Love is a strange thing. Even if it hurts, it won't make you want to let go. On the contrary, the more painful it is, the more you want to hug each other tightly.
He makes me hurt and he also makes me love. I can't let go. Because if I let go, I understand that I will have nothing!
------Han Xiaochu!
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I have to admit that Li Liushang is the kind of man with an absolute sense of presence. No one can ignore him. It’s not that he is a special person and likes Dese. Moreover, his kind of innate ability gives people strong oppression.
Feel the momentum. It seems that wherever you stand, people can't help but be the focus.
All of Ling Xiaoxiao's attention was attracted by the eyes behind him that must be very erotic. He always felt that the person behind him was looking around and thinking about something? He just felt like cold hairs slowly growing on his back.
Standing up row after row, this is a very mysterious feeling, probably everyone has experienced it.
I always feel that the person behind me will do something strange, so I am always on guard.
Once again, it was completely beyond Ling Xiaoxiao's expectation. Li Liushang looked behind him silently for a while, closed the door, and left.
Ling smiled and relaxed, lying on the table with his fingers gently stroking the penholder. His body suddenly became sweaty... as if he had just narrowly escaped from the claws of a ferocious beast.
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Liliu went downstairs. The hourly worker was about to clean up after get off work.
Li Liushang said politely: "Can you stay here tonight?"
Aunt Si is a clean-cut middle-aged woman. Her always serious expression and taciturn personality are the main reasons why Li Liushang chose her. He has a lot of housework and doesn't want to find a chatty outsider. But these housework cannot be left unattended.
Li Liuzhang paid her double her salary, but did not require her to stay here overnight. Naturally, someone also reminded her that doing her own thing should be done first and foremost.
Aunt Si nodded almost without hesitation. She didn't ask anything, she just stood there quietly and waited for instructions.
Li Liushang said: "Ms. Ling is not feeling well. Please take care of her tonight. Bring the food upstairs for her and watch her finish it." He wanted to say something more, but felt it was inappropriate. He turned around and left.
Aunt Si returned to the kitchen, put the prepared dishes on the tray one by one, and served them.
Ling Xiaoxiao sat in front of the window, heard the sound of cars starting, and then saw the car slowly driving out of the gate.
She lowered her eyes and continued reading. She didn't know if she would have so much time to read in the future. She had to seize the time and work hard.
Getting into a good university has become so important in her eyes at this time.
Aunt Si knocked on the door and came in to set out the meal.
Ling Xiaoxiao didn't ask for advice. In fact, she really couldn't eat. But she went to bed after lunch. Now the young stomach is really hungry.
She was wearing a pair of new colored cotton socks. Without shoes, it was not awkward to walk directly on the smooth wooden floor. But it was still very painful, so painful that she could feel the little mermaid in the fairy tale turning into a human with every step.
, the pain of walking on my feet for the first time.
She went to wipe the unbroken parts of her hands with a wet tissue.
Then sit down and eat quietly.
The food was naturally good and tasted good. However, it just lacked the feeling that could make people happy. She ordered herself to eat...must eat! Among the things she had left now, there was one thing called health! She couldn't destroy it.
Their own bodies. Poor people have no right to get sick and become weak.
However, for some reason, all these exquisite foods in front of her were as heavy as stones, one after another, hitting her empty stomach. She stopped for a while, drank some hot water, and tried to restrain her nausea.
I didn’t really want to feel sorry for myself, but the tears still flowed out slowly... one drop at a time, dripping on the table.
After eating, she stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears and continued to eat. After finishing a bowl of rice, she drank a bowl of soup.
Aunt Si cleaned up the broken table.
Ling Xiaoxiao walked to the bathroom mechanically, rinsed his mouth, and then, step by step, used his painful feet to move to the table and sit down, and continued...study!
Probably because she had lowered her head for a long time, her nose was a little itchy... She was about to rub it after writing this line, when suddenly a drop of bright red blood dripped down, and a bright flower bloomed on the white grid paper.
...Then, the second drop...the third drop...
The tiny red dots bloomed into gorgeous flowers on the grid paper... lined with black words on the white paper, it looked like a book written in blood!
Ling Xiaoxiao looked at it in horror... A feeling of extreme terror suddenly arose in her heart... She controlled her hand and gently touched her nose. Sure enough, she was bleeding... It was not a very fast, but continuous...
In dripping... her head was slightly dizzy, she held the phone with her other hand, and then pushed open the cover... She sadly found that she had no one to turn to for help!
Maybe it’s just a nosebleed!
She thought, she was already suffering from internal heat, and because she had eaten too much meat recently at Lijia, maybe she might have accumulated anger in her body and cause nosebleeds!
However, in my heart, I was just panicking... My head was aching again and again! The feeling of dizziness was stronger than ever.
Ling Xiaoxiao gently put the phone into her pocket, slowly moved to the bathroom, turned on the water, and used a cold towel to cool her forehead. She broke off the tissue and stuffed it into her nostrils... Then she looked in the mirror, and her eyes were filled with a blur.
It was gray... was it the moisture on the mirror? She stretched out her hand and wiped it with a towel, but she still couldn't see clearly. She wiped it hard, once, twice, three times... Finally, she believed that it was her own mind.
She felt dizzy...the world was blurry and swaying...she took out her mobile phone...and called the number downstairs, her voice was very calm: "Aunt Si? This is Ling Xiaoxiao, I feel so dizzy..."
She slowly swayed back to the bed and gently fell into the soft mass. She didn't care if the quilt was stained. She seemed to be put into a cradle. She was shaken so sadly that she felt like vomiting...
"Don't waste food!" Ling Xiao smiled to himself, thinking it was rare that he could still maintain such a sense of humor.
After a while, she didn't know whether it was very fast or very slowly. In short... at least one of them was lucky, she fell asleep successfully, or fainted!
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Li Liushang felt annoyed. He lowered his head and glanced at the watch on his wrist unconsciously. It was already half past eleven. Is that girl asleep? Well, there was a faint smile on his face. It's possible. Today
He made her angry, so she probably wouldn't wait for him anymore.
Looking at it again, I saw the lust-filled scene and found it boring and disgusting. Maybe I had too much fun. I just felt that these women with no emotions and souls all day long were so crazy in bed and how superb their skills were.
It was just a moment of physical comfort and pleasure. That faint feeling only stayed on the surface of the body. Now it seems that it really means nothing.
I have tried a better sex, that kind of embracing the most innocent and beautiful smile in the world, and the deep feeling of satisfaction from physical to psychological. It is indeed incomparable to these physical transactions. You must know that people's hearts can penetrate through skin, flesh and bones.
No matter what it is, it is not easy to reach the heart. It is worth pondering and pursuing.
Li Liuzhang once again waved away the female hand caressing his thigh and leaned to the side, waiting for the forty or fifty-year-old men opposite him to enjoy themselves. The reason why so many large companies in our country cannot survive is not because some business managers are close relatives.
The product of marriage, but the blood relationship between the parents of leaders of relevant departments and units also has an indescribable and subtle relationship. The only thing on his forehead is sex!
Moreover, I don’t know if men become more and more lustful as they get older. Seeing that their years are gone, they have no choice but to find the pleasure of possessing youthful flesh in young girls. Liliu looked at this scene with his head propped up, and it was really like a group of demons dancing around.
On the other hand, he didn't know if he also had this kind of evil nature. The fact was that Ling Xiaoxiao was indeed young and had a strong sexual attraction to him. Thinking of that girl's tight body, he suddenly fell silent all night.
When you feel desire, you have the urge to raise your head.
Well, it's a very new feeling. This is the first time in his life that he has been obsessed with another person's body to such an almost natural level of loyalty.
Because Ling Xiaoxiao had no sexual constraints on him, he just didn't want to.
I always feel that these women are too boring and not beautiful enough. Holding them feels the same as my left hand.
Well, it’s better to hug Ling Xiaoxiao and sleep well at night...I haven’t enjoyed such a wonderful thing for several days. Being hugged by such a cute girl while murmuring love, no man would not feel proud!
A smile escaped Li Liushang's lips...
At this time, everyone is drunk and laughing wildly. If someone looks at you coldly, you will look particularly unique. You will have many unsociable thoughts, and you want to get rid of them just like this, and then put aside your reason and enjoy others.
A more natural, relaxed, and self-indulgent life.
For example, being with that little girl and having a baby...
Li Liushang was stunned. Suddenly, an extremely uncomfortable feeling filled his heart.
Give birth to a child!! Oh my God! How could he think of this! He is only twenty-seven years old, not old enough to need an heir to take over his burden.
He quickly shook his head to get rid of this extremely nervous thought. The woman next to him approached, but he did not push her away again.
The air was filled with a faint, slightly poisonous smell. It was the smell of falling and darkness, and it was also a smell he was familiar with.
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By the time the show ended, it was already half past one in the night. Li Liushang returned home, got out of the car, and walked into the house.
The bodyguard who was watching the night had already come over and said, "Mr. Li, after dinner today, Miss Ling suddenly had a nosebleed..."
Li Liuzhang glanced at him coldly. A nosebleed is not a big deal. Does he need to report it while jogging all the way? Li Liuzhang is the kind of person who is particularly good at using body instead of language. He often uses his words at the most appropriate time.
A very accurate look can express one's thoughts clearly.
The bodyguard had been following him for a long time and knew what he meant, so he backed away. Fortunately, he didn't call him at that time. He had been having a hard time in the past two days. He didn't know what happened to his family, and he was sent to the hospital one after another.
Liliu went upstairs and went directly to Ling Xiaoxiao's room. The girl was probably asleep now, but he just wanted to take a look at her. This was not a physical desire, but it was stronger than that.
He is tired now and does not want to analyze his psychology, let alone fight his desires!
When I opened the door, there was no one in the room.
When I turned on the light, I could immediately see the blood stains on the door lying on the table... Although there were not many, it still looked very dazzling under the snow-white paper.
He took a step back and called the bodyguard: "Where has she gone?"
It took a while for the bodyguard to come to his senses and said, "Aunt Si sent her to the hospital."
"What's going on?" Didn't you say that you had a nosebleed after dinner? Why haven't you come back yet? Li Liushang was a little irritable and restless.
"I'm not sure. Aunt Si called me back and she seemed to have a slight concussion!" the bodyguard's voice softened.
"Why didn't you inform me when it happened?" Li Liushang said in a very angry tone. He had a concussion, and he didn't dare to think about who was the original culprit that caused this?!
"About eight o'clock, I thought Mr. Li wouldn't want to know about this!" the bodyguard whispered in fear.
"What do you think...what do you think?!" Li Liuzhang was furious, "You were on duty yesterday, too! I asked you here just to keep an eye on the door of my house, in case someone else took it away in the middle of the night! You will be on duty tomorrow!
There is no need to come here, go directly to the Human Resources Department to report." He hung up the phone with one sentence.
After receiving the notice, Ali ran up quickly: "Young Master..."
Li Liushang sneered: "I spend so much money on the security office a year, and you hired such a bunch of losers for me!"
Ali sweated secretly! He said: "I just asked. Miss Ling is okay. She just lost too much blood today and has a slight concussion. She will be hospitalized for observation for two days." He has followed Li Liushang for the longest time and understands Li Liushang best.
As for your temper, first let’s make it clear what Li Liushang is concerned about. As for whether to deal with it or not, that’s a secondary matter later.
Li Liushang said: "Prepare a car and go to the hospital!"
Ali said: "Young Master, you've been through a lot these past two days. You didn't sleep yesterday. If you don't sleep today, even an iron man can't support you. I guess Miss Ling is also asleep at this moment..."
Li Liushang calmed down his anger and said calmly, "Prepare the car."
It seemed that his calm expression frightened Ali even more. Ali didn't say anything and went straight to greet people.
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Late at night, a group of black-clad sweaters sprang out of the hospital corridor. Although they didn't have pistols or sticks, their underworld aura was like a sign. When people saw it, they would automatically stay away from it!
Li Liushang walked to Ling Xiaoxiao's ward and pushed it away gently...
Just like Ali said, she fell asleep.
Qian Qian's calm face made him suddenly think of four words... Solemn treasure!
The soft lines and beautiful appearance have a kind of beauty that is almost as if it has lost its gender.
She was lying on her side on the bed, which was different from usual. Her body was slightly hunched over. Obviously, she was in too much pain to sleep in the second position.
Every time I see her, I really feel that she has a charming and fragile temperament. However, Li Liushang understands what a strong soul there is under that smile that does not conceal her tears!
He walked over and sat on the chair in front of her. For the first time tonight, he felt at peace.
It was as if her breathing could soften the air around her.
I was really tired and had drunk a lot. Knowing that she was fine, I felt relieved. I lay beside the bed for a while and fell asleep.
The door was quietly pushed open again...
Han Xiaochu stood at the door wearing a hospital gown.
Li Liushang was sleeping beside Ling Xiaoxiao's bed, guarding her quietly! That tall figure suddenly seemed so strange and distant...
She knew that Li Liushang must have watched her come out of the operating room last night. However, the feeling was definitely different from now. Yesterday, Li Liushang was out of responsibility. As soon as her operation was successful, he would leave to do business.
But now, this girl obviously has nothing to do. But he has to drag his tired body to accompany her, and would rather sleep on the chair.
Moreover, he must have never thought that Han Xiaochu was on the other side not far away.
Could it be that he really fell in love with her?!
No, this is absolutely impossible! But why am I so panicked?!
Han Xiaochu's lips trembled slightly, and he slowly fainted into panic...
No longer paying attention to the bodyguard who tipped her off, she just turned around and walked away. Just keep walking!
Ali frowned and sent someone to escort him. He really didn’t understand women. She looked so fragile. When it came to love, she was as excited as if she had been injected with chicken blood. This guy was just undergoing surgery. The doctor said he could only go to the toilet. She
He dared to run down the elevator... What does this mean? To catch an adulterer? Can she take care of Li Liushang's private affairs? Does she have the qualifications and abilities?! She keeps doing it, and she is not suffering for herself.
Something suddenly occurred to me and I asked the bodyguard next to me: "Who informed her!" While thinking about Li Liushang's anger tonight, Li Liushang was definitely not a person who liked to get angry and gossip with his subordinates casually. Today, he really felt it. In terms of management,
I have already failed in my responsibility.
He said with a straight face: "Maybe you don't know who pays your salary. It's Mr. Zhang, not Miss Xiaochu. You need to protect her, but your loyalty should only be dedicated to Mr. Zhang!"
The two bodyguards lowered their heads innocently. These days, big fish eat small fish, and small fish eat shrimps. They are shrimps and can only eat water plants!
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Han Xiaochu kept walking with that strength until she was far away from the house. She held her painful abdomen and stopped while holding on to the wall.
It hurt, it hurt... It was beating constantly, as if her heart had moved. It hurt so much that she bent over. It hurt so much that she clung to the wall with her fingertips, leaving faint traces on the white wall!
Han Xiaochu slowly squatted down, hoping that the pain would pass quickly.
Can't be knocked down by these! No!
What should I do?
God, please tell me how to win back a man's heart.
Tears couldn't flow out, and her eyes were dry and painful! There was a kind of pain that made her want to hold on tight even more!
She can't let go, she can't let go. She didn't get much. Now is the most painful time. Only by enduring it and getting through it can she have the possibility of happiness!
Li Liushang, even if you don't love me, I will use your pity for me to bind you.
Sorry, I have fallen too deep...
Who in this world can give me more than ten years of unrepentant love?
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