Su Yiduo seemed to have forgotten that she was still holding something in her hand. She felt as if her body had suddenly become empty. She unconsciously stretched out her fingers and bought Nian An a lot of her favorite food.
On the ground.
The wind is very strong and the rain is very heavy....
The umbrella in her hand was like a horse that had taken off its reins, running and rolling in the rain. The strong wind blew by and stopped not far or near from her.
Why did you leave and leave me alone...
My whole body was soaked, and the rain was freezing cold. I wanted to squat down and hug myself, but my whole body was already stiff...
On his face, he could no longer tell whether it was tears or rain.
*****Le Baozhu sat quietly in the back seat of the car, thinking a lot.
An Kaichen's face was expressionless. The driver did not dare to drive the car too fast. The rain was too heavy and he could not see clearly ahead.
"Are you... okay?" Le Baozhu spoke slowly, her voice so small that she wondered if An Kaichen could really hear it.
An Kaichen seemed to be lost in thought and did not reply to Le Baozhu's question. Then, after a while, he said, "Sorry, I have to go back! --- Stop the car!"
Le Baozhu frowned slightly, but as soon as the driver parked the car, An Kaichen couldn't wait to open the door and get out of the car.
"Kaichen, umbrella!" Le Baozhu shouted, but An Kaichen had already run back and ran very far...
Le Baozhu, who had already stretched out half of his body, had his clothes soaked in just a moment.
In the misty rain, Su Yiduo knelt down dejectedly, picked up the bag, took the umbrella with him, and held it up again, even though his whole body was soaked.
He stared blankly at the direction An Kaichen was leaving. The light was too dark, the distance was too far, and his facial features were unclear, but his figure was like the wildest cheetah running in the Mexican jungle, tall and sexy.
Is it him? Ha! He no longer wants her, how could he come back to look for her...
Su Yiduo turned around, her soaked clothes clinging to her body, bitingly cold.
Life still has to go on, people still have to live, can she really not be able to live without him? Will she want to commit suicide like last time after he suddenly disappeared?
No, not anymore. She won't be so stupid now. Although she is sad, she still has to live. At least she still has Nian An. Maybe she will not be happy without An Kaichen, maybe she will be a walking corpse, but she is still alive.
That's good, isn't it?
But why don't her tears obey her control? Why does she still love to cry so much after so many years? Why can't she help but cry when she thinks of him? If you love him, can you do nothing but cry?
"Su Yiduo!" A thunderous roar came from behind, causing Su Yiduo to stop suddenly.
Is it an illusion? Or is she unable to distinguish between reality and dreams?
"Kaichen, is that you?" She turned around slowly and asked in a calm voice. The thin figure made his heart feel an unbearable pain.
Seeing the tall figure walking towards her with long strides, he suddenly hugged her into his arms. This moment has been long gone...
"Will you still want me?" She leaned close to his chest, and the moment he hugged her fiercely, the umbrella flipped over again under the impact and fell into the rain.
The rain was dripping down his strands of hair. He closed his eyes and felt it, as if it was like a dream. His body temperature was still so real, even though his clothes were already soaked.
"An Kaichen, do you want me?" She half-closed her eyelids, her chin resting on the side of his shoulder, her head raised slightly, and as long as she opened her mouth, the rainwater would fall into her mouth.
"Su Yiduo, is it true that you can't live without me? Is it true that you can't do anything else in this world except loving me? Is loving me everything in your life? When will you be able to do anything else?
Besides loving me and waiting for me, can you insist on something else?"
Almost roaring, almost roaring out, he felt that he was going crazy. Her waiting for four years had made him crazy, and the four years of her thoughts posted in the study made him crazy. Really, really already
Makes him crazy....
"I can't. I'm stupid. I can't do anything except love you."
Use your tears to warm yourself, but also use your tears to burn yourself...
Apart from loving him, apart from waiting for him, she can do nothing...
*I am most afraid of the misty rain...
I can't see clearly. I can't see your figure. I used to call to the sky. The sky is crying. I'm crying. Where are you? The past scenes are sad. Your eyes and your smile accompany me today. I am lonely, misty rain, mountains and rivers, and your instructions.
, your tears are the most painful in my heart. I still remember meeting you in the wind and rain. I had known it earlier. I had known it earlier. Why was it necessary to meet you in such a hurry? After four years of waiting, she spent almost everything...
*Le Baozhu was dressed in white and stood in the rain holding an umbrella. Her figure looked so lonely and desolate.
Her Chai Lin was always An Kaichen. Suddenly, tears were already streaming down her face...
From the moment she met Su Yiduo, she already knew that her Chai Lin would never come back.
Le Baozhu actually admired Su Yiduo. Her love was pure and she could love someone with everything she had, and that person was everything to her.
Their kiss, the rain and the wind, An Kaichen and Su Yiduo, were like a work of heaven.
Le Baozhu had never noticed that he was such a domineering person. She thought that An Kaichen would always look so kind and handsome, and that his appearance would not change much throughout his life.
He doesn't like to smile, nor does he like to have a sad face.
She thought An Kaichen was that kind of person, but she didn't know that An Kaichen was so beautiful when he smiled. Maybe the word "beautiful" was too inappropriate, but she couldn't find a word other than "beautiful".
describe.
An Kaichen's smile is really beautiful, but he has never smiled like that at her. It was after she came here that he showed the kind of emotion when he faced Su Yiduo.
There is joy, there is happiness, there is dominance, there is passion, there is tenderness.
An Kaichen is not as kind to Su Yiduo as he is to her. It seems that between her and An Kaichen, she is always the most familiar person but the most unfamiliar person. Maybe An Kaichen treats everyone the same way.
It was like that, after so long, she had already gotten used to it. But she had to admit defeat. His tenderness towards Su Yiduo and the deep affection in his eyes when he looked at Su Yiduo had already burned her heart.
She thought that as long as she worked hard, as long as she loved him with all her heart and treated him with all her heart, one day he would finally see it and feel it. However, she had realized that sometimes, some feelings were not
Words are needed, and it can be understood with just one eye contact, but that understanding is not between her and An Kaichen.
Chai Lin is An Kaichen, but An Kaichen is always just An Kaichen.
*****The rain wet half of Le Baozhu's body. Today's rain seemed to be specially prepared for her, filling her whole heart.
Chai Lin, An Kaichen, Huo Yanfeng.
These three names and two men held up half the sky in her life.
Maybe when she saw An Kaichen and Su Yiduo kissing in the rain, she would feel relieved and calm. She only felt that Chai Lin was also a hot person...
All the injuries and pains are not like the sentence 'I hope you don't let me see you again after you leave here!' Yes, should she leave and go to a place where he can't see her?
How many days has it been? How many days has it been? Why hasn't he come to see her? Why has he stayed away? She is about to marry another man besides him, and he still doesn't care?
In front of the dressing table, she wore a white gauze, and the makeup artist specially found the kind of lipstick used in ancient times. It was fiery red, like a blooming mandala.
Put the lipstick between her lips, tighten her lips, and when she loosened them, her slightly pale lips had disappeared.
Tomorrow, tomorrow she will become the bride of the man she has loved with all her heart for so long, but there is no feeling of happiness at all...
The man's heart was heavy, and her heart was heavy. It was not as helpless as losing one's soul, but that kind of heavy heart made her feel that it was beyond her own load.
Everyone praised her beauty and said she would be the most beautiful bride in the world tomorrow, but she couldn't smile, and her expressionless face became synonymous with her.
Love...love?
If there is no love, what is the meaning of this life in the belly?
She gently placed her hand on her lower abdomen and rubbed circles on her lower abdomen.
***** Qi Dongjiao is sitting on the sofa, always wearing bright red lipstick, as if you can never see her sloppy side, she always feels so energetic...
"Duoduo, just ask for anything you want. As long as mom can afford it, mom will give it to you." She was still aloof like a queen, and her tone of voice could still intimidate the entire audience without any modification.
Su Yiduo lowered his head and remained silent.
The Queen raised her eyebrows and sighed unconsciously, "Mom knows that you love Nian An, but you are only twenty-five years old, you are still young, and you still have a long way to go. If you want to take Nian An away, Mom will not do it."
I will object. If you don’t want to take her away, mom can promise you that I will treat her well. If you miss her, mom can also promise you that you can visit her at any time. Mom has only one condition now, no matter what you want.
, Mom knows that you are not short of money. You have so many brothers and sisters in the Su family, so you are not a person who is short of money at all. But now, besides saying that she wants to give you money, Mom doesn’t know what to give you.
.It’s just that Mom hopes you can help Kaichen and let him make his own choice. Okay?”
Although she was telling Su Yiduo the conditions, her words sounded like she was pleading with her. Qi Dongjiao was indeed a person who said one thing and rarely two, and Su Yiduo understood it better than anyone else.
"No, Mom, I can't divorce Kaichen. I love him. I've been waiting for him for four years just to wait for him to come back to me. Now that he's back, no matter what happens, no matter what else happens,
I will not let go despite difficulties and dangers. I will only identify with him in this life, and no one else can." Su Yiduo said firmly that she could give up everything, but An Kaichen alone could not.
Even if she loses everything, she can't lose An Kaichen.