecued food, this trip was the simplest and lightest way to have a picnic without a fire.
Take the prepared things from the car. There are paper towels, wet wipes, disposable tablecloths, disposable gloves, paper plates, disposable cups, a large bucket of purified water (you can drink and wash your hands), playing cards, drinks, food, and more
There is a sturdy and beautiful little tent.
The two men took over the tent and set it up. Ling smiled and came to set the dining table.
The extremely beautiful thin blanket is pressed with green grass, and there are many beloved toys and food on it.
The other one was prepared for adults. The wind blew over and messed up her hair, her clothes... her slender waist looked extremely pitiable despite her thinness.
Li Buhui was tired from playing. Li Liushang hugged her back and sat on her small dining rug, which was reserved only for their family of three.
Li Buhui was obviously very satisfied with this move. When she was happy, she stopped walking and started crawling around. Her short and fat little body was so cute that people couldn't help but laugh.
It bumped against the ground and looked very much like a puppy. Ling Xiaoxiao thought for a moment: "Shall we raise a puppy in the future?"
Li Buhui smiled: "Xiaolong...Xiaolong..."
This girl is wearing a little makeup, and she prefers snakes. Ling Xiaoxiao doesn't understand what's so cute about these cold reptiles, and why these two cute children like them.
Li Liushang nodded: "Okay." Then he looked at Ling Xiaoxiao: "I will raise a snake for Buhui and a puppy for my mother."
"Haha..." Li Buhui and his queen hugged Li Liushang, rubbing their little faces softly against his neck, "Daddy is so kind!"
He raised his head slightly and pressed it with a wet kiss...
Soft, that is the purest love.
The innocence of children, the silence of adults...
Ling smiled and turned away, feeling that he was so worthless.
Li Liuzhang took her hand and asked her to hold Li Buhui's small hand. Then, he used his big hand to wrap their hands...
The three hands were held together... not tightly... but there was a reassuring feeling.
"We will get through all these difficulties together..." Liliu Shang's voice contained some bewitching power, which made Ling Xiaoxiao follow involuntarily: "We will get through all these difficulties together..."
Li Buhui smiled and said: "It's difficult..."
Li Liushang looked at Li Buhui and told her: "Together... together... with mom and dad..."
Li Buhui said this sentence relatively smoothly: "With mom and dad..."
Ling Xiao smiled and hugged Li Buhui's limp body with his other hand, saying: "Let's be together, baby."
Three hands... came together because of an angel and made a sacred contract!
Must be together.
Li Buhui smiled innocently, let go of his hand, and continued to crawl and play...
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All surgeries have risks, even surgeries with a higher chance of success are no exception. Although conservative pure drug treatment has no risks for the time being, you will never regret that your health will get worse and worse until...
Just walk the tightrope to people... Although there is danger on the left, danger on the right, and the future is also confused... But because there is no way back, I have to keep moving forward, moving forward... towards the unknown...
Ling Xiaoxiao couldn't sleep... No matter how heartlessly she persuaded herself to have energy tomorrow, it wouldn't help if she didn't sleep now...
Reason no longer works...
Probably……
What if...
All the terrible thoughts and irrational thoughts filled her brain...
I was so nervous that I was shaking all over...
She had no choice but to call her mother: "Mom, it's me!"
Xu Yinmei received the call and her voice was very urgent: "How is it?"
"Operation tomorrow!" Ling smiled and his voice was trembling.
Xu Yinmei took a deep breath: "Don't be afraid." She actually wanted to go with them. However, Liliu Sang thought that this trip would be much harder than at home, so he advised her not to come. Xu Yinmei was afraid that Liliu Sang would cause trouble.
, so I don’t want to cause any more trouble for him. In fact, I’m even more anxious at home than when I came here. “I’ve been in contact with him for a long time, and he must be the best doctor there. Besides, open-heart surgery there is not that amazing.
It's new technology. It's very safe. Nothing will happen. Li Buhui has taken good care of it and is surrounded by capable people. Just feel at ease. Don't be too anxious. It will make Li Liushang worry. The child is too worried to begin with.
When he gets older, he may not be more worried than you. You have to know that it is easy to break through. His pressure is much greater than yours. You should pay more attention to him and be with him... nothing will happen."
Xu Yinmei didn't know what she was persuading. I'm so happy. A person's little heart is so delicate. If you talk to the wrong nerve, it won't work... Who dares to say that there will be no accidents! But now she can only do it with
Like a cult organization, it promotes personal beliefs and makes Ling Xiaoxiao believe that Liliu Shang is the myth that will never be defeated. With him, everything will be peaceful.
This matter is ridiculous when analyzed!
But in the eyes of the people involved, it is undoubtedly extremely reassuring.
Ling Xiaoxiao continued to chat with Xu Yinmei for a few words and then hung up the phone.
The phone hung up and she was alone in the room. She really couldn't bear it...
She stood up and wanted to go find Li Liuzhang... She wanted to stay by his side. The surrounding was so unfamiliar, even the air had a foreign smell, and it was so alienated that people wanted to escape...
Ling Xiaoxiao quickly opened the door and walked out. There were several men watching TV in the living room. The sound of the TV was very low and seemed very quiet.
Ling smiled and turned around and walked towards Liliu Zhang's room... pushed the door open and went in.
Liliu Shang is not here...
Although there was no sound of water running in the bathroom, the glass door was filled with steam. It was obvious that Liliu was relaxing in the bath.
Ling Xiaoxiao quietly opened the door...
Li Liushang was leaning in the bathtub, with a towel covering his face...
Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly understood something... closed the door, walked in gently... squatted down and covered up the towel.
The towel revealed that extremely handsome face, with his eyes tightly closed, and his expression was depressed and painful... It was the pain shown by a strong man in the face of something he was powerless to do...
If possible, I really want to give my heart to my child... If possible...
However, this kind of thing is just a thought...
Ling Xiaoxiao finally cried, and the tears she had been holding back for a whole day splashed on Li Liushang's face...
Li Liushang didn't open his eyes... allowing Ling Xiao to cry on his behalf...
I discovered for the first time that crying is really a good way to relieve stress... The emotional strings have been stretched to the extreme...
The pressure in my eyes seems to be high, and my eyes are so hot and painful that I just can't cry...
This is so good, someone is crying on his behalf...someone is accompanying him in his pain...someone feels exactly the same as him...
He stretched out his hand, pulled Ling Xiaoxiao down, and pressed a kiss between lips...
A wet, heavy, painful, sweet kiss...
That is the understanding between heart and heart... decompression... lingering...
Then he became anxious and wanted to prove something...
The fingers eagerly feel the other person's skin... It is a feeling of hunger and thirst that is completely born from skin contact... I want to be touched, I want to be comforted, I want to be loved, I want to love, I want to do everything possible,
What to keep, what to prove...
Li Liuzhang strode towards the bedroom with Ling Xiaoxiao in his arms, without even wiping the water off his body... he pressed her on the bed...
Fierce possessions time and time again...
Ling smiled and closed her eyes, sobbing from beginning to end...
Her body was completely open... She wanted to tolerate this man, she wanted to give him everything she could... I wanted to use my fragile strength to comfort his strength...
She knew that he was also feeling uneasy and crying, she knew it...
Men can't cry, so she cries on their behalf...
That night, they all fell asleep... This was a good thing... It meant that they had the energy to cope with the decisive battle tomorrow.
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The first eight hours of surgery…
Xiao Zhang had no regrets about eating noodles for the last time...and then he was about to start a clean diet.
Four hours before surgery, drink water for the last time...
I tried my best to coax Li Buhui to sleep so that she would not feel hungry or thirsty and cry.
One hour before surgery...
Ling Xiaoxiao sat there with her teeth chattering... her whole body was on the verge of collapse... Li Liushang hugged her, but couldn't find words to comfort her.
The operation is about to begin...
Li Buhui was pushed into the operating room. Ling Xiaoxiao ran over frantically, wanting to take another look at Li Buhui.
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