My blackmail had some effect on Li Xiaowei. It can be seen that he still cherishes our relationship. However, drug addiction can really make a person crazy.
After a short period of silence, Li Xiaowei struggled again. He kept shouting: "Fifth brother, are you going to kill me? I really can't hold on any longer. These bugs have crawled to my heart."
, the bite hurts me so much. No... I can't hold on any longer. Fifth brother, give me another suck, just one, really just one."
I shook my head: "Not even one bite."
"Then you kill me. I really can't hold on anymore. Really, I can't hold on anymore..." From his words, I knew that he had collapsed.
At that moment, I suddenly wanted to let go. Sincerely, looking at Li Xiaowei like this, I really feel uncomfortable.
I suddenly had an idea in my mind, let him smoke like this, or at worst I would buy drugs to support him for the rest of his life.
Ye Xiaolu noticed my confusion and shook her head at me.
I nodded and slapped myself hard: "Xiaowu, what the hell are you thinking? You want to kill him."
So I held him down harder and harder, and I definitely couldn't indulge him anymore today: "Xiaowei, you have to hold it back, you must hold it back."
Li Xiaowei shook his head and kept twisting. His face was covered with sweat, and all the veins were popping out. His teeth were clattering loudly, and he didn't know what he was biting.
The scene in the TV series where drug addicts bite their tongues and commit suicide suddenly flashed through my mind. Thinking of this, I shouted to Ye Xiaolu: "Go to the bathroom and get out the towel."
Ye Xiaolu turned around and went to the bathroom. When she came out, she already had a towel in her hand. The towel was a white towel unique to hotels. I took the towel and stuffed it into Li Xiaowei's mouth. The towel would be touched from time to time.
Li Xiaowei spit it out.
Ye Xiaolu was also very smart next to her and directly pressed her hand against the towel.
Now, the towel couldn't fall out, Li Xiaowei couldn't scream, and he couldn't beg me.
Li Xiaowei could no longer shout, but his struggling strength did not decrease at all. In the end, he was almost twitching, his eyes were wide open, blood red, and he did not blink.
Nowhere on my body is dry.
I know that this time it will cost him his life.
I don’t know how long it took, but Li Xiaowei gradually became quiet. He lay motionless on the bed. I didn’t let go immediately, but waited for a few minutes.
After a few minutes, Li Xiaowei couldn't move at all. I estimated the time, and this time it was about thirty minutes. My own clothes were all wet. I just felt like I had returned to the army for a training session.
Gradually, I let go of my hands and took out the towel from Li Xiaowei's mouth. His face was already covered with a mixture of saliva, sweat, and tears.
His eyes were not closed yet, staring at the ceiling, not knowing what to think about.
I breathed a sigh of relief and lay down on the bed. I lit a cigarette and took a long puff. Thinking of Li Xiaowei's behavior just now, it still shocked me a lot.
No wonder people often say that in this life, you must never get involved in gambling or poison. If you do, you will be ruined.
With Li Xiaowei's current virtue, he still hasn't smoked for a long time. If he were a real drug addict, I'm afraid Ye Xiaolu and I wouldn't be able to hold him down today.
I don’t know how long it took before Li Xiaowei moved, and I touched him: “Are you okay?”
Li Xiaowei was still very weak and just shook his head at me.
I lit a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth: "Here, have a cigarette. It'll be fine if you get through these few days. Look, didn't you persevere through today?"
Li Xiaowei took the cigarette I gave him and took a big drag. After a while, he finished the cigarette. Seeing him like this, I felt very uncomfortable and shook my head: "Do you want to smoke again?"
Li Xiaowei shook his head in pain and smiled bitterly at me: "Xiao Wu, I have the urge to commit suicide." My heart skipped a beat and I stared at Li Xiaowei: "What's wrong? Why did you suddenly say such a thing?"
Li Xiaowei shook his head: "Xiao Wu, you don't know the feeling of drug addiction. It's worse than life. In fact, I wanted to quit a few days ago. But as soon as the drug addiction came, I couldn't hold on. My brain
I just wanted to take one breath, and everything would be fine after taking one breath. After I finished taking it, I felt very empty and felt like I was sorry for my parents. You don’t know that feeling. So I really wanted to die.”
I shook my head: "Stop thinking about it. If you don't want to smoke, just quit. I have been with you these past few days and I will definitely let you quit the drug. Why didn't you think so much when you started smoking? Do you know
You know this thing will kill you."
Li Xiaowei nodded: "I know, but what can I do? Drug addiction is really not something I can resist."
I looked at Li Xiaowei with a helpless face: "How did you get addicted to drugs in the first place! I really didn't expect you to be addicted to drugs. I felt something was wrong when I saw you early in the morning."
"I don't know how I got infected?"
I frowned: "What's going on? Tell me."
Li Xiaowei nodded: "A few days before the National Day, I went to a bar to hang out and met a student from my school. Because we were students from the same school, we got to know each other within a short while. His name was Xiang Long. At first
, he gave me the impression that he was very generous, he would treat me to anything, and he would help me solve any problems I had. He would introduce me to women and so on. So, after a while, the two of us became brothers."
I nodded: "Go on."
"Later one time, he invited me to hang out in a bar. Of course I wouldn't refuse. That time we arrived at the bar. We ordered a lot of drinks, and I was groggy from drinking. There happened to be no cigarettes in my pocket, so Xiang Long
He handed me a cigarette and said it was a good cigarette, the kind that I would still want to smoke after I smoked it. I didn’t think too much about it at the time, and I was a little drunk, so I lit the cigarette. To be honest, the cigarette was not
It was easy to smoke, and it was very strong. I felt dizzy after taking the first puff. Because I was afraid of being laughed at, I still had to finish the cigarette. That night, Xianglong and I rented a room outside, so I
I smoked a few more cigarettes in succession. Strangely enough, the cigarette became easier and better to smoke after I smoked it. I felt so good after I smoked it that all the other cigarettes I smoked lost their taste...
..”
After hearing what Li Xiaowei said, I roughly understood what happened. The cause of the incident was entirely because of Xiang Long.