After all, my heart is still hung up and I can't fall asleep too peacefully.
She sat up. The room was dark and she didn't see anyone for a while.
There seemed to be no scent of Wuhan University in the corner. Well, it was obviously not visible, but Ling Xiaoxiao knew that Wuhan University was not there.
He reached out and turned on the light.
She was really alone, sleeping on the bed at home.
Get up, put the clean clothes on the bedside, grab them and put them on.
Get out of bed and open the door.
There are two bodyguards playing chess outside the door.
He looked up at her quietly: "Sister-in-law."
"Where is...?"
"Master Shang has gone out and will probably be back later. Sister-in-law, can I order some takeout for you?" the bodyguard asked.
Ling smiled and shook his head, losing his appetite: "Well, don't regret it, it's okay!"
"I heard that the operation was successful? It's in the intensive care unit." A bodyguard said with a relaxed smile.
"Oh!" Ling Xiaoxiao, who had not experienced the last surgery, nodded, wishing he had no regrets and was safe.
She didn't know that people who had undergone surgery would still be in danger for a period of time. She had to wait until her body temperature and various physical data returned to normal before she could conclude that she was initially out of the dangerous period.
The most feared thing after open heart surgery is mediastinitis. This complication only accounts for 1% of postoperative complications, but if it occurs later, the mortality rate is as high as 40%, so prevention and early diagnosis are particularly important.
Moreover, open-heart surgery requires cutting off the sternum, so the recovery time after surgery is very long, usually taking several months. After the surgery is completely successful, postoperative care is also a very important thing.
Not only did a dedicated nurse monitor the child's various physiological indicators 24 hours a day, but Li Liushang was still worried and asked Xiao Zhang to learn relevant nursing knowledge and strive to achieve perfection.
At this time, Li Liushang naturally couldn't leave Li Buhui. Something might happen there anytime and anywhere that needed to be dealt with, so after sending Ling Xiaoxiao back, he went to the hospital again.
Ling Xiao smiled and felt a headache. He sat for a while and looked at the time. It was already night. He was somewhat worried and looked at his phone and frowned for a while.
She is not a woman who would take the initiative to check the situation when a man is out, but tonight, Li Liuzhang should be able to understand her mood. She still pressed the phone... After only one ring, she was picked up, and Li Liuzhang's voice was clear.
Climbing the phone cord into my ear, I felt a sense of security: "Are you awake?"
"Well..." Ling said with a smile. "Baby... are you okay?"
"It's okay. You can sleep..." Li Liushang said.
"I can't sleep well..." Ling smiled and opened the window. The various lights outside the window were like a star river, shining with a kind of prosperity at night... very strange. "Li Liushang... are you afraid?"
"Of course." Li Liushang laughed softly. In fact, he was very proud that his girl regarded him as a superman.
"afraid of what?"
"I'm afraid that there are some things that no matter how hard I try, I still can't do it. If something is beyond human power, but it's particularly important to me, then it will make me particularly frustrated." Li Liushang
He said calmly.
Ling Xiaoxiao understood that, for example, if the baby is ill, he can only do his best and listen to fate.
"I used to be so scared, scared... I am an unlucky person. Everyone around me is like a passerby. They pass by me, but they are separated from me by a layer of glass. I can't go out. They
You can't come in either." Ling Xiaoxiao explained: "You can't really hurt me."
After a while, she continued, with a blank look in her eyes: "You came, broke me, and reassembled me into a new me. I hate you...I used to...hate you to death...do you know?" The voice was painful.
, but didn’t cry.
Li Liushang felt sad and didn't know why Ling Xiaoxiao was settling accounts with him now.
"Everything in the world is fickle. I never thought I would forgive you, really. I just want to leave you... I try not to hate you, because when I hate you, I am also hurting myself. Especially after seeing my...
...Adoptive mother...I understand that when you hate someone, the person who hurts you the most is yourself." Ling smiled and said intermittently. "So I gave up hating you early and let myself go."
Li Liushang just listened and didn't know what to say.
"You have done a lot of things for revenge... a lot of things that will make people hate you for the rest of their lives... Maybe you are very powerful, but this retribution... will happen to the people you love... no matter how careful you have been
Plan to protect us... But hate often makes people do many unexpected things..." Ling Xiaoxiao took a breath and expressed his thoughts: "If... if I don't regret it... this
Really healed once... Can you... let go of hatred... let go of yourself? From now on, live only for the people you love... no longer care about... the past... I know
, That’s very difficult for you... But the Liu family... and the people you hate... have all been retaliated against... We’ve reached this point... isn’t it... enough!"
Li Liushang was stunned, still didn't answer anything, just gritted his teeth tightly.
Ling Xiaoxiao was not a meddlesome person, and she had always ignored almost everything about him, but this time, she suddenly intervened in what he cared about most... which made him extremely surprised!
After a long time, Li Liuzhang replied solemnly: "If every victim is what you think, what will the world be like!"
Ling smiled and said nothing.
"The bad guys don't get retribution. Is it possible that we can really only hope in a law full of variables or a fallen god to seek justice for us? There are always all kinds of people in the world who can make up for it.
In a society, girl, we all have to live according to our own moral standards. If you don’t hate me, it’s not just because you are tolerant. If I want to take revenge, it’s not just because I’m narrow-minded.” Liliu Shang said: “There are many things that are not mine.
You can do it whether you want to or not.”
Ling smiled and remained silent.
"I can't promise you not to touch the Liu family anymore, because this has never been my business alone. It's not something I can end by myself. Life is dangerous every day, and it's either this way or that way... We can
Let's live well together, only for this moment. Tomorrow... we can only try our best, but we can't really grasp it." Li Liushang's words... naturally have his deep meaning.
However, Ling Xiaoxiao felt very disappointed! She didn't want to hear anything more and hung up the phone silently.
The relationship between the two of them has always been one where Li Liushang takes the initiative and is strong, while Ling Xiaoxiao cooperates silently... Once she has her own voice, new conflicts will arise! Even irreconcilable ones.
Ling Xiaoxiao sat on the ground and looked at the starry sky... The stars in the sky were not as bright as the lights on the ground, but there was something peaceful in the deep blue...
Being an obedient girl can enjoy great happiness by Li Liushang's side, but is she going to live like this for the rest of her life?
He has no voice of his own, no opinions of his own.
All considerations come first.
If there is a conflict between the two, she must endure it.
Maybe this is the key to happiness.
However, she still felt that there was something...
Alas! People shouldn’t be so dissatisfied!
She already has a lot, doesn't she?
She now has a mother who loves her, a man who loves her, a daughter who loves her, and a group of family members with different surnames who respect her... all of these are probably given by Liliu Shang.
Then it doesn't matter if she makes some concessions.
Ling Xiao smiled and felt annoyed.
She went back to sleep, closed her eyes, and tried to sleep.
But sleep is something that cannot be controlled by those with a strong will.
That night, she tossed and turned...until dawn.
*
In the morning, Ling Xiaoxiao went to the hospital.
Li Liushang stood outside the transparent floor-to-ceiling glass window of the intensive care unit and watched.
She walked over.
Li Liuzhang didn't look at her, he just stretched out his hand, held her in his arms, and stroked her hair...
This is a very comfortable move, but today, for some reason, Ling Xiaoxiao feels a bit like a pet from the past...a pet that he loves very much, but cannot really be treated equally.
Li Buhui slept in the isolation germ room, his face was a little flushed, and his breathing was slightly short of breath... But apparently, his expression was still stable.
This quickly attracted Ling Xiaoxiao's attention, and she asked: "Are you having a fever?"
Li Liushang pointed to the electronic temperature controller on the side: "There are various indicators...it is not much higher than the normal value. The doctor is paying close attention to it."
My heart suddenly picked up, "No... nothing will happen again!"
"I don't know about the recovery situation. However, all the techniques of the operation were done well. I heard the doctor explain yesterday that if it is successful, I will only need some simple medicines to live and study like a healthy child..." Li Liushang
Quietly.
Ling Xiaoxiao leaned into Li Liushang's arms and remained silent. However, he leaned softly against her, obviously not caring about the... almost argumentative phone call last night.
After a while, Wu Da came over. It was obvious that he had slept somewhere and was in good spirits. "You guys take a rest and have something to eat."
Ling smiled and said, "I'm not hungry."
Wu Da looked at her and said softly: "Zhang stayed up all night yesterday."
Ling looked at Li Liushang with a smile and blushed.
When she was talking about a bunch of truths, she stood here doing practical things and kept silent. Alas!
Maybe this matter couldn't be decided in a matter of minutes, so she didn't need to rush it.
The two of them got in the car and bought fast food hot dogs and coffee. Liliu couldn't eat without washing up, so he only drank a few sips of coffee.
Ling Xiaoxiao took a few bites and didn't like it very much. She has a very Chinese and traditional appetite. She has never been a fan of Western food.
For a while, Ling Xiaoxiao felt that Li Liushang wanted to say something to her, but later, he still didn't say anything.
I went home, took a shower, and fell asleep.
Traces of slight fatigue crawled into the corners of his eyes...
Ling Xiaoxiao stayed up all night, now nestled in his arms, she felt so safe that she couldn't help but fall asleep too.
When I woke up, I heard the first good news: all indicators of Li Buhui reached normal postoperative levels, which means that the operation was very successful.
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