"I was locked in the carriage and was extremely bored, so the posts below are all boring things. You can just do the work and read it when you have time." Ling smiled and moved his body slightly.
"Be careful when you wear your favorite suit, because..." Ling smiled and bit her lip and continued: "Because there is something in the pocket that you don't like very much, well, you know, it's a snake!" She said
Pressed the send button.
"Of course, we can be sure that the snake will always stay in your pocket and wait for you to reach out for it before it comes out, because it is a fake snake, and I admit to you now that I bought it. I take care of my children.
We visited the online store and saw it, and felt that the degree of simulation was particularly high..." A smile appeared on Qingli's face, apparently thinking that Zhuang Xiaoxiao and Li Buhui raised their hands to pass the snake when they saw it, and put it into Liliu's wine glass.
Practice this person's affinity for snakes in his pocket.
"The children wanted to put it under our pillows, but I didn't agree..." Ling smiled and tilted her head and smiled. Only she knew why she didn't agree? She was willing to scare Li Liushang and enjoy the presence of this powerful man.
She occasionally needs to show a hint of vulnerability in front of her. But she doesn't want to suddenly scare this man when he is in the right mood. This may cause a psychological shadow on him, and it may jeopardize their future sexual life.
"I used to be the same as you. I didn't like snakes. I thought they were cold and insidious. I have always liked warmer things. But if the people I love like snakes, then I think there is no reason why I should not adapt to their existence.
I learned these slowly when I was with you. Thank you, you taught me a lot." Yes, she can now truly enjoy the joy of giving, not a responsibility, not forced. She pays for her family,
I feel happy and happy. That is something I have never thought about before.
"Now I feel extremely happy, because I have everything I have been striving for. If life ends here, it would be such a perfect thing." How can a person's happiness be measured? Does it depend on her death?
Was she in happiness at that moment? If life ended like the ending of the novel, then her death now would undoubtedly be a less bad ending.
"However, I still want to continue to live an imperfect life, watch my children grow up little by little, and live a down-to-earth life. I know that many, many things will definitely happen in the future, and perhaps, there will be a lot of pain and unhappiness waiting ahead.
Let me taste it. But since I can face all that with my family, I think I have nothing to worry about." Ling Xiao smiled confidently. She had nothing to worry about. Liliu Shang will be here soon.
He will come to save her soon. He is the one who will never, ever leave her alone.
"The first time I saw you, I felt that you... had a very reassuring feeling, as if you could carry the whole world! Then..." Ling smiled and thought about the two of them together
When she stopped at the door, Li Liushang's expression became disappointed and sad. Well, actually at that time, she was actually slightly stabbed.
Ling Xiaoxiao, who has always been very popular with the opposite sex, saw the undisguised look of disgust in Li Liushang's eyes and felt that her self-esteem was hurt for the first time. What kind of feeling was it? She couldn't explain clearly, but at first glance, she
She did have a completely different view of this man, as if he had opened a secret door and made her feel something ambiguous between the two sexes...
Of course, that feeling ended very quickly.
Then, Ling Xiaoxiao didn't want to recall those days of humiliation anymore. The good impression he had had was completely shattered by him. He just said lightly: "It was very painful during that period, but I don't know why. I still felt that there was hope." She understood.
, except for the early days, Li Liuzhang has always left room for her.
I hated him, but not so much.
Because anytime and anywhere, she told herself that she could forget the pain and live again. People who live with hatred cannot get true happiness.
"How did you break me bit by bit and then reshape me bit by bit,"
"Because you are the kind of person I have always dreamed of being. I can learn a lot from being with you...I think I have become more confident."
"Did you know that grasshoppers can commit suicide by diving into the water? In fact, they commit suicide by diving into the water because they cannot tolerate a parasite called nematodes on their bodies. When the nematodes are still in their larval stage, they will hide in branched insects such as crickets or grasshoppers.
inside the insect's body. However, when the nematode larvae develop to a certain extent, they must live in water to spend their adult stage and reproduce in the water. As a result, the nematode larvae secrete chemical elements that can be structurally mimicked
Specific proteins of hosts such as katydids. The false proteins produced in this way will seriously damage the central nervous system of the host, causing the katydids and other branched insects to become abnormal and "force" the host to leave its living environment and jump into the water."
"Do you think parasites can have such amazing control over their hosts? I think you must have put a similar fake protein on my body. You controlled my brain and my body and made me forget those things.
I think that the past that will never be forgotten in my life can make me like you now, a love that can be felt in every organ and every inch of skin in my body. This love allows me to give up at this moment and find out why.
From the beginning to now, no matter what, as long as you let me believe it, I will believe it unconditionally."
Ling Xiaoxiao doesn't know what love is, but from her personal experience, love must have a secret and inseparable relationship with the body's instinct. The body knows who it likes, and it can recognize its owner and how it is treated.
Only touch can trigger the mysterious and real pleasure. She has heard about Plato's love and believes that there are many wonders in this world.
But her own love is not like this. Of course, in her case, she can evade ten thousand reasons. She has never agreed with Li Liushang's initial rape. It is true that she gave birth to her because she was pregnant.
I had an opportunity, and later, I was moved by his subsequent efforts bit by bit.
But she knew it was more than that. In her heart, she would look directly at this problem.
If a primitive barbarian likes someone, he will beat him unconscious with a big stick and drag him back to the cave. In this way, that person will belong to him. This may sound ridiculous, but it may not be unreasonable.
There are a lot of love stories about rape in modern times. Is it the transformation of human pure spiritual love into physical love? Ling Xiaoxiao doesn’t know, but she feels that in love, spirit and body are indispensable. As for the ratio,
Of course, everyone has their own preference.
Zhang Ailing once said that a woman's heart is connected to her vagina, which is actually true. The fact that is completely different from the dreams of innocent girls in the past is that the pleasure of the body often affects the rational judgment of the human brain.
We may not love someone who is the most perfect in the eyes of the world, but it is difficult to refuse someone who brings us the most wonderful physical pleasure. For example, when it comes to drug rehabilitation, why is the relapse rate so high? That is because in human beings
In my heart, how could I be willing to really give up the things that make me happy?
This person is so pure, noble, and beautiful that people admire him, but there is no reason why he doesn't like him even if his body doesn't like him. People can't control their likes, let alone their emotions.
Although this man had brought her the most painful memories, she was still guarded by his small care and love day after day.
She admitted it. There were so many sincere red hearts in the world. It was rare to receive a sincere black heart. What was even rarer was that she actually liked it too.
A faint smile overflowed from the lips, and the air became tight... Isn't it here yet?
Ling Xiaoxiao knew that no matter how hard she tried, she could not open the car from the inside. She could only hope that the car would get there quickly. She believed that no matter who it fell into the hands of, it would at most be a weapon to threaten Li Liushang, not a weapon.
She died immediately.
The air was thin, breathing was slow, and I started to feel dizzy.
Her fingers were still pressing the keys one by one seriously.
"I hope my mother can have a happy old age. I think my mother is very young and can have a new life, a new love, and a new beginning. I hope Li Buhui can become a lucky person, smart and beautiful in this world.
Money and power are not as good as luck. I hope that Xiaoxiao can return to Sister Zhuang and that the mother and daughter live together. Don't waste the most beautiful opportunity for mother and daughter to get along. I hope that Brother Wu can
He can find the purest and most beautiful woman as his wife, but he is always a little lonely alone. Finally, I know you are so strong. In this world, you can continue like this without anyone else.
Go on living, pick someone again, and start again. Because in my heart, you are so strong, so I always feel safe and secure. We have a very beautiful present, which is enough. Everyone only lives in the present.
.In the future, it doesn’t matter whether I am present or not in your present moment. Life is enough if I have had this momentary happiness that you gave me wholeheartedly.”
Ling Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, loosened her fingers weakly, and the phone slipped slightly. She pressed the save button with her last effort. She did not send this message because she did not want to disturb Li Liushang's heart.
If she is still alive, this is a useless message that will be deleted. If she dies, then it will be her last words.
Suddenly she thought of a story. A fly fell into the soup and was about to die. It said: "I have eaten and drank enough, and I also took a pleasant bath. What is there to regret about such a death?"
She wanted to edit this text message and keep silent to herself, but unfortunately, she no longer had the strength.
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