Torture, one after another, either verbal humiliation or physical abuse!
I can't come up with any new tricks, but I can do these two things to the fullest, and it still makes me extremely painful!
How much a person can bear, I don't know.
I thought that giving up my body and sticking to my soul would save me less pain!
However, I forgot that my soul lives in my body, and the endless occupation will make me lose everything!
And my soul is the bottom line that I will stick to even if I die!
Without the peace and innocence of my soul, I will never have the possibility of happiness!
The setbacks in growing up have always caused me pain, and my parents are the everlasting burning pain in my heart! But after meeting Liliu Shang, I realized that everything I had encountered before was not worth mentioning!
Now I fully understand what abuse is and what humiliation is...
Li Liushang has put the most realistic mark on all of this! It's so bloody that I can't forget it!
It turns out that happiness is not easy. I feel fearful and painful about the future like never before!
If you are afraid of Liliu Shang, how can you not be afraid of him? He is so powerful. No matter from any aspect, he is not a match for me!
There is no use being afraid of him!
I have no human compassion in my life, and I don't know how to pity the weak and women. If I still want a happy future, I must take another path.
A life that must never bow its head and allow him to be ashamed!
I know how terrible fear is, but I want to face it, surpass it, conquer it, and eventually become its master!
At least after I have gone through this difficult life, I can look back with pride. I have made a brave choice and I have never given up on myself!
All the time!
You are smart enough and cruel enough, I will never know your emotional changes, and I have not found the best way to deal with you!
But now I know how to face you!
After I stabbed the man, I was free!
I won't guess your reaction anymore, because you are a complete pervert like him! Common sense cannot figure out your thoughts!
I don't care about that anymore, I have been hurt to this point! I have retreated to the point of no return!
I won't give in anymore!
I want to be myself again!
As before, no matter how life treats me, I will only be myself!
At least in my heart, I am proud of it!
I will be happy. Even if the whole world doesn't like me, I will work hard to make myself happy!
*
Just now, I was so useless that I made myself cry!
A few days ago, I didn't cry when I wrote about being insulted and scolded, but today, I entered Ling Xiaoxiao's heart and saw, listened, and felt in her way. In that kind of life, how hard do you have to work to persist in yourself?
*
Regarding updates. I’ve been pretty fast lately, updating frequently! No matter what, I think quality always trumps quantity!